mekah here we come

i have wanted to go since 2 or 3 years back and there have always been reasons that i couldn't go through with it. but this year, insyaAllah i will be there Ya Allah, as Your guest. the feeling that i have right now is indescribable. this was what the ustaz said during the course, that once you get to go, 'you are the chosen one' and all i can say is i am so looking forward for the trip. i am so looking forward to leave all that irrelevant in the world and i want to focus on giving myself to Him. Ya Allah, please take good care of my Mischa and Papa while i am away. i pray that i will be in full good health to be able to perform my Umrah and take care of my parents and children as well. insyaallah everything will be smooth. amiinnn... pray for me and family ya, that we will return to malaysia safely. counting days... 1 more day to go. :)