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have you ever thought that have you prepared enough for who's left when you die? :) i had this conversation with my pal 2 days ago. i somehow feel the peace in me. i just did, and dont ask me how. the sadness is there but somehow i managed to just push it aside and focus more on the happy thoughts - and what matters more in my life. picking up all the pieces ...
i am accepting the fact that i have been played again. :) action speaks louder than words.. somehow... the actions are different although what was said was different *sigh* i dont need sympathy. when do you ever learn ein....? men are errkkksss. hik..hikk... well not all i hope. although i had the opposite of what i felt few weeks back - i have returned which is, i still have hope and faith. He has plans for me.
i have started a new hobby. you wont believe this, coz i dont either. :D i have actually started reading. hmmm... i am 35 years old and only now i enjoy reading. been doing this for the past 2 weeks. joelis and i are staying on our own now.. temporary.. errmmm... i just needed to be on my own. so, after work joelis and i will go to our hideout, swim and have dinner... and sleep :) joelis will sleep by 930pm latest coz they go to school in the morning. and i will have my time, in my room.. on my bed... reading a book after performing the last prayers for the day. and i will fall asleep by 1030 latest. the next morning we will wake up as early as 545am... out of bed by 600am.. and still feel fresh! and i am enjoying every moment with joelis. and i put this note on the bedside table starting 2 days ago for joelis,
"Lisa & Joey. In case of emergency, please call Unc SA 012-xxxxxxxx. Love Mama"
jus in case anything happen to me, and Lisa will be incharge. :)
have a good break everyone.. coz, i will have a great time holiday with my joelis, sisters, mom and dad! :*
i have started a new hobby. you wont believe this, coz i dont either. :D i have actually started reading. hmmm... i am 35 years old and only now i enjoy reading. been doing this for the past 2 weeks. joelis and i are staying on our own now.. temporary.. errmmm... i just needed to be on my own. so, after work joelis and i will go to our hideout, swim and have dinner... and sleep :) joelis will sleep by 930pm latest coz they go to school in the morning. and i will have my time, in my room.. on my bed... reading a book after performing the last prayers for the day. and i will fall asleep by 1030 latest. the next morning we will wake up as early as 545am... out of bed by 600am.. and still feel fresh! and i am enjoying every moment with joelis. and i put this note on the bedside table starting 2 days ago for joelis,
"Lisa & Joey. In case of emergency, please call Unc SA 012-xxxxxxxx. Love Mama"
jus in case anything happen to me, and Lisa will be incharge. :)
have a good break everyone.. coz, i will have a great time holiday with my joelis, sisters, mom and dad! :*
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