Rindu

sebenarnya dah tak tau nak cakap macamana. aku dah jadi makin cranky. bosan giler bila dah lama tak jumpa tuan. memang la hampir tiap hari kitorang akan video call time tido. tapi dah lama rasanya tak jumpa physically. bila orang tanya sampai bila tuan kat sana, none of us have the answer. 

buat masa ni memang kitorang sama2 bersabar and try to adapt to this situation. so kalau ada orang tanya pasal anak, memang tak de lah jawabnya. hahahah 😁 anyway, itu semua kan rezeki dari Allah [jawapan selamat] who are we to question kan.

tuan pun tau, dia tak nak aku susah sorang2 kat KL kalau kitorang ada baby. hehehe 😂 ye lah weyy.. my last pregnancy was many2 years ago ye.. korang jangan buat lawak seram. 

our purpose of marriage is not about having kids. sebab kitorang memang dah fikir masak2 - at least on his side lah. that pasal anak memang kitorang tak nak fikir and serabutkan kepala otak - we leave it to Allah swt. 

i am not getting any younger. our plan now is to achieve our dreams together. insyaallah akan dimakbulkan. maybe Allah kata time ni is for us to spend time with ourselves and jaga our parents, kan? 

apa2 pun aku rindu sangat dengan tuan ni. last jumpa was 31 may 2021. recently tuan bagitau dia dah dapat rumah untuk kitorang, yey, alhamdulillah. so in our borak2, kalau by the time august atau september aku pergi sana, at least we have our bedroom ready. yeehaaa.. tapi.. august atau september?? 

lama nya.. 😢