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Friyay Blab

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rasa macam cepat sangat waktu berlalu. hari ni aku sibuk giler. sampai tak sempat nak turun to the training center for my 2nd day of training. WJ hari ni pun senyap, so kitorang tak sempat nak merapu kat whatsapp. M2J tak yah cakap lah.. sekarang aku rasa dah tak penting dalam hidup dia. ke, memang aku tak pernah penting dalam hidup dia.. aku je yang perasan. **sigh

aku rasa seronok hari ni sebab aku dah naikkan rating team aku kat office. and aku rasa bersyukur sangat sebab boss aku macam best pulak borak. sekarang aku rasa dia dah chill sikit compared to dulu2 masa dia mula2 masuk. aku pun main belasah cakap dengan dia (tapi masih hormat dia as my boss okay) maksud belasah aku tu, aku pun honest lah dengan dia. dia siap cakap 'i want the old you' kat aku. sebab dia kata sekarang aku macam is not a fighter macam dulu. bukan apa, aku dah penat nak fight for something yang aku rasa tak ke mana. its a losing battle anyway. hmmm macam tu lah.

tadi aku whatsp SA, aku bagitau dia a…

where is the mood

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heheh cuba baca macam korang nyanyi lagu where is the love.. LOL :D ye, sekarang ni adalah usaha untuk menggembirakan hati sendiri. tadi lepak dgn WJ lagi and his colleagues. ye lepak ramai2 bukan berdua2an, nanti ada orang jeles, tak pasal2 aku kena serang lagi. hehehe :D tak kuasa ai you.

anyway tak lah selalu lepak kan, cuma bila terasa sejuk sangat kat office ke atau dah ngantuk sangat, ada lah join depa minum jap. tadi siap WJ tanya berapa berat badan aku dah turun.. aduss.. soalan berat nak jawab tu. tapi tak pe... sis tenang je menjawab soalan tu... apa2 pun sis punya target is by march 2018 kena turun at least ke 60kg. takkan tak leh buat kut.. 2kg je tu nak reduce kan.

so, tajuk tak de mood tu ada lah nak tempat baju for the wedding. nak glamor2 tapi bila memandangkan bentuk tubuh yang agak out on certain area terus tak de mood nak buat baju. camna kalau bahagian2 kat peha tak best kan... bukan tak bersyukur cuma nak look better in pictures kut. kemonnn this is like the last …

KL Traffic Madness

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getting stuck in the traffic for 2 hours to the office is no joke. i planned to leave early today coz thinking that i dont wanna be late like yesterday. so i checked the waze and it stated that if i leave by 8.05am, i am still safe to be at the office by 8.30am. so that was what i did exactly. when i was ready just before 8.00am, went to the kitchen and prepared breakfast for joey first before i leave my home.
somehow it started to rain when i left the house. and as i approached duke highway, and got into the contra lane - it stopped!! seriously it stopped like a parking lot! and the rain started heavily. and that is not the worst - the worst was, i had a terrible stomach ache and i cant move anyway!! seriously cannot!! i almost make a u-turn but i am worried of the motorcyclist who cannot stop on time as i turned.

i switched off the radio... tried to play my coffee prince to distract my focus to my upset tummy. dah keluar segala peluh2 jantan dah... tangan pun dah sejuk kebas semua!…

monday ramble

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Sajer bercerita. Monday babbling

WJ: You ni bila nak reduce weight?
Me: Nape? I nampak berisi sangat ke?
Kwn WJ: Eh ok la tu dia body athlete per.
WJ: Memang la ok tapi tak balance... tgk biceps dia..
Me: Ada pe.. sket 😜
WJ: Ye ada, tapi yg tu... **pointing to lemak2 yang mcm buaian 😂
Me: Hmmm ye la... tahu... tgh try la ni 🙄
WJ: Cuba control makan tu
Me: Ye ye ok..

WJ is a footballer and freelance Referee. Somehow, when another fitness person commented like this, i don't get upset and I take it as another motivation for me to reduce my current weight... I know it is only another 5kg to go but... hehehe 🤭🤭😜 BUT if ko pun lebih kurang macam aku... merangkak nak lose weight... don't you try nak bebel. 😎

Busy weekend

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bestnya bila weekend full. busy and penat at the same time but i have things to do tu yang rasa best. right now my house is like a store because i had to clear all the things from my studio. alhamdulillah i managed to sell off my sound system last night. kurang sikit barang2. at the same time, i was also busy cleaning up my apartment at sri ayu and i have plans for it - tengok budget macamana. tenant dah keluar so senang sikit nak buat the cleaning up and repairs. cuma nak bercakap jugak lah.. manusia ni kadang2 bila awal2 cakap mulut manis.. bila dah dapat jadi agak kurang ajar di situ... belakang2 aku wallahualam lah kan. but then again, alhamdulillah tenant pun dah keluar - settled.

i tried jogging last weekend - activity yang memang i dont like doing sebab i rasa mcm sakit di bahagian dada (sila fikir2 sendiri ye :p ) but since dah start ala2 run manja2 ni, kena la jugak kut try.. and for the 1st time menjejakkan kaki kat msn setiawangsa tu - not bad lah. cuma boring la kan dok ro…

what new year resolutions?

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i don't remember the last time i had new year resolutions. i supposed it is the same as KPI lah kan? i have not had any resolutions for many years. :P anyway, this is what i want to do this year. i dont wanna call it resolutions coz it will then give me the pressure. hehehe :D

after i tried running again on 1st Jan, i think it kinda gave me that peace of mind and relaxing moment while running. so, i have registered for my next run on 11th feb 2018. feel free to join me if you want :D it's the urban run at dataran merdeka.

maybe after this i will run once a month? and owhh my dive trip... i should arrange soon!!


i have 2 things to settle that excites me... and 1 big day coming for my youngest sister. it does keep me occupied at the moment. busy with my apartment that needs to re-do and also clearing up the current studio. classes are less by 1 day / week. agak mati kutu lah... but will see how it goes with the gym.

**to be continued

my baby

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joey is 18 today. wow how time flies. a sensitive, caring, loving in his own way, can be a good listener if he is in the right mood, and can be a hot tempered person too. nevertheless, he is my one and only prince who will be in my heart forever. i will always pray for you to be hambaNya yang soleh, di dunia and akhirat. may all his wishes come true and be good to all.  mama loves you joey - sangat2.. 😉