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Monday, August 15, 2016

dengue fever is no joke

today is the 4th day that kaiser is admitted in the hospital for dengue fever. it was a painful experience for him. watching his platelet reduced from 148 to the lowest 38, his red flushed body and rashes, ulcers in his mouth.. **sigh** i can only pray and assist him whenever i can. accompanied him at the hospital most of the time. he became so weak, lost his appetite and i am sure he lost a lot of weight which he hates so much.

sometimes he gets nausea.. and feels like vomiting. he will be dependent on the medication to help him through the days. the funny part was when he was trying his luck to bluff the doctor on sunday. when the doctor arrived he said he was feeling good. but the result of the blood test showed him otherwise :D well... nice try sayang... hehhehe :D

i took him out after the 2nd day he was admitted because he was feeling bored already stuck in his room. today on the 4th day, he said he doesn't have the energy to get out of his room. and... being him, he refused to be pushed on a wheelchair.

really hope that he will recover soon. he needs to work he says.. no work no money :/ which i understand.. but he is not in the best of health right now.

insyaallah, he will be better... please pray for kaiser..

Tuesday, August 9, 2016

Experience Salsation at AKO Fitness Dance Academy

This is a special class for August 2016, and open to public, mixed gender. Check www.akofitness.biz for details. Get your tickets for only RM20 by 15th August 2016! Feel free to share this info.


Monday, August 8, 2016

my way, my choice, non of your business

thinking about how people just want to poke their nose in someone's private life stories. i have my own story to live with or live in. you will find that this posting is about me blabbering. syukur alhamdulillah i have been receiving many readers lately. i do not know why. but alhamdulillah. i know there are some people out there are so curious about my personal or love life. i am no celebrity that you wanna poke your nose into my business. i do get furious when people who hardly keep in contact were to ask me or even any of my siblings if my husband is still around. what is it to you whether or not i have a husband?

there used to be questions like people asked if my husband prays. and who are you or gives you rights to even ask if he prays. does he or me, needs to report to you whether or not he prays? yes, i am pissed. and you know what pissed me more? the bitch that i had to face yesterday. and how much she thinks that she is cute or adorable. owwhh just F$#5 off... BUT...BUT..there i was with my smile until one moment when i cannot stand it anymore and i just had to throw it at kaiser. kaiser was blur at first what i was talking about. and when i told him off, i can see that he was even afraid to look at that bitch. i know i cannot control certain things, but as long as when he is with me, you bitch get the F@#$ off my territory. yeahh i was upset!

***breathe in... breathe out...***

and, whether or not i wanna let go .. or whomever i wanna be with - is also non of your business. thank you for your concern but the way that you think you really know what is my future gonna be, is so damn annoying.


Monday, August 1, 2016

Are you looking for ZUMBA classes?

Hey there... i am announcing my new flyer design :D hehhehe :D and if you want your own group of friends for ZUMBA at your office, do contact me as we have a pool of Licensed ZUMBA Instructors. 

Sunday, July 31, 2016

It ended beautifully

Somehow July ended beautifully. It has been a very busy month.. for both of us, Lisa & I. and with Lisa going to study overseas soon, makes it busier. hardly see her at home as she will be busy with her camps, and also meeting up with her school and college friends. i am looking forward for august as my friend from Germany will be coming over. the slack is when our travelling to Jogja clashes with Lisa's travelling to the US. hmmm... so ... i will come back for 2 nights prior to her departure and go back to Jogja to join my friend over there. 

we had a combination of raya & birthday celebration on lisa's actual birthday date. a simple one at the multipurpose hall. need to save wherever i can right now. to be honest.. been short in cash.. with joelis' dad who has stopped paying for kids' alimony is not making it any easier. kids are growing up and more expenses needed, but does he care? hmmm arggh talking about this is so boring. i am tired of messaging him and reminding. and if you guys out there wants to judge kaiser... look at joelis' own real flesh and blood dad... who just ran from his responsibility.. AND he is BORN a muslim mind you!!! sakit hati kan??? 
our raya & birthday celebration
my zumba kaki gang..

more pictures on Birthday Raya? click HERE
at lisa's pre departure briefing
anyway... after the week of our open house, lisa had the celebration for completing her ADP programme at Taylors University that i went with joey. and owh... before that i attended the pre departure briefing for lisa... and i cried already hokeh... now tell me, how do i survive on 27th aug when she leaves? gosh i have so much to tell and so little time to write. been too busy at the office too... and plans for activities in aug... sept & october for zumba as well!! mannn i need a manager :p lol :D
congrats sweetheart... may God bless you all the way... insyaallah, ameen

Sunday, July 17, 2016

wonderful weekend

wow, when was the last time that i actually enjoyed my weekend? maybe i did, maybe i have not written it in my blog. well anyway... i had lots of food this weekend. seriously crazy man... i am reducing my weight training from twice a week to once a week... because.. i wanna enjoy hari raya over the weekend. lol :D and saving a lil bit... hahah dah lari budget whoaaa...

victoria station: i had my 2 diving buddies to KL over the weekend. T called me when i was upset with joey.. hhah don't ask me why, i am just not in the mood to talk over it here and spoil my fun weekend posting. to cut story short, we actually had a decent dinner since the last time that we saw each other. and i don't remember the last time i had dinner at victoria station.. maybe in the 90s?? goshh that long. the exterior of Victoria Station was not good.. but interior was still okay and nice :D i had rib eye and it was delicious.. and because the 2 guys were late - i demanded them to belanja me dinner.. hahah :D siapa suruh diorang make a datin sri waited for more than half an hour?!.. LOL :D ala consider it early birthday dinner treat lah.

my raya tour: this year is the first year that i actually went for raya tour myself (with joey). what do i mean? normally i will wait for any of my sisters or my parents - because macam malu pulak nak jalan sendiri. but this year, was the time i sort of main redah. and know what? i am glad i did it. i did not wait till there is an open house. i just called my uncle and ask if he is at home and if i can come to his house. the spread was superb...!!! i had salad, 4 pieces of lamb, spaghetti, mashed potato etc etc.. OMG... seriously.. i have never eaten that much!! tq so much to my cousins who prepared the food!!


Thursday, July 14, 2016

puppet

before i start my blabbering for today i just want you to know that this is solely my opinion and you do not need to agree with me.

what is in a relationship to you? let me just share a scenario.

V loves R so much that she controls whoever that R be friends with, or even have business with. she checks his phone, his emails, his Instagram and his Facebook as well. and whichever women that she sees is a potential threat to her (no matter whatever reasons that she has), she will block from any communication with him. how tiring can that be? is that the kind of relationship that you want? there is no trust at all. and for R, because he is being watched like a free criminal, he has lost his true feelings. all that is left is sympathy for having a long whatever ship that they might wanna call it.

Shouldn't love be based on trust and supporting each other rather than controlling your partner? shouldn't it be based on friendship too? what is wrong with some people out there? shouldn't you be grateful that at least you have a partner in life - for now. how long can you actually become miss policewoman?

i can't even breathe knowing all these. i just don't get it. and as a guy, can't you just decide what is good for you? why do even condone to all these kind of treatment that you are getting? i seriously don't get it. you have a bright potential rather than being tied up like this?