PJJ is NOT easy!

i am very emotional right now. and i am very upset. i could not get a good sleep for many nights maybe because i miss my husband so much. i am so angry with the situation. and maybe i can say i hate the fact that whenever i tell my husband that i miss him, other than he will say he misses me too he will say, "sabar ye" WTF! seriously, i am upset tau tak.. very very upset

but nak marah2 pun bukan dapat apa. i still cant go and see him pun. kalau nak kata muka dia tenang je, dia memang selalu macam tu pun. tu kadang2 aku cakap, dia ni muka tak de perasaan. tapi dia selalu deny. entah la. maybe hati dia pun bengang tapi he knows there is nothing much he can do. dia terikat dengan arahan kerajaan. damn it!!

urghhhh