snupi emo feeling

shouldnt be entertaining the emo feeling but i am doing it anyway.. yeahh its the time of the month.. and i am being extra emotional. a HUGE mistake for a guy to say is "a birthday is the less important compared to making money" especially when it is your wife's birthday!! so, fine! 

honestly, i am not in the mood to celebrate my birthday.. its too harsh to say but i just dont give a %$#@ about my birthday celebration nor do i want any present... simply because i just dont feel at ease about what is happening around me.. its so saddening.. errr is there such word?? :o ok lah.. in short, i just feel sad. i feel like i have done everything for everyone... but does anyone ever care about how i feel and what i want??