Be Grateful

in my thoughts right now is to rant about how much i don't feel happy about things that is going on around me. but you know what, if i were to continue thinking of that, i will be feeling worse than ever. no? hmmm it is like i am focusing on the negative thoughts instead of the good stuff of what has happened in my life. so yeah... i will put aside all my frustrations, and write about what i feel good about this week. 

i am at my happiest yesterday when i get to speak to my son on the phone. anak bertuah tu pranked me. well secara tak sengaja actually. he posted a picture of him and mischa in our chat group when i was at my parents' house. and i thought he was at our home! punya la excited that i gave him a call - and he laughed. he said, "ma, tu gambar throwback la.. kan joey tak de rambut tu.. hahhaa" ishh sabar je la anak bertuah aku ni. and we had a good about 20minutes talk catching up with him. i will plan for a lunch session with him one of these days insyaallah.

few days ago TH messaged me and informed that his housing loan is approved. alhamdulillah. i am so happy for him but i am feeling a bit worried as well. i went to see the showhouse with N3 and my parents without TH because he was not in KL at that time. and somehow N3 managed to book 2 houses and to cut story short, i took one of those. after discussing with TH, and of course my style is, we try and leave everything to God. if it manages to go through means it is our rezeki. 

i told TH i have too many commitments at the moment and he will have to settle the house himself. but i guess dah memang rezeki, despite sharing with him of all my worries, TH said, "tapi i nak sangat beli rumah tu untuk you" gosh.. he really wanted to buy for the house for me. 😍 how sweet is that. alhamdulillah i am so so grateful to have such a loving and thoughtful husband. i may have been married twice before TH but i have never received what i am receiving from TH right now. Ya Allah i am so ever thankful and grateful for all You are giving to me.. please keep them coming 😆 ameen

the house size is just nice for us and it is landed property. my 2nd property that is landed but my previous one was much smaller. i guess kalau Allah kata itu lah rezeki kita, tak akan silap timing. the house will be ready end of 2022 or depends on the progress, selepas tu baru TH and i will think of what to do next. 

i was also talking to Joey yesterday, kalau he is willing to come back and stay with me after his graduation, then i will think of moving to our own house lah kan. best jugak kan, ada garden sendiri. ada space sendiri kalau nak organise BBQ or home spa. hmmm yeahh exciting and interesting! but hold kejap, kita tengok in 2 years time macamana. 

belum apa apa dah fikir, boleh renovate tak besarkan sikit kat belakang sebab i will want to have a maid's room kat belakang. hehehe kesian TH, the other night, while kitorang discuss about the house plan, i dah tertido... dia baru tengah syok2 cerita pasal lantai rumah lah etc. 😂 sorry sorry i was really sleepy that time.

i know TH is excited and happy. 

it has been about a month since my parents moved to Nilam's Residence. and so far nampak like they are happy and comfortable. and for us sisters pun lebih selesa to go and visit our parents now. alhamdulillah. cosy small comfortable space for both of them to manage. with security - tak de lah kawasan 'atas kayangan' sangat but cukuplah untuk keselesaan both of them. and i am also thankful to N3 and N4 for the teamwork to make this a reality for our parents. not easy to satisfy them but i guess, semua tu perlukan kesabaran. and as for me, i would spend a night every now and then there. 

and i had a good contractor who is also willing to come over to help apa apa yang masih belum berapa complete or wear and tear lagi. 

if you guys are looking for a renovation contractor, boleh leave a message in the comment and i can share his handphone number. price is reasonable and kerja pun puas hati. 

this week i have been changing my style and created a momentum. i manage to meet up at least 1 person per day. i may not close every one of them but at least i have shared with them on the technology that we have to help people out there settle their health issue and also beauty cravings. 😁 anti aging is not only on the outside but the most importantly is it is on the internal health - which ada lagi yang belum sedar or aware of the importance. being healthy now and getting the right, safe and effective supplements are important to prevent diseases. usaha itu penting. at this moment when a lot of businesses cannot sustain and close down, our business is growing due to the need of people has changed to getting healthy. semoga we get to reach out to more people out there, insyaallah.