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sometimes when you just feel you need a breather, you will just do whatever new things that you have not done before. kadang2 bila banyak sangat benda comes at once, jadi serabut. kadang2 in life kita tahu apa yang kita buat or apa yang kita rasa tu macam tak betul. athough it gives us that adrenaline rush. tapi kita buat jugak or layan jugak perasaan tu kan? korang faham tak apa yang aku nak cakap ni sebenarnya. kalau tak faham, tak pe lah..
well anyway, nowadays i will do things ikut apa yang aku fikir betul. or apa yang buat aku happy. so on 2nd dec 2018, i flew to JB to visit MrH's dad at the hospital. and memang la the pull factor is MrH which is, while he is on leave to take care of his dad at the hospital. i will save the details out of this blog postings coz well, there are some things i prefer not to share to the public.
i bought a 1 way ticket because i also wanna make sure that MrH is okay before i leave back for KL. he does sound a bit serabut from his texts. so bila aku decide nak pergi sana, coz kadang2 kalau diri sendiri serabut, you go somewhere and be there for someone who is in need, you tend to forget your own problems. not saying that i have a problem la kan... cuma masalah2 yang cari sendiri.. siapa suruh 😋 but in summary, i made a right decision to go to JB. i get to be there for a friend in need and i get to have my me time there.
of course at the same time my mind keeps going back to you know who.. tapi nak buat macamana, you cannot have everything in life. and when you are an option for some, you just need to do other things la kut. coz how can you put him as priority when you are only an option? get what i mean? and i have to make myself priority too. tipu lah kalau aku cakap aku tak rindu.. but sedih kan.. daripada asyik fikir je, baik mem-busy-kan diri with all other activities.
i get to know MrH's parents and his twin brother at the hospital. memang kalau jaga orang sakit badan akan jadi letih. faham sangat but kita berbakti lah pada orang tua while we still can kan. and kesian tengok ibu MrH yang macam tak cukup rehat jugak and yet she still keeps herself jovial. i arrived just in time for visiting hours. stay at the ward for awhile until the time came for MrH to send his twin to the airport to fly back to KL. and of course aku temankan MrH, since visiting hours pun ended around 2pm macam tu.
lepas hantar his twin back, we drove up to a restaurant for late lunch. memang aku dah lapar gila tapi senyapkan aje lah. pandai2 la jaga diri kat tempat orang. boleh tahan la sedap masakan asam pedas tu. but somehow after that MrH got a call from ibu that his dad can be discharged - we were all a bit confused coz patutnya his dad pending waiting for CT Scan and maybe operation. so we rushed back to the hospital. things were a bit confusing. aku tengok MrH pun agak tak puas hati sebab macam tak de betul2 result kenapa his dad sakit macam tu.
i booked an apartment for myself in JB just in case i am sleeping over. somehow dalam kekalutan tu, aku rasa at that time, aku boleh je balik KL, and biar MrH be with his family. kalau tanya aku, memang la tak puas nak borak and hang out dengan MrH but this wasn't a leisure visit kut. so i texted MrH coz masa tu he was at the hospital's office to settle the discharge process. i told him that i can excuse myself so that dia tak payah nak fikir nak kena entertain aku kat situ - which dia ni memang macam tu.. jenis yang akan cuba memuaskan hati semua orang. after lepaking with him a few times now, we tend to learn more about each other's character & personality, i supposed. aku ni jenis simple je and tak suka nak menyusahkan orang lain.
he called me and asked if the place that i booked has an extra apartment for the night coz MrH wants to put up another night in JB just to ensure that his dad is really stable to travel back to mersing. so i booked another apartment for him and his parents. while MrH is busy settling the discharge process, i took a grab car and went to the apartment to check in and make sure that his parents' apartment is clean and i switched on the air-cond and lights before they entered.
they arrived at the apartment around 8-ish. once they have checked in and rest, MrH and i went out to buy dinner for all of us. we took the opportunity to talk whenever we can. it's like the topic will go on and on and on. his dad was still feeling the discomfort and was still vomiting. but i am glad at least that night his parents get to sleep comfortably. and betul lah kata orang, time resah serabut macam ni bila ada teman nak berborak and all, rasa lega sikit kepala otak.
ermm to be honest i don't know where is this posting heading... 😂but probably i just wanna blab.. and i just wanna say that i enjoyed my short trip to JB. the next morning MrH and his parents checked out earlier coz they want to stop by at the hospital before heading off to mersing. and it was a good bye between me and MrH and we don't know if our path will cross again in the future.
sorry MrH, i tak tanya you, terus post je this posting... kalau tak boleh, i delete, okay? i tak tanya dulu sebab nak surprise.. 😁
by now dah dapat permission... heheheh 😋
well anyway, nowadays i will do things ikut apa yang aku fikir betul. or apa yang buat aku happy. so on 2nd dec 2018, i flew to JB to visit MrH's dad at the hospital. and memang la the pull factor is MrH which is, while he is on leave to take care of his dad at the hospital. i will save the details out of this blog postings coz well, there are some things i prefer not to share to the public.
of course at the same time my mind keeps going back to you know who.. tapi nak buat macamana, you cannot have everything in life. and when you are an option for some, you just need to do other things la kut. coz how can you put him as priority when you are only an option? get what i mean? and i have to make myself priority too. tipu lah kalau aku cakap aku tak rindu.. but sedih kan.. daripada asyik fikir je, baik mem-busy-kan diri with all other activities.
i get to know MrH's parents and his twin brother at the hospital. memang kalau jaga orang sakit badan akan jadi letih. faham sangat but kita berbakti lah pada orang tua while we still can kan. and kesian tengok ibu MrH yang macam tak cukup rehat jugak and yet she still keeps herself jovial. i arrived just in time for visiting hours. stay at the ward for awhile until the time came for MrH to send his twin to the airport to fly back to KL. and of course aku temankan MrH, since visiting hours pun ended around 2pm macam tu.
lepas hantar his twin back, we drove up to a restaurant for late lunch. memang aku dah lapar gila tapi senyapkan aje lah. pandai2 la jaga diri kat tempat orang. boleh tahan la sedap masakan asam pedas tu. but somehow after that MrH got a call from ibu that his dad can be discharged - we were all a bit confused coz patutnya his dad pending waiting for CT Scan and maybe operation. so we rushed back to the hospital. things were a bit confusing. aku tengok MrH pun agak tak puas hati sebab macam tak de betul2 result kenapa his dad sakit macam tu.
he called me and asked if the place that i booked has an extra apartment for the night coz MrH wants to put up another night in JB just to ensure that his dad is really stable to travel back to mersing. so i booked another apartment for him and his parents. while MrH is busy settling the discharge process, i took a grab car and went to the apartment to check in and make sure that his parents' apartment is clean and i switched on the air-cond and lights before they entered.
ermm to be honest i don't know where is this posting heading... 😂but probably i just wanna blab.. and i just wanna say that i enjoyed my short trip to JB. the next morning MrH and his parents checked out earlier coz they want to stop by at the hospital before heading off to mersing. and it was a good bye between me and MrH and we don't know if our path will cross again in the future.
sorry MrH, i tak tanya you, terus post je this posting... kalau tak boleh, i delete, okay? i tak tanya dulu sebab nak surprise.. 😁
by now dah dapat permission... heheheh 😋
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