overthinking

you know some people like to overthink about certain things. aku tak terkecuali. aku pun tak suka apa yang aku rasa sekarang ni and aku try jugak nak brush off - somehow or rather its starting to disturb my emotion. i am trying to be rational. and to do that, i would rather help others with their issues. ie. i'd better check on lisa and see if she is okay. and after a few days and talking / vc-ing with her, i am glad that she feels better now. but, what about me? it is still lingering in my head - whatever that i am / keep on thinking. it will go away eventually - just about a matter of time. 

i am sure when the day and time comes, this is really nothing. or kalau dah after sometime bila baca balik posting ni mesti aku pun akan fikir, la mende la aku dok overthink sangat.. serabut lah. ni yang orang kata sebenarnya setan tu memang tak boleh tengok orang happy - ada je dia nak masukkan rasa sangsi or doubt. 

and memang beza lelaki & perempuan, perempuan will be more expressive. women out there, you will just have to accept the difference. kalau women and men sama, tak de la kita complete each other. kan? tapi.. uurghhh buzz off ... please... it is nothing.. keep on putting these in my head!

note: yes.. i have postings about maldives yang masih due.. tunggu ye... sabar... i might post somethings else about medical yang akan di relate dengan postings aku seterusnya.