Putri Untuk Pangeran

 

aku tak ingat macam mana aku boleh terjebak.. owhh.. ok, it was from netflix, and the title was Princess for the Prince. so ingatkan citer omputih. aleh2 citer Indo. and for some reason this sinetron or drama was not translated. and bermulalah aku follow from one episode to another. pelik juga tak habis2.. sekali rupanya 77 episodes gais!!

OMG! tapi sebab dah start terpaksa lah follow. aku ni jenis yang suka tengok kisah2 students and love story macam ni. tapi i tell you, the story dah serabut habis. everyone is connected to each other. korang kalau nak star tengok boleh tapi, kat netflix sampai episode 77 je and sebenarnya total episodes sebanyak 492 kalau tak silap.. ha.. kau mampu? 😂

yang aku suka:

• kisah cinta depa masing2
• bestnya hidup macam orang kaya
• how they can be so powerful
• masing2 berusaha untuk jaga hati masing2
• how tulus cinta rizky pada putri
• he is so cool, handsome, kaya pulak tu
• loner macam rizky so cool
• setiakawan antara death flowers and also trio michin walaupun kadang2 macam tak masuk akal
• kasih sayang antara putri dengan ibu dia - so close and made me miss my moments with my own princess
• bila pak raymond jatuh cinta dengan ibu nawang - so sweet
• bestnya bila ada orang kaya raya fall in love with you - tapi bila ala2 gangster tak best lah

yang aku letih:

• pangeran yang tak paham bahasa
• pangeran yang ego
• pangeran yang kasar
• mel yang dah spoilt brat
• citra yang mengada2 as a girlfriend - suka cari pasal walaupun sebenarnya tak ada pasal dengan atta, boyfriend dia tu
• bila terlalu nak ambik hati orang lain, diri sendiri tersepit
• tak honest dengan perasaan masing2
• rizky yang tak beriyer untuk fight for pangeran
• kalau aku atta, dah lama aku break je dengan si citra tu

so, korang... nak tengok konflik yang tak habis2 ni? sila la tengok ya.. best la tapi lama2 letih kepala otak. 😂

Bridgerton on Netflix - my personal review

i accidentally clicked on this drama series one of the nights, and fell asleep. then i realize that it was a drama series instead of a movie on netflix. i love the drama so much, though it made me had to really listen and think during every dialogue spoken. felt like reading one of my literature book back in high school. of course i hardly read nowadays. 😋 

love all the women's dresses and how all of them look so beautiful in the dresses. and the hairstyles make me wanna try every single style that was shown in the drama. somehow it shows that during those years, women (lady) are treated with high dignity. just that about the arranged marriage is quite scary. perhaps it was normal for those days. and a woman would be lucky to have a good looking man, rich and a gentleman at the same time. 

i was mainly attracted to a few characters in the drama but of course the main one, Duke Hastings or  also known as Simon. **sigh** even while typing this. he is so charming, handsome and rich! and.. not forgetting sexy, but, not sexy enough for me LOL 😂 my TH is sexier 😎

anyway, at most i can watch like 3 episodes in a day coz my brain gets too tired coz i really have to focus to what they were saying - and there are so many words that i have not heard before. by the way, i am so proud of myself because my guess of who Lady Whistledown is, is correct! yeahhaaa

you must watch it - not for errmm below 18 though. i strongly recommend it. 

Duke Hastings (Simon) and Duchess Hastings (Daphne Bridgerton) with the Queen in the middle

Tak Ada Cinta Sepertimu - My Personal Review

cannot remember macamana terjumpa drama ni. dah bosan layan netflix sebenarnya and terasa macam movie2 kat netflix tak de yang ringan2 and cintan2 sweet. so entah macamana terjumpa drama ni. yang membuatkan aku tertarik nak tengok sebab pelakon wanita utama dia. suka tengok zahirah mac wilson. so cantek. macam perfect muka dia. and another one pelakon lelaki utama dia, syafiq kyle. 

somehow dah lama tak tengok drama melayu, somehow aku tak boleh nak predict sangat jalan cerita dia. how they met kat super market and bila athea (watak zahirah) on the phone mentioning 'mama', i was like... laaa baru ingat boleh fall in love, bini orang ke? but towards in the middle of the drama, semakin menarik. zahirah berlakon memang so bersahaja. 

and syafiq, as hazran. i think the drama yang aku ingat pasal syafiq is when he became an ustaz. so aku kena adjust sikit my imagination dalam drama Tak Ada Cinta Sepertimu ni. and sebab sekarang ni pun AH tengah berlayar, aku start la imagine cara percakapan hazran tu lagi buat aku rindu kat AH. 

and during time AH had a break 1 day, aku pun cerita.. and i told him that hazran and athea reminds me of us. athea tu orangnya keras tapi sebenarnya ada hati dia lembut kat dalam. and hazran tu macam sabar je. 

just that one thing yang aku tak setuju dalam drama tu, si hazran dah bertunang, boleh lagi berdua2an dengan athea which walaupun jiran - but boleh jadi rapat eventually. so agak bahaya di situ.. although memang sebenarnya aku geram dengan tunang si hazran tu ngada2. and dia pun pi bagi muka kat boss dia. 

i guess moral or the story, kalau dengan perempuan - they want attention and kalau dengan lelaki, jangan nak ngada2 sangat sebab mana la tau, lelaki ni depan lain kat belakang kang jadi lain. so, better bersederhana and berpatutan. ha gitu.. heheh aku rasa lah kan. aku pun bukan la pro pasal relationship. ni sebab layan drama tu je.

and character mak si hazran tu best and ayah hazran pun cool je. haa baru la best husband and wife macam tu kan. but the part yang dia menyamar tu - korang rasa kalau korang kat tempat athea, korang marah tak?

anyway ini drama tahun 2018 kut. aku ni memang suka korek2 drama lama. kesimpulan dia, drama ni best layan coz it is not so heavy and sweet2 banget gitu.. pelakon2 pun semua best2.

Lelakimu Yang Dulu

after tengok drama kamal adli dulu, aku tak de lagi tersangkut apa2 drama. terasa kosong jugak hidup aku. hahaha 😁 but somehow bila aku dok masuk youtube, asyik keluar je drama ni. after so many days, akhirnya aku pun terpanggil nak tengok. mula2 tu tengok nelydia berlakon macam tak berapa best. maybe sebab aku dah pernah tengok uqasha. patut aku tak leh compare tapi terrr compare jugak. sorry lah ye. but after a few episodes, dah boleh terima lah nelydia ni berlakon. less manja than uqasha but ok lah. and since dulu pernah kut sharnaaz berlakun dengan ayda jebat, aku dah tak de peluang nak tengok sharnaaz berlakon lagi. dah lama tak terjebak kan? tapi bab berpasangan memang sharnaaz real lah berlakon... kalau aku suami si nelydia tu, memang confirm jealous. 

aku tengok watak idlan aku jadi penat. ada ke orang macam tu. and owhh the sister si faiqa tuh pun macam tu. letih aku. tapi yang peliknya aku layan jugak kan. ini la penangan drama melayu. and another pelakon, redza rosli, somehow i felt like cara dia berlakon macam beriyer sangat and i think once upon a time ada orang compare dia dengan sharnaaz, but now when both of them are in the same drama, sharnaaz seems cooler. 

aku ni review drama ke pelakon drama sebenarnya? hehehe aku pun konpius... tak pe lah, kalau korang nak layan, boleh lagi search kat youtube tu. 

Setelah Terlafaznya Akad

i dont know why but now tengah suka sangat tengok kamal adli. since few weeks ago aku terasa kamal adli ni macam MrH pun ada. tak la exactly the same tapi somehow ada la iras2 dia... and sweet sweet dia.. currently ada 2 drama yang aku tau kamal adli berlakon. but tau2 je lah drama melayu ni, mesti pasal dengki mendengki and in law tak suka lah, and berlaku kejam lah. so, untuk mengurangkan stress aku, i decided to watch cerita 'setelah terlafaznya akad' compared to the other one. 

drama ni ada sampai ep 28 tapi aku baru sampai ep 6. after every episode aku akan emo. bila emo tu, kadang sedih sampai nangis or kadang sampai sengih sampai telinga. and kadang2 aku tengok kamal adli, aku jadi rindu sangat dengan MrH. lepas tu aku akan whatsaap MrH. kesian MrH, dah la sibuk study, kena layan aku yang meroyan just because of a drama. 

semalam aku layan sampai ep 6, pastu geram, sedih, happy tengok cara si Hanan (kamal adli) tu layan Nawal (Uqasha Senrose) padahal itu wife dia kut. dah start sayang tu buat la cara sayang. masih cinta dengan bekas isteri kunun. risau anak membesar tanpa ayah kunun. padahal betul lah cakap kawan si Hanan tu walaupun Hanan tu kawin dengan orang lain pun or his ex wife kawin dengan lelaki lain pun, he is tetap the father. 

dah macam2 Nawal buat for her husband tapi masih buta hati si Hanan ni. tapi kalau ada lelaki lain syok or pandang kat Nawal, tau pulak cakap pasal hak suami etc... puihhhh...

malam tadi bila aku cerita bertubi2 kat MrH, tersengih lebar dia dengar aku cerita beriyer. i got so affected by the drama. and yes watching that drama pun buat aku makin rindu kat MrH. MrH sebenarnya a more serious person la compared to kamal adli. tapi bila time lawak dia, ada la jugak.. lorat dia tu.

kalau korang tanya detail pasal kenapa aku teringat kat MrH, aku pun tak leh explain detail. kadang sama kadang tak.. of course MrH aku best lagi.. hehehe 😁 sila jangan muntah. maybe i should find gambar MrH kalau betul ke sama muka dengan kamal adli. 😁 ermm ok, kamal adli punya raut muka lebih panjang... and hidung MrH lain...hihihi 😁

tengah takut ni sebab tak tau apa ending cerita tu... but biasanya happy ending lah kan...please la... please laaa.... whatever it is, lakonan diorang semua memang sempoi and bersahaja. really enjoyed the drama walaupun ada jugak sakit hati nya. means berjaya la all the pelakon kan?

Bukan Cinta Aku

another malay drama that i got hooked on. maybe sebab shafiq kyle selalu tweet and maybe sebab nak tengok janna nick lagi. tak sangka dapat jumpa baim wong... hik hik hik 😋 dah lama gila kut tak tengok baim wong berlakon. pendek kata - terjebak lah gitu. 

agaknya cowok2 indonesia kalo bicara kayak gini ya.. lembut sekali pertuturan bahasanya. 

again, drama melayu, what do you expect...? cinta antara 2 darjat lah kan, apa lagi. so this riana the rich girl fell in love with his driver, arjuna (baim wong). bila tengok expression si arjuna ni kadang2 geram jugak.. macam, betul ke mamat ni sayang kat riana ni. i guess some men are not good in showing their emotions but the actual fact, they do love their women. is that right? 😁

so the thing is, kalau pun parent si riana ni bengang sangat dengan arjuna ni, bukan la dia tak berpelajaran pun, he could not continue his study coz his dad died, so tak cukup duit gitu. again, pasal si miskin dengan si kaya. oh well.. honestly, i do not think riana is able to live in a house like that la kan. unless, kalau aku riana, i would rebuild the house to be more comfy so that i can live in that house. hehehe 😀

disebabkan tahap stress yang agak melampau, semalam i skipped many episodes and jumped to the end.. ep 18 rasanya.. alaa si arjuna jadi gila!! 😭 okay, ini lain sikit lah dari drama2 yang sebelum ni. but serious kesian tengok arjuna jadi gila.. huuwaaa... 😭

so today is the final ep, ep 20, lets watch which one. sedih la jugak, kalau nak treat pun, how well can he be. baik dia dengan tengku isma tu, and he is a nice and responsible husband pun. riana ni tak tau di untung betul. disebabkan cinta, orang akan belajar menipu dan lupa ibu bapa sendiri. ibu bapa yang dah beri segala2nya untuk kebaikan anak. oh well... this is just a drama, but i supposed, mesti berlaku jugak kut, kat luar sana tu - who knows. 

lepas ni nak layan drama lain - yang MrH tengah layan... kekeke 😀 jangan tak tau, dia ni kaki drama jugak. 

yang aku pelik, kenapa pesen skirt riana dia suka pakai macam tu ek... yang ala2 tingkat2 tu. ingatkan sehelai je macam tu, but almost semua skirt dia dalam cerita tu pakai macam tu. confirm sponsored but agak2lah.. takkan semua scene pakai macam tu, kan. and her dresses reminds me of the dresses my aunt wore way back in the 80s.

pasal qisha pulak, sekarang dah nampak perangai sebenar dia. so psycho! omg.. seriously, kalau aku isma, i wont' go back to her. 

Cari Aku Di Syurga

musim berdrama telah bermula. aku baru habis, settled... entah macamana aku tersangkut dengan cerita ni. must be because of aeril tu and also janna nick. tertengok trailers kat ig sebenarnya, lepas tu terus tersangkut. one thing aku notice, drama2 melayu sekarang ni kalau orang ado2 jer, mesti nak pakai mini cooper. bosan betul. cuba lah pakai Z4 ke, best la sket. dah a few drama's aku tengok sama jer, dari masa layan drama fattah amin dulu yang dengan janna nick pun macam tu jugak. 

anyway, drama melayu ni biasa lah, mostly pasal cinta dua darjat. orang kaya tak leh kawin dengan orang miskin. atau nanti kalau kawin dengan orang miskin hidup tak happy sebab tersiksa tak cukup duit je. 

so cerita ni lebih kurang macam tu lah. best jugak lakonan both aeril and janna nick cuma kadang ada lah nampak macam over sket si janna nick ni. dia ni memang semula jadi tomboy agaknya, so memang agak garang gitu perangai dia. and typical malay drama, all these kawin2 paksa.. adeh.. what is dis?? why do you have to arrange your children's marriage? esok2 kalau depa tak happy, they will blame you back. ko nak ke? 

ada la some of the episodes yang memang menyentuh perasaan. and part yang aku tak leh was when aku rasa as a mom, kejam nya dia dekat baby dia. and part yang aku sebak is how janna nick acted as a wife and how she bullied her husband anas (aeril). kejam sungguh sampai campak2 sayur ke lantai and how can she hempuk his head with gayung. berair terus mata aku tengok, omaigod.. serious kejam... i cannot imagine someone would treat a husband like that. 

anyway, korang boleh layan drama ni kat internet, just search the title. i finished watching the whole episodes in 1 week kut. pening jugak la kepala bila tak cukup tido. but tak pe lah, biasa la pun. enjoy people.. i would say it is a nice drama although - lebih kurang sama dengan drama2 sebelum ni. i really wish directors or drama maker can make something yang berlainan. boley tak? 

maria farida - memang sesuai mommy orang kaya2 😋

mula2 aku tengok dia ni, aku tenung je.. si woshu2 rupanya 😁

this guy comels.. orang baru - ke, aku yang baru tau?

tapi sampai habis drama, aku masih tak faham apa kaitan tajuk ni dengan jalan cerita ni. macam tak kena jer. coz the title macam ada kena mengena dengan kematian but ending dia tak de pulak orang yang mati, except his mom.

seribu rindu

i know that this drama ada Zul Ariffin. daya penarik untuk aku to watch it. tapi somehow for now belum cukup tertarik untuk tengok. sekarang dah banyak episode kut. and i started watching it online i think this week. aku tau kadang2 kalau aku start follow drama online ni, tidur aku mesti terganggu. sebab kadang2 tu boleh bersambung after one episode and another. 

mula2 tu memang ala terexcited nak tengok balik lakonan ZA in drama... kadang2 dengar dia gelak jer dah.. cair... hik hik hik.. 😂 biasa lah kalau celebrity crush memang macam ni kan. bukan leh dapat pun. tapi bila nak masuk ep 2 kut terus potong stim. aku cukup bosan dengan drama2 sekarang.. mesti la pasal arrange marriage.. pasal tak setaraf lah.. dato2 tak leh terima orang2 biasa la.. etc.. terus off la .. tolong la tak de ke cerita lain sikit jalannya?

and lagi satu yang mengganggu mata aku - sakit mata kut tengok cara dressing bapak si Aeril ni.. Dato Muiz.. and aku tak sure siapa pelakon dia. and his lakonan pun pada aku macam tak best. aku rasa lah.. orang lain maybe suka. dengan kemeja colorful and entah lah.. sangat tidak menokoh as a dad in the drama and as someone called ahli perniagaan berjaya. hmm entah.. just aku rasa lah kan.. aku cari gambar dia kat google pun tak jumpa nak tepek kat sini. hehee 😀korang kena tengok lah kalau nak faham apa yang aku cuba nak bagitau ni. malam tadi aku baru tengok ep 4 half way.. terus turned off. baik aku layan Mr.H yang tengah tak leh tido sebab kerisauan tu. at least berbakti and bermakna jugak for staying up. tettt.. 

oh by the way, side track sikit. sekarang ni aku tengah sakit kepala. gara2 tak cukup tidur kut malam tadi or tidur tak lena. not sure if i should share the info here coz it is quite personal coz it involves Mr.H's family. anyway my prayers are with his family sampai aku terbawak2 dalam mimpi malam tadi. whatever moral support that he needs ie the doa and prayers.. you've got it from me, that is for sure. i feel you when you said at times like this we need a companion to be with, or at least who can understand and give us the comfort that we need. i guess that is the downside being single kut - agak pilu di situ bila tak de tempat nak mengadu and share rasa2 sedih and serabut macam ni. tak pe lah Mr.H, while we are both single, let's give each other the support that we need eh.. tettt... that's what friends are for kan. takkan time happy2 jer.. time susah senang pun sama2 gak kut. lagipun Mr.H ni aku dah rasa macam family somehow. i will see you real soon ok. hang in there. not sure if he is gonna read  this soon enough coz he will be busy at the hospital. 

bahagia bukan bidaan

insiden to watch this drama series happened after i have finished watching drama cik reen encik ngok ngek. patut nak tengok dynasty tapi tak dapat tengok lagi. so bila browse2 drama online, terkeluar pulak citer ni. and pull factor aku adalah adiputra, nora danish and zamarul. and memang tak nyesal lah tengok cerita ni. korang kena tengok sendiri. aku suka drama2 yang ada unsur nasihat macam ni. memang la pada awalnya geram jugak bila tengok si suami macam tak cukup2 dengan ada wife bijak, rajin, cantik and sabar tapi mata masih melilau nak carik perempuan lain. but i guess in real life sekarang memang macam ni... tak pernah2 cukup and puas dengan apa yang ada depan mata kan. but in the end he married a janda anak 2.... hehhe yang part ni je bagus coz at that point of time dia dah matang sket lah... and baru tau.. tak semestinya yang kunun chun sexy tu membahagiakan.. lelagi perempuan2 muda.. cheywah... emo pulak sis tetiba.

but hey this was about the drama ok. cuma helok pulak some of the jalan cerita.. yang jahat tu cepat je mati and the happy ending tu best la coz ain farhana dah la dapat suami baru yang penyayang at the same time seorang yang boleh membimbing dia untuk menjadi seorang wanita muslimah and jadi isteri yang solehah 😉 so anyway, kalau korang nak tengok citer ni kena la tengok online ya sebab drama ni dah habis sebenarnya.

cik reen encik ngok ngek

daripada aku susah nak tido ingatkan benda2 yang tak berfaedah, baik aku layan drama ni. memang la ada je orang yang kata buang masa layan drama2 melayu. tapi pada aku, aku suka je layan citer2 yang menghappykan aku walaupun aku jadi tak cukup tido. anyway, baik tak cukup tido angaukan artis daripada angaukan someone yang memang sah2 bukan milik aku.. perghhh... statement - memang tak boleh blah 😀

aku start layan ni sebab mama dengan adik aku yang start. mula2 rasa apahal tajuk macam pelik jer tapi bila dah start tengok, apa lagi.. memang dah stuck la ni. aku suka all the actresses and actors. dah lama aku tak tengok badrul muhayat kut. one of my fav actor - handsome. sekarang ni memang nampak sangat dia dah berusia, still good looking cuma aku rasa macam dia kurus sangat lah. 

and pasal mr ngok ngek pulak, lakonan fikry memang best. and he is so selamba and partnering dengan farah nabilah pun sesuai sangat. suka the romantic comedy dalam citer ni and all the unsur2 nasihat yang diselitkan sekali. see, it is not all merapu pasal drama melayu ni yeh. kalau kita tak sokong drama2 kita, siapa lagi yang akan support? and, aku tak start tengok dynasty sebab ni jugak. kalau time yang sama aku layan dynasty, mau tak pergi kerja aku.

kadang2 in life, akan berlaku perkara2 yang menguji kesabaran, keimanan and our trust in Allah's decision. at the end of the day, aku rasa daripada pening2 atau gabra2, baik go with the flow added with by berhati2. bukan apa, memang la jalan cerita hidup kita Allah yang tentukan. Dia juga yang membuatkan kita bertemu dengan sesiapa pun tapi kita kena pandai fikir and cari, apa pengajaran atau yang cuba nak Allah sampaikan atau uji pada semua hambaNya. 

and kalau la aku ni cik reen, aku akan terus terang je perasaan aku. macam jugak apa yang aku rasa dgn mr c. aku rasa aku dah cakap apa yang aku rasa and whatever happen, happen lah. cuma of course tak lah semua lagi sebab aku pun tak sure if i can actually express everything. only time will tell if this is temporary or leads to a happy ending. too early to tell and i am enjoying the ups of the journey. 

my current celebrity crush right now is fikry ibrahim. hehehe well it goes with the drama lah kan. i think i started to know who he is daripada drama rahsia hati seorang perempuan. tapi time tu aku tak rasa character dia as strong as now kut. 

TENGGOL HERE I COME (PART 4)

i really got to make myself macam ala2 back to the past to write these postings for you. knowing me with selective memories, kira ok la jugak kan. so i am trying to share the best and most that i can with you. why? because i love my readers and truly appreciate you coming back to my blog to read my rambles. yes, you are one of them, sampai ada yang tunggu ada internet signal just to read my blog and next postings. 😉tetttt... 

16th September 2018

so, the day finally came. i woke up 530am, got into the shower first before my 2 roomates and performed subuh. doa kow2 punya, Ya Allah permudahkanlah urusan kami pada hari ini, gitew... and the first person i texted was N3 and informed her that she is my emergency contact just in case anything happens. well, hey, you will never know, and want to make sure all my family members know what is going on (try not before the event... or they will bebel to the max kinda? lol 😅

taking my fav routine intake now, jamu dratu, very early in the morning. while getting prepared and dressed up, sempat lagi bancuh kopi 3 in 1 and share sama2. i try not to drink or eat too much before any dive coz takut nanti end up bagi ikan2 makan, well, you know what i mean. 

we get all our gears in the car and drove to scuba network dive centre. we arrived just before 7am. tangan aku dah makin sejuk.. dada dah rasa macam boleh dengar jantung sendiri. memang aku cuak... serious shit man. depa semua nampak pro (memang pro pun lah kan) but tak pe, i told myself, "maintain cool ain, stay calm kata omputih"

kita dah mandi hokeh

they prepared light breakfast for all of us, tapi somehow, memang tak de appetite. memang la takut lapar but just cant makan lah.. takut kang nak cari toilet satu hal. aku ni jenis, makan terus buang punya. (maybe sebab tu tak lah senang badan naik - kecuali memang aku mentedarah!)

mesti korang tertanya2 kan what happen to that guy? heh heh 😋tunggu, sabar... masa tu aku tengah lepak dengan few people yang aku dah kenal malam tadi. sambil diorang makan, nampak sedap je. pastu tetiber... jeng jeng jeng.. kelihatan lah mereka.. taraa... nampak benor muka fresh baru mandi. err harap2 diorang mandi lah kan.. bukan apa aku tau je orang2 yang kadang nak pi dive pagi atau swimming pagi so diorang tak mandi. hahahaha 😂 tapi BUKAN AKU ye. aku ni jenis kalau bangun pagi sebelum keluar rumah memang wajib mandi. kalau tak nanti aku pening!

kitorang memang teruja bila cerita nak naik kapal maritim ni. biasa lah kan kalau tengok men in uniform ni, sis agak teruja gitu. yeah, i like men in uniform tu yang sampai nak masukkan joey ke rmc tapi awal2 joey reject. ada ke ayat dia.. "takat mama nak masukkan joey ke rmc sebab smart pakai uniform? ma, joey masuk pbsm pun pakai uniform!" alahai anak aku ni.. ishhh.. loyar buruk betul sambil lisa dah gelakkan aku! bertuah punya anak2! tapi dalam hati, "ala kalau ada pun yang kacak2, sure level adik2 since aku pun bukan la muda lagi.. lol,😂. tapi tak salah kan cuci mata?"

okay back to dive center...nampak tak cepat betul aku lari topik kejap. anyway, lepas masing2 ambik light breakfast kitorang pun naik lah bas sekolah. and aku lucky jugak sebab dapat naik bas sekolah sama2 dengan dia. tapi tak leh la pandang2 sgt.. ish.. control sket ain! 

US early in the morning... ceria kan?

gang bas sekolah pulak

to be continued... nak siap2 pi kerja ni weh... muuahhh 💋

cinta bukan kristal

right now baru sampai episode 22, memang agak sakit hati lah tengok bila ada orang yang gatal dengan suami orang ni. tapi macam orang cakap la kan, it takes 2 to tango. yang suami orang pun just because wifey busy, terus cari pengganti, kalau dia yang busy ok pulak. moral of the story suami isteri kena la balance kan life tu between, career & family and also passion. tapi kalau aku lah kan, kalau boleh avoid lah dengan suami orang. sakit whoaaa jiwa si isteri. 

kalau ikutkan dah lama tak terjebak dengan drama series ni. last was NUR rasanya. tapi disebabkan ada ayda jebat & shaarnaaz, tengok jugak lah. best tengok depa berlakon. 

and kalau aku lah jugak (dalam character), aku tak sanggup tinggalkan anak2 aku tanpa khabar berita langsung. sebab nanti anak2 yang jadi jiwa tertekan. lagi rela kut suami pass kat orang lain. bukan apa, cuba pikir balik, kalau dah hati dia boleh tercintan dengan orang lain, memang tak kuat mana pun lah perasaan dia kat kita. and even if he is back with us, kita pun tak rasa secure. hmmm tak nak lah rasa macam tu in a relationship. 

kalau korang nak layan, layan lah TV3 everyday monday - friday at 7pm. cuma nak habaq laa,, maghrib jangan lupa naaa...

and lagi satu, ada ibu fauziah nawi berlakon jugak - i really adore her acting. 

pendosa ingin ke syurga

i watched this drama after listening to the synopsis from my mom 😁 my mom memang kaki drama. ye lah what else would she be doing at home kan. and when i heard of the actors Rosyam Nor, ibu Fauziah Nawi, i thought i must watch this. so gigih jugak lah tanya pakcik gugel telemovie apa yang ada all these actors/actress. 

last night baru berpeluang nak tengok, memang menyentuh perasaan. i like the jalan cerita tak dragging and straight to the point. to fikir balik memang gross lah kawin dengan ayah kandung sendiri.. and ada anak pulak tuh.. but then again they both didn't know that they have pertalian darah.

the part yang husband/ayah wants to taubat before knowing they are anak & ayah, was so touching. and watching it debar2 jugak.. and part yang dia dapat tau later on, adoyai memang berderai la air mata kan.. mana tak nya... imagine husband yang di sayangi is actually your dad??!! 

so moral of the story: jangan lah sorok the truth lebih2 lagi when it comes to family member. and sebelum kawin kena buat background check betul2. dah jadi confuse, anak is cucu? 

for those yang nak tengok online, boleh click sini Pendosa Ingin Ke Syurga.

cinta fatamorgana

my current celebrity crush 😛

definition? love that does not exist becomes as though it exists. yeah thats what its all about. i watched this drama by not knowing the real understanding of the word. sounds so deep though. i got hooked with this drama since i was at home resting upon discharged from the hospital. i have never watched aeril acting and this was my 1st time. after watching a few episodes i like his selambaness and his face expressions that memang sampai kat jantung! and yes it is true what one of his fan wrote in his ig, he didnt need to be touchy to show his love towards his partner and yet as an audience, the message reached me.. i felt that they love each other in the drama. well done aeril and of course the rest of the casts. all actors and actress were good in that drama. syazuwan reminds me of my 1st boyfriend during my high school.. ahaha 😜

got to admit that this drama stresses me out too. i love the loving part of the drama but i hated the dengki mendengki part and also the part of kawin paksa / arranged marriage. its like come on laa zaman sekarang ada lagi ke arranged marriage? and with this drama nampak sangat orang melayu ni kuat dengki dengan orang busuk hati and pisau cukur pasal harta and.. kalau orang kaya kena kawin dengan orang kaya je ke?? haa kan sis dah emo 😜

i skipped episodes 19 to 24 i think.. coz it is getting too stressful for me. and only watch the last 3 episodes coz i love happy ending.. hahah 😋 so kalau you all nak tengok google je la tajuk drama ni and you can watch it online. thats what i did anyway coz the realtime of showing tu tak sesuai for me to watch and i am malas to layan all the advertisements. 

selamat menyambung ibadah puasa everyone - till my next write up. this drama ended yesterday by the way with happy ending 💋

Sinopsis Cinta Fatamorgana - originally from https://kbergetar04.blogspot.my/2018/04/drama-cinta-fatamorgana-aeril-zafrel.html

Kisah persahabatan di antara Rifqi (Aeril Zafrel), Huzair (Syazuwan Hassan) dan Wildad (Azar Azmi) Hubungan Rifqi dan Huzair sangat rapat. Rifqi sangat terhutang budi dengan Tuan Deraman (Norman Hakim) dan Puan Habibah (Linda Rafar) yang mengganggap Rifqi seperti anak mereka sendiri. Malah Rifqi turut tinggal bersama-sama keluarga Huzair setelah kematian bapanya yang telah banyak berjasa kepada keluarga Huzair.

Dalam diam, Wildad dan Rifqi saling jatuh cinta namun terhalang kerana Huzair turut menyintai Wildad. Sikap Rifqi yang lebih mementingkan perasaan Huzair berbanding Wildad membuatkan Wildad sering berkecil hati. Namun, dalam diam hati lelakinya tetap merasa cemburu apabila melihat Huzair mesra bersama Wildad tetapi perasan itu hanya dipendam Rifqi demi menjaga persahabatan mereka. Delina pula punya calon kekasih hatinya sendiri, Shakir, namun ibunya, Puan Karmila menentang perhubungan mereka. Dia mahu Delina berkahwin dengan Huzair kerana mengimpikan syarikat milik Tuan Deraman.

Suatu hari, keluarga Wildad ditimpa malang apabila mereka di buru Ahlong akibat hutang kakaknya, Wahidah. Apabila mengetahui masalah Wildad, Huzair meminta bantuan bapanya untuk menyelesaikan hutang Wildad. Wahidah juga turut diberi pekerjaan di syarikat mereka. Rifqi mengambil keputusan untuk menjarakkan diri apabila melihat Huzair dan Wildad semakin rapat. Wildad sebenarnya terluka dengan sikap Rifqi yang tidak ambil peduli tetapi dia juga tersepit dengan kebaikan Huzair yang telah banyak membantu keluarganya.

Namun, Tuan Deraman pula tidak mahu Huzair berkawan rapat dengan Wildad kerana dia mahu menjodohkan Huzair dengan Delina, anak sahabat baiknya. Tanpa pengetahuan Huzair, Tuan Deraman membuat keputusan untuk menikahkan Rifqi dan Wildad ketika Huzair ke luar negara untuk menyambung pelajaran. Adakah Huzair dapat menerima orang yang dicintainya dirampas Rifqi sedangkan selama ini Wildad hanya mencintai Rifqi?

lagi pasal KPR

last night was the last night and i am now on track watching this drama. #kekasihpaksarela. memang dah makin best and boleh la minah tu berlakun. anyway, what i am going to kupas today is about men's behavior. yang susah sangat nak berterus terang. or maybe i cannot generalize lah coz in a way dalam drama tu, the woman tu macam tu jugak. apa lah susah nak nak berterus terang. kan senang tak de salah sangka. 

tapi tengok remy ishak berlakon memang cool lah.. and kalau lah ada partner macam tu.. hehehe :D hokeh sangat lah. but yang hokeh part romantik dia.. and protective dia.. but not part yang dia kawen dua hokeh... hahah :D susah nak terima suami ada bini lain. 

and tiba2 sekarang tak de mood nak blog dah... kepala serabut pulak tiba2.. ok la bai..

ye aku rindu dia

aku rasa macam2 dah aku buat untuk buat diri aku busy. tapi biasa lah kan.. mesti aku rindu kat dia. aku rindu pasal apa pun aku tak tau. mungkin aku rindu semua yang pasal dia.. aku pernah buat posting pasal rindu aku kat dia before this. kalau korang rajin, korang scroll lah posting tu.. tak lama dulu pun. aku pun tak tau sampai bila aku boleh sabar macam ni. Allah je yang tahu. sakit dada aku.. penat. but its ok kut. aku tahan je.. i believe good things doesn't come easy. kan?

malam tadi aku start layan drama kekasih paksa rela. best jugak bila dah start layan dari ep 1... akhirnya aku tido pukul 5 pagi kut... so sekarang ni aku agak2 lah macam zombie. dari mula2 aku tak suka si character hanan tu, bila dah tengok dari 1st episode baru la boleh layan and ok jugak lah minah tu berlakon. cuma ye lah... the women dalam cerita tu memang aku tak kenal lah... erti kata lain - tak famous. 

love is blind

people fall in love everyday. some last longer and some are not. some people who are left with a short term being in love can end up living in bitterness. they will think all the negative part of their previous partners/experience. actually imo, we should always take those situation as lesson for us. and study ourselves or types of people we ended up with. anyway, i had fallen in love with different types of people. do you realize that some people when they change partners, some may end up just like their previous partners? hehehe 😀 but my own experience, i sort of upgrade my choices. there must be reasons why it doesn't last, right? and i improve myself in my next relationship. because everyone wants to be a better person each time/year/months/seconds, right? coz if you don't improve, you don't grow to be a better person and, you will end up with the same kind of shit. when you improve and change for the better, at least you will face different kind shit to deal with LOL 😀and so the drama continues....

had she known that all those sweet talks were jokes, she should have controlled how she felt her heart. but then again, when it comes to matter of the heart, how much can someone try to control anyway. feelings are feelings. or perhaps it just happened. how would she know she could fall for someone who checks on her daily.. who makes her laugh.. who listens to her rantings.. who would check on her is if she has her meals on time and which all of these were vice versa. all those actions seems so real. a lil bit patience and this will go away - she is imagining that all these are just sweet dreams that somehow turned into a horrible nightmare. can someone wake her up... please?

no matter how patience she is trying to be, only God know how much she misses him. misses everything from him. and they are not even in a relationship per say. each time she says she is giving up, the more she misses him. if only the feeling is mutual.

love hurts

wow, and too bad it is true. i remembered when i attended the talk by Yasmin Mogahed - when you love a person, do not love him/her too much because that is where God will test you with the biggest test/challenge. Allahuakbar.. and i cried when i heard that coz that happened to me. and after that day, i always think back of my feelings towards others and control where i can. even with parents, she said, do not love your children too much coz afraid that Allah will test you on that. and... that scares me too. always put Allah number 1 in your heart. i know it is easier said than done but that is just how it is. and always remember that all these are temporary. be happy, enjoy life but remember your roots - where you came from. and most of all remember your Creator coz, He is the eternity.

so, the story goes... keeping her feelings to herself is not what she intends to do. she has learnt through life that she needs to express how or what she feels. it may scare some people or it may make some people appreciate her honesty. and because of her experience, she wishes not to waste her time. time and life is too short not to enjoy her life. not to express her love towards others. and at the same time, of course she will be opening the door of chances getting hurt. and so the journey continues....she has said what needed to be said.. and only Allah will guide it through

falling

she should start doing her work but as usual she cannot keep her mind of him. the reality that sunk in really scares shit out of her. the reality that she cannot help her own feelings falling for someone whom she should have just kept as just friends. why? because because. she could get hurt again. but those chatting till late night and those simple morning wishes and exchange of cute selfies just filled up her days - with the hope it fills up his days too. when someone is so used to that routine and it stopped abruptly, it hurts. she just felt so empty without his messages. she can imagine his cute naughty face in her eyes. she tries so hard to read between the lines - between his actions but it all came blurry to her. or perhaps she is just in denial because she is afraid of losing him. he brings out the smile and hope in her when she was heart broken. but now, she needs to be strong again - if this is happening - that he is not meant for her.