Al Fatihah Buat Mok

Was awaken by sad news this morning, Mok, Lisa & Joey's grandmother has met her Creator. Semoga Mok tenang di sana & di tempatkan bersama² orang² yang beriman. 

Al fatihah 🙏

A loving MIL and grandmom to my kids that I had for 9 years. She taught me what nasi goreng budu was and it has become my request all the time whenever I went back to Kelantan then. Rehatlah Mok. I love you.

Joey saw me crying on my bed this morning, as he entered my room.
Joey: Ma.. have you heard the news?
Me: Yes.. **and cant stop from being teary**
Joey: Ma.. are you ok?
Me: **i looked at him and i cried more** 😭
Joey: **confused**
Me: I am sad
Joey: How did you hear about it?
Me: Lisa updated in the group chat
Joey: Oh ok..I have not read that one. I got from the group chat with Daddy.
Me: ahh ok.. I don't know Joey, I am sad.
Joey: Yeah.. i know
Me: Despite what happened, I loved both of them, Mok and Ayoh. And I have always been thinking about Mok too lately.
Joey: yeah.. 😪

and even while typing this.. I still have tears in my eyes. Mesti Joey mcm pelik why I cried so bad coz it has been years that his dad and I are divorced, since 2005. Just that dulu, I really loved my PIL like my own parents. And when I was at the kitchen with Mok, I can talk to her like with my own mom.. cuma bila loghat Kelantan tu pekat I had to guess and Mok jenis tak banyak ckp sangat, she was more expressive with gestures and the smile on her face.

Ayoh & Mok built a new bathroom in their house for us just because I am not used to jamban cangkung 😂

Allahuakbar.. sedih pulak menyusahkan diorang..but then again.. yeah those were the sweet memories. 🙈

I tried looking for our old photos together but.. stopped half way coz, some memories are too hard for me to korek balik. 

My son was so thoughtful this morning 😍
#MokDalamMemori

Allahyarhamah Cikgu Kalsom with my 2 children