stay with me

i dont know what to put for the title and i dont know where to start. see, nampak sangat macam banyak sangat nak bebelnya kan? well as i am typing this.. the girls are just back from their circuit training at the lake garden. today is sort of my off day. well not really off day. maybe i will join UJAM later at my studio.

right now i dont feel like going back yet. i was watching this short drama on you tube. thanks to #bff lah kan. he introduced to me this production. although its kinda like school drama acting, but the message most of the time just hits me. or perhaps, it hits some of you - if you can relate to the story.

yesterday he gave me 1 story - 7 episodes i think. and today i discovered another story with 4 episodes. hanging posting i am doing right now, right?

you know, i finally believe that when you actually give in and leave it to Allah, you will see that light at the end of the tunnel. when you just open your heart, to love again, things will be so beautiful right in front of your eyes. when you start to leave that situation / person that makes you stuck at one place, you will finally find the way out. or some sort of like you just need to believe that whatever happens have lessons out of it.

i am feeling much better now, i supposed. :) sometimes you just have to let go... ermmm how many times do i have to say this? although whatever in front of you is still uncertain - as long as it makes you happy, #justdoit :) oh gosh.. is my posting this time will be having some nike vibes in it? LOL :D oh well... not gonna say too much here. enough to say that - i am happy now :) alhamdulillah.

you brought that glow back on my face. i dont know if this will last. but, can you be with me till i am healed?