Grateful

there are a lot of things to be grateful for. alhamdulillah, Allah answers to my prayers. memang betul lah, Allah akan berikan pada hambanya apa yang hambaNya perlukan bila tiba masanya. banyak perkara yang aku patut bersyukur, about my son, my husband, our home, my daughter. thank you Allah for the granted prayers.

• my son, Joey has finally submitted his FYP and his graduation ceremony will be in October or November 2024 - alhamdulillah syukur  - Degree in Psychology.
• Tuan has completed his pilot training and alhamdulillah he is officially a pilot for APMM effective oct 2024. may Allah keeps him safe all the time in his duty.
• We finally finished our home renovation in SP and completed ground floor and comfortable enough to stay/live in.
• my daughter, Lisa and i have something in common is sports --> netball, yey!

Allahuakbar - syukur sangat2. am so happy. and now, to actually decide if/when we will be living in SP fully 😋

Short Vacay to Kuantan

i was so thrilled when i got to know that TH is gonna be attending a 5 days course in Kuantan from 26 to 30 Sept, 2022 - yey, which means he will be back in Semenanjung. without further delay i invited myself and told him that i wanna go with him. somehow, i know if i tell my parents, my mom would wanna tag along 😂 which i do not mind at all coz it can be a family trip where i can spend quality time with my parents! 

the 1st nite there we put up a night at my uncle's house and the 2nd till 5th night we booked a 2-room apartment near TH's academy so that he can come back after his course every night. it was a good trip, my dad gets to do his fishing activity, i get to also meet up with people and share some business opportunity. 

it was quite an experience at the apartment actually which i think i will write a special posting for that next time. yeah yeah i owe a lot of other postings - i just need to really get in the right mood to write. 😋 for the first two days at the apartment my dad went fishing at the beach where we stayed. he complained there were no fish and he only caught small baby crabs. so on the last day, i brought him to one of the jetty for him to do his fishing and my mom and i drove out to look for some pudding raja to be brought home.

2nd day explored and had breakfast by the beach

2nd day in Kuantan and my dad is so happy

stopped at rnr on the way to Kuantan

of course when you are having fun - time flies so fast. and it is time to go home. and for my mom, her shopping spree is errmmm... unstoppable! 😃

Majlis Sosial Di benarkan?

 

received this via whatsapp today, sent by my dive buddy who is also my pengapit for my wedding reception. terus berdebar2. oh my god. is this really happening? my dream wedding? 

TH and i booked the date at the event space - Duchess Place, Jalan Ampang, KL. and actually we wanted to cancel the function but each time we wanted to do that, the place has this calling and somehow got us attracted to it.

so the first thing that i did was to forward this to TH, and pray that he gets his leave approved. nothing else needed to be done because all are fully paid. except the swordbearers. errmm i kinda misplaced the cash that TH gave me. so TH had to pay again. i wanted to replace but TH insisted to pay. ngeee 😁 sorry laling!

so, finally, #hadiainstory will reach its next chapter? the wedding reception! 

Vitamin Sea 28 Aug - 31 Aug 2020 - Day 2

Merdeka Dive 2020 Selamat Hari Kemerdekaan yang ke 63!

their 1st dive patutnya jumpa kat dive centre 830am. aku terfikir nak sleep in je while they all pergi dive. coz aku bukan boleh dive pun. tapi somehow, lepas solat subuh aku terus mandi and aku fikir aku akan have breakfast time diorang dah dive. 

tapi as i arrived at the dive centre, dengan HMS, memang terasa rindu dengan suasana preparation tu. aku act macho je. sekali Lee and Tash tanya if i want to be on the dive boat with them. mula2 aku tak leh nak decide. i told HMS kalau sampai kat jetty and tengok dive boat ada space lagi aku join lah. and to cut story short, i joined.

same time jugak SR contacted me and told me i am the 2nd top achiever for daily closings. alamak.. camna.. aku dah atas boat. ada ke line kat tengah laut tu? so, i gave SR my text just in case tak de line. tapi masa kat tengah tu, ada line kejap and aku sempat la practise, but bila dah time to share, terus tak de line. 😄

anyway, am glad i followed the group. masa before the 2nd dive kitorang stop kat satu teluk, air dia cantek gila. aku nak turun boat takut sebab dok fikir macamana nak naik nanti kat tangga tu sebab tangan boleh pakai sebelah je yang kuat. but then again bila semua dah turun - i find ways to turun and naik. memang air dia best sangat... and so beautiful!!

masa they were doing their 1st dive, tinggal aku dengan brader boatman, and dia tunjuk skill mancing ikan pakai tali tangsi je. tak sampai 5 minit kau, dapat ikan sekor! masa 2nd dive tu TA dgn Leez tak turun, masing2 dah letih. kitorang ni leisure diver, kalau rasa letih, tak yah turun sebab nanti tak enjoy pun. so ended up both of them tido atas boat sambil tunggu divers naik balik.

i think by noon we all are done with 2 dives and got back to our chalets. masing2 tido. well sebenarnya aku yang lebih2 tido. penat di buat ombak kut masa atas boat. mandi petang pastu get ready for BBQ and ada karaoke. saje jer syok2 antara kitorang. dok kat pulau lagu bukan banyak pun. lagipun aku dah lama tak karoks. dah tak ingat lagu2. and RMS pulak suruh aku nyanyi lagu baby shima la apa lah.. aku layankan je lah. janji happy orang kata. i really had fun. nak pi pulau lagi rasanya - doing nothing.

Happy Monthsarry 😜

Today it clocked 5 months of us as husband and wife. Kadang² rasa kejap... kadang² rasa belum cukup kenal each other and we are still in the midst of knowing each others character. 

anyway, alhamdulillah Allah pertemukan aku dengan someone yang boleh menjadi imam dalam keluarga and in our solat. we strive to be a better muslim, insyaallah. 

semoga Allah melindungi our marriage and shower us with lots of love, and tender loving care towards each other. 

Kisah Weekend

hari sabtu was full, and ayah message kat dalam group kalam's clan tanya,

"siapa free hantar ayah hari ni balik kg?"

alamak.. awat lah ayahanda ni suka benor last minute tau. schedule dah penuh untuk aku, N1, N3, N4 pun semua tak leh. aku fikir lagi laju2.. apa guna aku cakap nak time freedom for family kalau aku tak boleh luangkan masa untuk ayah?

"sorry ayah, hari ni dah full, tapi kalau esok ain boleh hantarkan"

alhamdulillah ayah agreed. tapi... whoops aku lupa aku ada wedding to attend. so, lepas bincang dengan mama, they are okay to go with me to the wedding before balik kampung. 

so kenapa aku busy kan? 29 Feb tu aku attend business preview. time yang sama, AH dok message2 aku sebab dia ke terenggau nak beli sampin. dengan keadaan data aku dah habis, susah aku nak menjawab and download gambar2 yang AH bagi. nasib baik la HMS sudi bagi hotspot kat aku. dah terasa macam student pulak, data habis and tak leh nak buat apa2. heheh jangan salah faham, phone aku ni asalnya atas nama company, now that i don't work with the company anymore, aku tengah dalam proses nak tukar nama. so bila data habis, aku tak leh nak request additional sebab bukan atas nama aku. gitu la ceritanya. 

AH dok message lagi and share his location. and dia nak drive balik ke kuantan. aku pun macam biasa temankan dia sebab sure dia boring drive sorang2. tau2 dah nak pukul 12 tengah malam. aku bagi tau AH aku kena mandi and buat apa2 yang patut. 

dah settle semua tu aku tengok la live AH dia kat mana. aku pelik, apsal kat gambang pulak... hmmm tak pe lagi.. tak de la syak apa2, bukan apa, memang la aku rindu tapi tak nak berharap. dah banyak kali, bukan AH je, ayah dia pun dok remind kat aku, yang aku kena faham kerjaya dia. so yeah, tengah nak faham la ni. and i think to be fair, lepas ni AH pun kena faham kerjaya aku. ada goals yang aku nak achieve tahun ni. and tak leh lah nak merajuk kalau aku balik lambat ke dll, kan. 

sekali tetiba aku check lagi, ehh kenapa pulak AH ni kat karak? bukan ke karak tu lagi dekat dengan KL? and guess what... surprise kat aku lah tu!! 😍 sebab memang aku tak expect akan jumpa AH kecuali the last week of march. 

so bila AH dah ada kat KL, dia kena la ikut my plans sebab aku memang dah ada plans asal. aku happy kut.. hilang la rasa rindu sikit. #silajanganmuntah and so, AH pun ikut la aku ke wedding, balik kampung and pergi pasar malam kat kuala selangor. dah rasa macam pergi bazaar ramadhan!

Never Give Up On Your Dreams

at this hour, most people are already asleep. but somehow my brain is still working. i was out since 8.00 am this morning and have been or wanting to share about what has given me the chance to heal and to give me back my health, so to speak. 

and by 7.45pm right after maghrib prayer was done, i drove off to publika for a training which i have never attended on wednesdays because it clashes with my zumba class. but today i chose to go for the training because i needed to go back to the system to get me recharged. 

you must be thinking what system am i talking about. it is a system by a team called success together world wide created by rayne & angela and now in KL, we are lead by 2 couples of Million Dollar Circle members (now known as Circle of Excellence 1) Annie & Andy and Dawn & Ichiro. Somehow i see it as so unique that it starts with the wife's name at the front. which my dream one day would be Ain & AH 💕 fuhh... well, dream is good. provided AH wants to do it with me lah kan. i understand that some people are still skeptical about it. it is ok. insyaallah, the truth will prevail on how much we believe and feel about the company. 

and during tonight's training i learned and, well, actually i know i really need to get the habit i am in right now out of my system. why do i behave like so? simply because i am tired of doing what i have been doing for the past 22 years and i thought i just wanted to just sit back and do nothing. BUT, in the platform that i choose to do now, of course i need to have effort to achieve my dreams, right? and i also remember my exec in the office said to me not once but a few times..

"kak ain, keep on doing you, and be you... keep on to continue inspiring people!"

and i went wow.. didn't know that i can be an inspiration like that. and so, i got up and said to myself, "how can i continue doing so by being lazy, right?"

so yeah... and next is, i will fill up my calendars with meeting people. at least like today, i actually lined up my calendar to meet 3 people in a day. of which i wish i could see more people. and share more about the benefit that these products can do to their health, internally and externally. wow, do you know how risky of me putting this out in the open? it is like a vow or something! lol 😁

and like it triggered me also when ichiro mentioned, getting his annual income as his monthly income. siapa tak nak whoaa... don't you want to have that? well yeah.. who doesn't kan? and for the past 2 days, i have been having dreams with dawn in it. is that like a sign or something. they both are people that i look up too. they love dancing but gave up dancing for a better future. something similar to what i am doing, i love zumba but i am looking for a better future. eventually and in fact right now i still couldn't teach in class - will i ever be able to teach again? so i am looking for a new challenge in which i can still help people to get better in terms of health especially those who are not interested to exercise! menarik bukan??

leave a comment under this posting if you want to meet up. 

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iDriz Aqiqah

29 September 2019 was iDriz's aqiqah, last cucu in Kalam's Clan. originally nak buat in Nov tapi di sebabkan ada isu teknikal sket so the aqiqah was brought forward. si N4 ni kalau bab2 mengorganise memang la her food. she would go all out sampai majlis aqiqah dah jadi cantek sangat pelamin macam untuk nikah. memang cantek and done by @adiputra_decor and the price was reasonable. insyaallah kalau ada rezeki time aku esok, boleh la tanya2 risik2 harga. 

Kalam's Clan tak cukup quorom - missing Lisa

anyway, aku punya job macam biasa is sound system. so since buat kat dalam rumah je, aku bawak my medium size speaker and microphones. itu pun my dad called and ingatkan. N4 senyap je, aku ingat dia dah arrange outsource ke apa. mana la aku tau kan. so anyway itu semua small matter. so malam preparation tu aku dengan AH dah bawak speaker and mic siap2 and letak kat tepi dinding near the living room where the marhaban team will be. 

click on this pic for the video

seronok tengok gang ayah kat keramat tu gather for the last time. why did i see say for the last time? sebab ayah and mama will pindah somewhere which kitorang pun tak tau. sick kan? tapi tu lah perangai or sikap orang kalau dah banyak duit and dia rasa dia boleh control semua benda and semua orang dengan duit yang dia ada. eh tiberrr pulak jadi merelease stress posting ni. ihikk 😝

the berbalas pantun was cute between the senior citizens. and all in white. alhamdulillah it was a nice ceremony cuma i must admit lah without the usual helpers, it was really tiring and kurang organised sket when it comes to pinggan mangkuk and glasses. 

N4 happy sangat sebab dapat pakai balik her wedding dress, so that was what she wore lah. and lepas tu tukar her tunang kain. semua baju2 recycle and tak payah nak spent banyak2. sebab expenses dah go on decor, door gift and food hahaha 😁 

AH pun antara orang2 kuat untuk the majlis, someone yang mama akan mintak tolong every now and then. aku segan jugak sebab diorang dah selamba je suruh2 (or it is more of asking favor) AH. i think he wouldn't mind but entah la aku rasa segan la jugak kadang2. Joey is always good with the camera and video taking. so with my new samsung s10plus, joey took few nice shots. i am so glad and pleased to see Joey and AH gets along well, alhamdulillah. mana lah tau kalau betul jodoh aku dengan AH, semoga Allah permudahkan. and if you ask me when, lama lagi - kalau umur panjang, insyaallah. 

alhamdulillah i am blessed with a wonderful family. of course there are flaws here and there coz we are not perfect but while all of us are still around, we make full use of the time that we have. insyaallah aamiin. count your blessings 😍

Welcome to Uni Life

i still prefer his hair botak 😀
all the best adik... belajar rajin2 okay. 

The day has come that now, my son is registering for his Degree progamme. rasa macam cepat sangat masa berlalu. i always have confidence and faith in my 2 kids. alhamdulillah, they grow up to be good children - challenges in bringing them up and understanding them tu perkara biasa. each time aku ada challenge, i will look back at my own childhood. was i like that before? sebab orang tua2 kata, anak2 kita sedikit sebanyak akan ambik perangai kita jugak. i always pray to Allah that apa2 pun yang turun kat anak2 aku, biarlah benda2 yang baik2 jer. 

joey dalam part senyap dia, memberontak dia, cara study dia, memang banyak ikut aku. aku tau dia bijak (macam aku 😜 #silajanganmuntah) tapi sikap malas tu kuat masa dia kat high school, atau mungkin he has internal issues yang time tu aku pun susah nak get to him. and lagi satu ikut perangai aku adalah --> selalu buat last minute. adehhh... but anyhow, alhamdulillah since dia dah masuk college for his foundation last year, memang banyak sangat improvement in terms of his studies. and aku selalu doa supaya anak2 aku jadi anak2 yang soleh and solehah, and cemerlang in their studies supaya berguna di dunia and akhirat. aamiin... 

last weekend AH balik KL and memang dah bagitahu dia yang aku akan busy dengan registration joey and also wedding one of my staff kat office. so, dia kena ikut je lah activity aku tu. well, kalau ada anak macam ni lah kan, so consider it practise. tetttt.. 😜 

we arrived at Cyber Uni dalam pukul 11am. amazed jugak joey dah sampai awal2. sangat bagus perubahan anak teruna aku ni. semoga istiqomah, orang kata ekk.. so, my task was just to sign off on his registration. and comment yang aku terima, 

reg: ini mama ilham ke?

joey: ya

reg: mudanya nampak mama ilham

me: **senyum je** thank you

reg: anak sulung puan ke?

me: tak, ini anak bongsu

reg: owhh.. muda nampak..

time ni nak je aku bagitau - nak nampak muda, amalkan lah ageLOC! 😎

anyway, dah settle tu, kitorang went to the hall and dengar welcome speech and after that joey ajak pergi lunch kat alcea cafe where he used to work masa habis foundation. sekarang stop kejap to settle for his classes dulu. mula2 aku masuk kat cafe tu memang terpegun sebab cantik decor dia, and memang taste aku lah. kalau nak tau review cafe ni, korang boleh baca my posting on review ya. 

time ni tengah layan briefing

dah habis makan, we proceed to the wedding pulak. sekarang ni macam2 tempat orang buat wedding. and this place aqua hall kat bangi, kalau tak sebab wedding Z, aku pun tak tau wujudnya tempat ni. meriah betul wedding dia, siap ada performance and the emcee pun pot pet celoteh dia. start lah aku berangan, tapi aku rasa wedding aku nanti tak la besar macam tu... kecil kecilan je dah lah... cheywahh 😎 and disebabkan aku dah lunch kat cafe tadi, bila sampai kat tempat wedding, kitorang jamah dessert sahaja. sedap pulak bubur kacang hitam tu... sluurpp.. 

dah settle with joey's registration and wedding, next kita pergi dengar talk on business and ho wto earn passive income pulak and this time brought to us by Dr Sugeng, a successful entrepreneur from Pekan Baru, Indonesia. till my next posting okay! 

My Happy Pills

takat nak letak ayat2 poem yang jumpa dalam internet terasa geli geleman sebab jiwang terover. walaupun sekarang ni boleh la kalau korang nak kutuk kata aku jiwang. kalau2 korang ada yang nak gelakkan aku sebab aku bercintan balik. tapi kalau ye pun aku bercintan, masalah ke pada korang? aku menyusahkan korang ke? atau korang jeles sebab aku masih boleh bercintan? alaa pada korang yang in a relationship - apa lah salahnya korang semarakkan balik rasa kasih sayang antara korang daripada static je. belajar mengappreciate balik orang yang sentiasa ada depan mata korang, yang jaga korang. 

aku pun kena jugak sedar diri - sebab dok sibuk bercintan dengan kamal adli, nanti lelama MrH jeles pulak... hik hik walaupun kamal adli tu tak tau pun kewujudan aku. 😝 ala.. apa2 pun romantik2 kamal adli tu semua dalam lakonan jer.. tapi kasih sayang, rindu and caring MrH untuk aku is real. kannn.. 

MrH has been my calming potion since ketiadaan Lisa kat KL ni. nanti2 pun kalau Lisa dah balik KL tak sure if she can still be my calming potion sebab aku rasa macam aku dah banyak menyusahkan anak2 aku. and aku kena belajar jugak hidup tanpa mengharapkan apa2 dari diorang. aku sebak sangat sebenarnya. tapi tak pe lah. people change as they grow up or through the time. but that doesn't mean they don't love you anymore. aku pun sebenarnya sangat2 confuse apa yang dah berlaku antara aku dengan anak2 aku. maybe aku tak setara dengan mak2 kawan2 diorang - yang sememangnya aku berbeza dengan all mothers out there. benda ni hakikat - and apa2 pun aku tetap mak diorang and aku dah cuba sehabis and semampu boleh untuk jaga diorang dari tak boleh buat apa2 - sampai lah sekarang when they can do things on their own. 

maybe sebab tu Allah hantarkan MrH untuk aku. Allah swt knows that i deserve to be happy after all the hardship and sadness through the broken marriages that i have to go through. kadang2 emosi aku pun tak stabil and MrH jadi mangsa aku emo. alaaa MrH pun apa kurangnya. dia ni pun jiwa sangat sensitive. tak semua benda aku boleh cerita dengan dia pun - nanti start lah dia over thinking. 

so last weekend when he was back in KL memang melegakan aku.. sebab aku tengah serabut sangat2 and aku sedih and semuanya lah. and i am so glad he was back. i wish i can have him longer tapi nak buat macamana, long distance relationship macam ni lah.. memang kena banyak sabar. cuma persoalan nya sampai bila boleh sabar macam ni eh? tiap kali nak say goodbye for him to get back to work mesti aku sedih and rasa sunyi balik.. haisshhh ... i am stronger than this! 

masa ni sajer je dia nak ambik gambar tanpa muka dia.. acah2 lelaki misteri, gitu. 

happy pills

another day of blabbering for me. i had a long day at the office for the past 2 days. meetings that started like 830am and 845am.. had loads of stuff to absorb in my head. it can be quite stimulating and can be annoying also when you know you have plans and someone somehow wishes to disturb it. entah lah.. cant complaint much.. and not meant to complain cuma release steam jer... anyway, this time wont let it spoil my zumba mood lah kan so i went for my thursday class.

every thursday 830pm at MyPassionCentral - Sri Gombak

on the way back was feeling so hungry and lagi pun dah lama tak cuci mata dengan abam food truck yang hensem tu kan... alaa takat cuci mata je pun - [just for the record, sis tak suka lelaki putih2 ni, tak macho... sis suka yang sawo matang... ~ jangan la cakap pasal kaiser, dia memang mat salleh kut!! haisshh!!] cukup lah dengan siapa2 yang dah ada ni. but just nak cakap his grilled chicken is sedap cuma semalam dia dah lupa dengan order aku... sib baik baik sis tak merajuk. dah la lupa, ayam macam kecik pulak tu.. and dia pi letak fries.. sis kureng la kan.. mashed potato dia dah abis kut. tapi korang datang la kat food truck dataran wangsa.. signatories kut nama food truck dia. sib baik AA temankan makan semalam. it was her turn for thursday class. ingat boleh la collect my jamu sekali tapi sebab tak plan nak jumpa, she did not bring it with her. 

lepas makan aku pun balik terus la sebab nak borak lagi dengan AH... sebab kat food truck bising.. and semalam line AH pun mcm siot.. hehehe 😁 tak puas nak chat and borak. so by 11pm kut kitorang dah balik... aku sampai2 rumah je tetiba nampak sepasang kasut nike kat depan pintu. punya la berbunga hati aku, Allah je yang tahu.. happy sangat with the surprise.. mula2 tu aku ingat mimpi ke... and ke aku lupa yang it was friday.. tapi i was so sure it was a thursday... heheheh 😂 cepat2 aku bukak pintu... and of course yg first greet aku mesti lah mischa... and aku bagi salam and dengar suara joey from his room.. 

dengan busuk2 aku pi intai dia dalam bilik.. he was already on his bed dok mengadap laptop baru dia.. and testing his new cassete recorder yang dia pesan dari lisa. aku dengar jugak dia chat.. macam familiar je suara tu.. hahaha 😀 then dengar suara sebut.. "mama!" ehh.. laaa dengan lisa rupanya.. hahahaha entah aku happy sangat malam tadi.. and aku terus peluk and cium joey..  kitorang chat la sekejap - the 3 of us... gosh.. i am so grateful with my 2 wonderful kids... alhamdulillah... semoga anak2 mama jadi anak2 yang soleh & solehah, berguna di dunia & akhirat... ameeen

korang la harta mama dunia & akhirat

desaru here i come [part 5] - end

aku terjaga dalam lebih kurang pukul 6.30am kut.. err or at least before 7.00am.. eh apsal macam dah terang ehh.. mama kejutkan aku, padahal aku memang dah terjaga pun. mama kejut aku solat subuh. tido dengan mama & ayah memang akan terjaga every about 2 hours and mama memang dah warning sebab she needs to go to the bathroom. aku pun tak kisah. aku ok jer. best apa tido dengan mama & ayah.. like how i used to masa kecik2. sekarang dah tua bangka dapat lagi manja dengan diorang, it is an opportunity jugak kan. and again, i am so glad i actually stayed on with them on the trip. and thank you jugak AH sebab join the short trip.. he blends in dah macam our family member. 

aku turun bawah tengok lampu dah terang. AH dah bangun rupanya. aku terus pi bathroom and clean myself and ambik wuduk. on the way up aku tanya AH.. 

"you dah subuh ke?" 

"dah"   dia jawab. alhamdulillah... dalam hati aku.. 

bagus dia ni... time ni dah up sikit lahh points untuk dia.. husband material.. 😂untung lah siapa dapat si AH ni.. sopan santun orangnya.. pandai ambik hati & bercakap dengan orang tua. kadang2 orang perempuan ni nak semua yang luaran je, sedangkan dalaman pun sangat penting sebenarnya.  nak cari kena cari yang boleh mengimamkan kita as ketua keluarga. i guess how they are brought up plays an important role, i believe. si joey tu je, aku nak kena basuh lagi, bagi lagi helok sket perangai. tapi maybe sebab dia masih budak2, only 18 years old, so masih belum matang on certain things. so, guys - readers out there.. lengkapkan diri for this if you wanna be a good spouse coz you are the one yang nak bimbing your life partner esok 😉 okay enough of bebeling.. kita sambung citer...

settled kewajipan, aku lepak jap kat atas dengan mama & ayah. and ayah mintak coffee.. aku masak air and buat coffee untuk ayah pagi tu. kunun2 breakfast in bed.. ehh more of coffee in bed for my dad. hehehe 😆 aku siap kemas barang2 aku sikit. food kat dalam fridge memang banyak tak yah cakap lah kan. i took some drinks that i bought the day before and brought it to N1's room for my nieces and my nephew kalau diorang lambat turun for brekkie. 

AH packed 1 of his bags to bring to his car. aku dah bagitau mama & ayah that AH and i will have breakfast outside. aku lagi puas kut.. i can get my roti canai and teh tarik.. and as i said, aku tak makan banyak mana pun.. and plus the breakfast package untuk 2 pax je for mama & ayah's room. 

view ni memang rare untuk aku. dah lama kut aku tak buat benda2 ni..
sorry eh AH, i ambik candid. 😆

aku perhati je AH buat benda2 ni untuk keter dia. aku dah lama kut tak tengok view ni.. hehehe 😁entah aku ingat lagi entah tidak. kalau dulu aku lah akan maintain kereta aku sendiri. ayah aku ajar apa nak buat, apa nak check. tapi bila dah malas.. tu yang aku decide beli je kereta apa2 ikut kemampuan poket aku and aku tak yah pikir maintenance. 

kitorang pergi balik kat restoran mamak yang kitorang tapau mee goreng untuk ayah malam tadi. masa tu time berlalu cepat sangat aku rasa. borak macam tak puas pulak dengan AH. tengok2 jam dah pukul 10.30am and N1 kata by 11.00am our driver sampai and nak bertolak balik ke KL. aku ni banyak cakap/bercerita agaknya tu yang tak habis2.. dah macam sessi bebelan pulak untuk AH. harap2 dia tak bosan la dengar cerita aku. 

sampai2 kat bilik jer, mama & ayah dah siap bawak turun all their bags. aku baru nak mintak tolong AH.. hehhehe 😁 but dah terlewat. diorang dah siap packing semua. tak lama lepas tu aku panggil bellboy to assist us with the bags. bila bellboy sampai, AH helped with the bags. ni another plus point, AH ni jenis ringan tulang, rajin nak buat benda2 macam ni tanpa disuruh. aku harap si joey ni esok2 pun macam tu jugak. tau bila nak menolong, tak payah disuruh. haa macam tu lah.. baru bf/hubby material! banyak aku dah bagi point kat si AH ni. 

dah keluar bilik, AH rajin lagi layan aku nak bergambar kat area dekat2 dengan bilik we all. cantek kut resort ni sebenarnya. and entah bila lagi dapat merasa nak dok sini. dah la jauh, mahal pulak tu aku rasa. ni pun sebab rezki tumpang bilik mama & ayah... hehehe 😁

TQ AH sebab ambik gambar ni i nampak slim sket 😋

we gathered at the lobby ngam2 11.30am and the driver and our ride pun dah sampai. time to say goodbye to AH and desaru. it was indeed a short and sweet trip and time spent with AH. unexpected but was fun. and tak tau lah if we can have another opportunity again macam tu kan. we'll see. 

time to go back to KL *sad*

bye2 AH.. last memories at sands & sandals.. ada rezki jumpa lagi.

kitorang gerak ke KL and ada misi lain lagi... N1 seperti biasa misi mencari tempat makan yang menarik kat johor - which is mee racun katanya. aku dengar pun seriau.. agak2 lah kan. bagi la nama best sikit for marketing pun. ini mcam mendoakan pelanggan keracunan pulak. and bagusnya driver we all dia tabah je melayan kerenah we all dalam kereta. dia senyum jer.. hahaha 😂 dengan ragam ayah aku kentut lah... dengan N1 kentut lah.. adehhh.. pening..

i ordered the one with tulang i think... and boleh la sedap jugak..
but am not gonna sedut inside the tulang.
coz am not gonna sedut what i can't see! 

so i guess, this is the end of our desaru trip. seronok sangat.. really enjoyed time with my nieces and nephew.. and manja2 dengan mama & ayah at the same time. tak tau la bila lagi dalam trip dengan kalam's clan macam ni. Ya Allah murahkan la rezeki kami for more future trips together. ameeennn 😊 and until today, 3 weeks after the trip, haritu aku kelentong dengan ayah bagitau AH on the way nak datang KL.. ehehe 😀sian ayah, dia percaya.. beriyer ayah tanya the next morning, "AH mana?" kekekeke 😀 dah seronok la ayah tu borak2 dengan AH. hmmm tak per lah.. ayah pun tak de anak lelaki, boleh je kalau nak buat anak angkat 😎

disclaimer: apa2 yang aku tulis dalam posting kali ni, aku dah dapat permission dari AH okay. and even to put up his photo, actually he didn't mind pun if i were to post his picture. cuma aku saje je letak sticker tu... heheheh 😋 and tak de la 100% apa yang terjadi aku nak cerita kat sini. semua my postings memang macam tu.. ada la rahsia sikit2 for me and for whomever i write about untuk jaga privacy masing2.  maybe sebab dia single kut sebab tu dia tak kisah.. 

desaru here i come [part 4]

.... resort ni memang tenang and cantek and sangat sesuai for couple for honeymoon. when we got back at the resort lepas dinner, i wanted to look for some entertainment, mana lah tau ada live band ke by the beach. boleh la lepak lagi sambil mengopi. but somehow the resort dah agak sunyi. maybe sebab it was not really on the weekend kut. kat lobby pun tak de orang. cuma kat area poolside tu macam ada lights... so we kinda follow the light.. 😆 

there is a bar behind this small Jacuzzi pool.

sampai je kat hujung tu, rupanya kat bar near the poolside tu diorang dah kemas, ada lah music sikit. and on the other part of the poolside ada a smaller macam cafe yang ada stage kecik. AH pun pergi la ke situ.. ada info notice.. la hai.. melepas lah. kat sini biasa ada 3-piece band kecuali on monday. hahahah 😁 tough luck lah... it was a monday! nak balik bilik macam masih awal. kat tangan dok pegang bungkusan mee goreng mamak & roti bakar yang ayah & mama pesan tadi. i saw tempat duduk macam settee kat tepi bar tu, so kitorang pun duduk la situ kejap.. kejap je pun tak sampai 10 minit. music was a bit loud jugak kalau nak borak. i can see some people - a family and friends kut, playing by the beach. macam best jer. aku fikir, kan best kalau i get to stay here for a few more days. lagipun aku cuti sampai hari khamis kut. tapi semua tu aku bercakap sendiri je lah... banyak expenses nanti kalau stay lagi satu hari. ishhh tak leh... tak leh...

the beach was nicely lighted.. and terang benderang.. cantik sepanjang pantai 

kitorang jalan lagi kat tepi bilik kitorang, and ada swing yang cantek, tempat aku ambik gambar siang tadi dengan marissa.. malam pun cantek jugak with all the lightings... tapi segan pulak dengan AH nak ambik gambar lagi kat situ. sure kang dia ingat, minah ni pantang betul - suka benor nak ambik2 gambar... haa..memang la pun kannn. so aku pun padamkan lah hasrat. tapi bila dah nak sampai bilik tu, aku ajak la AH selfie. harap2 dia ok lah.. tak de awek/bini yang nak marah kut.. aku bercakap sendiri. si AH ni memang terlalu selamba and orangnya tenang je.. kalau bercakap pun lembut je.. he is so different dengan character yang dia portray masa atas kapal - which i thought at that time orangnya mungkin tegas atau garang. time ni aku rasa aku dah comfortable dengan AH tapi of course lah masih control perangai walaupun aku pun selamba jer tak la gila2 sangat. aku ni bukan jenis ada banyak perangai, kiranya. maksud aku, dengan sesiapa pun perangai/sikap/character aku sama jer.. means, what you see is what you get kind of person. kalau dah kenal, mungkin senang kut. kalau aku pun selesa dengan sesiapa, aku akan banyak cakap. kalau tak, aku lebih senang diam2, and perhatikan orang. kira i will just jadi observer la, haaa gitu. 

mata dah memang agak berat, tapi aku rasa macam sayang pulak nak tido awal. ye lah, bila lagi aku depat dapat lepak dengan AH kan. sementara aku tak de sesiapa... tetttt.. and aku masih bebas untuk lepak and hang out dengan sesiapa.. tetttt.. and of course while AH pun masih single.. which tak lama kut... hahaha 😂teetttttt.. nak ajak AH stay up lama2, risau gak kut kut la dia penat.. ye lah.. dia drive dari kuantan.. pastu balik kampung dia dulu kat mersing, and then drive ke desaru nak jumpa aku.. penat kowt.. so i guess time tu, we better get back to the room. 

on the other side of the resort pulak walking towards our room

so we got back to the room. aku terus naik and check on ayah and mama... both of them masih main phone atas katil. ini lah dia couple zaman sekarang - walaupun orang2nya orang zaman dulu.. asyik main hendphone jer.. 😋 dah letak food kat bilik my parents, aku pun turun balik nak tukar baju. and kemas2 sikit the room's bar counter. yes, the room has a bar counter. and siap ada tips how to play games for partner lagi.. hahaha 😜memang fun bilik tu. aku sambil pasang tv, tapi bukan ada movie best pun. aku kemas apa2 yang patut. masa tu dah memang lewat lah.. 

N1 offered AH to sleep in their room coz they have an extra bed. but as aku agak, memang la AH tak nak... aku pun tak nak bagi (sort of 😋) .. jauh kut jarak our rooms.. and bakpe kawan aku nak lepak sana.. kitorang nak borak2 lagi sampai lewat malam.. aku pikir lah kannn masa tu. so aku dah settle clear a few things kat ruang tamu tu.. or the living area sebab AH nak tido kat situ.. takkan nak biar sepah2.. nanti serabut kut nak rehat kat situ. and lepas aku tukar baju, aku tengok AH mata dah kuyu kat sofa.. 

"you nak buat apa tu?"  tanya AH. 

"ada nak check kerja kejap online"  aku cover line.. padahal... aku nak ajak tengok movie sebenarnya, tapi bila tengok dia macam nak dah letih, aku pun macam tak sampai hati.. so aku ingat betul2 la nak check email kerja kejap.. or maybe i can blog a bit. 

as i thought... tak lama tu, elok jer aku intai AH... laaa... dia dah berlayar di alam mimpi rupanya.. 😀 so aku pun switch off la laptop aku, nak kena tutup lampu so that dia boleh tido dengan selesa.. he must be so tired.. driving and aku pulak heret dia ke sini sana.. kikikiki 😀 sebelum aku naik atas, i woke him up coz he was sleeping on half of the sofa. aku dah sediakan bantal and selimut untuk dia. suruh dia tido selesa sikit.. and aku pun naik atas join mama & ayah, lepas tutup lampu... 

tapikan.. kalau la si AH ni laki aku.. memang tak de chan dia nak tido.. confirm aku kacau and layan aku tengok movie! hahahha 😄

this is not him, but the best illustration to show how he sleeps.. heheheh 😀 gigih aku cari gambar kat internet tau! 

DESARU HERE I COME (PART 3)

when we decided to take a plunge in the pool, many guests were leaving already. so it was not as crowded as it was earlier. we were lucky enough to get the chair nearer to our side of the pool. sib baik air tak sejuk sangat. AH banyak tipu.. berendam je lebih daripada swim 😋 since that is another form of me exercising, i took the chance to do a few laps. cukup la kut after the day walk by the beach kan. and we borak again. entah la macam ada je yang nak diborakkan. after the big pool, aku try pulak pool kecik ala2 jacuzzi dia, cuma airnya sejukkknya wehhh.. so tak la lama sangat kat situ. lagi pun lepas tu terfikir nanti mama & ayah nak dinner pulak kan. so dalam pukul 7 lebih tu kitorang pun naik to our room. cheywah our room... heheeh 😝 ye, our room with my parents in there. jangan gabra pulak.. tak baik buruk sangka tau... ahakss.. ha.. nak membawang la tuh... 😋 suka hati korang lah. 

time ni dah nak naik pun... hari pun dah start gelap... dah la aku pun gelap 

swimming pool @ sands and sandals resort, desaru. cantek kan?

bila kitorang naik ke bilik, aku pun mandi and solat kat bilik my parents kat atas while AH was getting ready downstairs at 'our area' hehehehe 😀 ye lah sebab luas kut duplex tu kan.. and seperti yang aku jangkakan mama & ayah malas nak keluar dinner. well more of mama lah. mama kalau pi holiday memang kadang malas nak keluar balik. and plus kitorang mana ada transport kan to fit in all 8 of us. so senang2, aku orderkan room service for mama & ayah and biasanya diorang akan share sebab siang tadi dah makan banyak katanya. 

aku memang plan nak keluar dinner kat gerai ke, kedai makan mana2 kat area luar of the resort. entah tekak terasa nak makan macam thai food tapi AH pulak tak tau yang mana sedap. so kitorang pun just belasah je lah. macam yang aku cakap la, AH ni memang bf material sebab dia ni memang faham dengan kehendak perempuan.. hahhaaha 😄 sambil aku type ni pun aku dah gelak. kalau kat kedai ke, kat gerai ke yang kitorang stop.. dari siang tadi lah, dia akan cari parking yang betul2 dekat dengan kedai/gerai tu. so that tak jalan jauh. haa.. so tak yah la nak gaduh2 bagitau carik tempat parking yang dekat. hik hik 😄plus point di situ. kitorang ronda2, jumpa la satu kedai thai, kitorang belasah je.. sebab dah lapar.. and i ordered sup ekor for me.. slurpp.. teringat balik.. lapar pulak sambil tulis blog nih.. haishhh.. and aku ni kadang bila nampak satay, terexcited.. so, bagitau lah kat AH... tup tup sekali berapa cucuk eh dia order.. 10 eh.. alaa aku tak ingat la.. tapi satay daging dia sedap lahh.

dalam tengah makan tu lah AH bagitau aku, rupanya tadi macam ayah aku nak ikut.. laa siannya.. tapi mama tak lepas.. akakaka 😆 biasa lah mama.. samada mama tak nak dok bilik sorang2, atau mama nak bagi chan kat AH dengan aku bonding, cheywahh.. well anyway, kalau ayah nak ikut pun kitorang ok je. pi makan je pun.. tapi sorry lah ye.. tak ambik gambar food pun sebab we wanna enjoy the moment, the food and the conversation. and owh sempat jugak tapau for ayah for supper roti bakar katanya.

i wanna write some more.. tapi dah ngantuk.. esok2 lah sambung eh.. part 4, kitorang jalan2 lepas dinner... nite2 everyone 😘 resort ni memang tenang and cantek and sangat sesuai for couple for honeymoon.