love is blind

people fall in love everyday. some last longer and some are not. some people who are left with a short term being in love can end up living in bitterness. they will think all the negative part of their previous partners/experience. actually imo, we should always take those situation as lesson for us. and study ourselves or types of people we ended up with. anyway, i had fallen in love with different types of people. do you realize that some people when they change partners, some may end up just like their previous partners? hehehe 😀 but my own experience, i sort of upgrade my choices. there must be reasons why it doesn't last, right? and i improve myself in my next relationship. because everyone wants to be a better person each time/year/months/seconds, right? coz if you don't improve, you don't grow to be a better person and, you will end up with the same kind of shit. when you improve and change for the better, at least you will face different kind shit to deal with LOL 😀and so the drama continues....

had she known that all those sweet talks were jokes, she should have controlled how she felt her heart. but then again, when it comes to matter of the heart, how much can someone try to control anyway. feelings are feelings. or perhaps it just happened. how would she know she could fall for someone who checks on her daily.. who makes her laugh.. who listens to her rantings.. who would check on her is if she has her meals on time and which all of these were vice versa. all those actions seems so real. a lil bit patience and this will go away - she is imagining that all these are just sweet dreams that somehow turned into a horrible nightmare. can someone wake her up... please?