subconciously

feeling the guilt, way deep inside that she failed to make them happy. making up with whatever ways to cover back the gap. but can it be done? no one says there is a guarantee. there is improvement tho... positive one. a bit of relief but still not sufficient. set a lower expectation, that needs to be explained. reduce getting frustrated. aahhh... this is peanuts. gone through worst. kissing the lil ones are never enough. kissed them... went to bed... out of the room again - kissed and hugged them again...