alhamdulillah - upsr result is out

joey was so calm before the day that the result was going to be announced. i don't know what's in his mind. told him to prepare the school uniform on the night before so that we don't rush. told him to call his dad.. hmm itu pun nak kena ingatkan.. and he didn't know what to say... aparaa... that morning we went for breakfast first at diva restaurant, setiawangsa. by 930am, we arrived at joey's school. it was raining. we dropped joey off first because we need to find a parking spot.

as we were walking into joey's school compound
lisa: ma, i don't know how you really feel inside but you looked really composed. i don't know if you manage it well or you are calm.
me: well, i don't know how i feel actually but i think, by all those nightmares that i have, it shows subconsciously how i feel? *giggle*
lisa: hehehe *giggle*

and we walked, hand in hand to the school :)

i was very very nervous, that i can hear my own heartbeat. lisa was next beside me... i held her hand.. she was so relaxed.. first the teacher informed us, how many students got 4As and how many achieved 5As. they announced the 1st student who got 4As... and my tears came running down, it was joey's best friend. when they are done with the 4As, i was still nervous. not that i don't have the confidence with my son's ability. it is just that he has been asking me if he gets 4As or 3As... errmmm...

one by one was called...and suddenly...'ilham jauhari b mohd kamal'!!! i was like "alhamdulillah... alhamdulillah!!" and i cried again... heheheh :D and i hugged lisa beside me... my dad was happy too, seated 1 seat next to me. i went to joey... and as usual, he doesn't hug me back... :P control macho lah tu kan... menci!

next was to bbm and sms... my mom and sisters... :)

me and my son :) hehhe :D happy nya!!

lisa & joey :)

KFC - atok ajak after the result to celebrate :)

joey and his daddy :) sengih je bapak dia nih...

alahai joey...

fetched joey from his science tuition yesterday.... as soon as he gets into the car, he asked...

Joey: Ma, kalau dapat 4A 1B tak boleh msk SAB ye Ma?

Me: Alahai Joey..knp la Joey ty Mama soalan mcm tu?

Joey: Tak boleh ke Ma?

Me: Tak boleh la sayang..

Joey: Tp kak Lisa kata tak 5A pun boleh..ada je budak yg masuk.

Me: Its different.. Satisfaction tu lain laa.. Knp? Yang mn Joey tak confident?

Joey: Penulisan..

Me: hmmm

Alahai... 

what's left is to doa now... as long as he has done what needs to be done.. there is nothing that we can do, except, to doa. 

more on upsr...

sorry guys... yeup.. memang aku tak tenteram sekarang ni... my mind is with joey... and tak henti2 doakan untuk anak bujang aku tu... and selalunya the doa goes automatically for my princess who will sit for her pmr next month. ada jugak la orang2 yang mulut tak ada insurance nak laser2 bila para ibu lain or bapak yang nervous bila anak2 sits for the exam. ye lah.. anak diorang belum time lagi... tengok lah time anak korang nanti... 

why am i at the office when my son is taking the exam? shouldn't i be at his school to support him? :) good question... hehehe :D my style of bringing up my children may not be 'approved' by some parents. but then again, they are my kids and i do what i feel is best for them :) alhamdulillah so far they have been good kids. 

so, months before upsr, i asked joey if he wants me to be on leave. 

me: joey, nanti upsr joey nak mama ambik cuti ke?

joey: mama nak cuti untuk apa?

me: entah, tak kisah lah.. sajer... sebab joey nak exam

joey: hmmm mama nak cuti pun nak buat apa kan.. joey buat exam jer...

me: memang la.. kut la.. nak mama support hehehe :D

joey: tak payah lah kut..

me: nanti mama yang stress kan...

joey: ha'ah ma.. hahaha :D mama tak payah tunggu kat sekolah pun.

me: okay.. up to you tau..

joey: yeup

that's my boy... so, here i am at the office.. but my mind and heart is with him...right now.. 

what is upsr

so, what is the fuss about upsr... for those who don't know what upsr is.. i managed to get the info from http://www.pendidikanmalaysia.com/2012/08/upsr-is-on-tuesday-11-september-2012.html

UPSR exam is on Tuesday, 11 September 2012. 

Primary School Evaluation Test, also known as Ujian Penilaian Sekolah Rendah (commonly abbreviated as UPSR; Malay), is a national examination taken by all students in Malaysia at the end of their sixth year in primary school before they leave for secondary school. 

It is prepared and examined by the Malaysian Examinations Syndicate (Lembaga Peperiksaan Malaysia), an agency that constitutes the Ministry of Education. 

Students in national schools (sekolah kebangsaan) are required to take five subjects, in addition to an aptitude test. Students in Chinese and Tamil national-type schools (sekolah jenis kebangsaan) are required to take two additional language subjects, totaling seven subjects.

got a call from joey's sch!!!

Hati dah la tak tenteram.. Tiba2 hp bunyi.. No tak kenal.. When I picked up...

Caller: assalamualaikum

Me: wsalam

Caller: boleh ckp dgn pn nurain m kalam?

Me: saya bercakap

Caller: ibu pada Ilham Jauhari?

Me: *Ya Allah! Terus berderau darah aku...knp pulak ni* Ya, saya

Caller: Ini cikgu dari SKS

Me: Ya, kenapa ya? *jantung terus berdegup kencang*

Caller: Saya nak tanya tshirt Ilham Jauhari untuk orchestra size berapa?

Me: *masyaAllah... Lega rasanya* owh.. Tshirt.. Ada contoh ke tak?

And the conversation continues...

Kot ya pun... boleh tak jangan call dari sekolah time time macam ni??? heh heh heh :D :p 

Upsr is today!

okay... i am at the office but my mind is with joey... insyaallah he will do fine... ya Allah, permudahkanlah untuk anak ku dan juga anak2 lain yang menduduki peperiksaan UPSR yang bermula pada hari ni... 

Ya Allah, please make it smooth for my abg Joey to answer his UPSR today tomorrow and day after.... ameen...

Menjelang upsr

Haa tu dia.. My hero.. Bukan superhero tau... Inilah hero kesayangan hamba - Joey.. Upsr lagi 2 hari.. Dengan tenangnya dia mengadap laptop... Kejap ehh, aku nak intai apa yg dia tengah asyik masyuk tu...

Hemm let's list down:

• Hotmail - to check his email
• 9gag - haa yg ni aku pun suka tgk.. Kelakar siot..
• Facebook - sebab aku suruh dia check apa yg aku terupload pakai account dia.. Heh heh saper suruh main2 dgn my Note, kan
• Twitter - hmm yg ni, dia ni dah pandai secret2.. Nanti kau!! Punya la ramai awek2 htr direct messages! 
• Astro Tutor - haa!! Yg ni aku setuju dan sokong :*

Ơ̴̴̴̴̴̴͡K Ơ̴̴̴̴̴̴͡K ... Nak solat zohor jap and hantar report gaji kat my mom.. Kalau tak kaghang aku tertido, payah :p

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