what a day!

i should say yesterday - yes? a'hah! started very early morning before 8am where i had to transfer a few photos for the office calendar to be passed to our designer. and suddenly there was an sms.... hmmm emergency, my staff is running late and i am in a meeting myself outside of the office.. gosh...gulp... no good... another 45 minutes before the counter opens for our customers.... quickly sms a colleague.... phew... he's already at the office.. got that covered!! phew...

reached at the office slightly later... had to prepare a few documents for customers.. and had another meeting in a few minutes. hmmm okay.. got it done half way... and off i go with a colleague of mine to the meeting. in the middle of the meeting, got a call from the office asking for a report asap! duhhh.... luckily the meeting lasted for only about 1 hour.. got to the office 30 minutes later and printed the report! that's done... not so bad isnt? :)

went out for lunch with the usual energy people :P why do i call them that? coz, our company provides energy, thats why... :P well anyway... had lunch, got something for the end of year dinner gifts exchange on thursday :) yes!!! got back at the office.... belum pun hangat kerusi... another colleague called me up, 'kak ain, can we have a meeting on the exhibition?' errmmm i was like... errkkksss... 'i am in the middle of something here... can you give me till 330pm, please?' and i have only 20 minutes to settle what i was doing.. :( and of course, not done... left it and went for the meeting...

meeting went well... and i was so relieved that my boss will be going with me. so in the end... hopefully 4 of us are going... the not so good news is, i am the only one who'll be on the economy class... what to do... not that high position maaa... :P sokay lah... small matter... and maybe, i will end up staying at a cheaper room... which i dont mind as long as still in the same hotel... errmmm can i??? :( now i am worried... what if? what if??

later in the evening... the feeling came again.. shite! i hate that feeling... tried to brush it off, but it's still there... aahhh.... tried to chat with WN... it didnt help... maybe i was to shy to errmm talk to him, coz he seems to be busy... and i had tears running down my cheek ... again... double shite! smsed SA... asked where he was... you guys must be asking.... how come i dont call james nowadays? hmmm good question... dunno... kecik hati maybe... :/ malas nak kacau... he doesnt care... not like before... or maybe aku yang terasa? entah la.. biarlah... well i can be over sensitive at times... biasa la... i am a cancerian :) well anyway... my voice was already trembling.. SA smsed and asked what's going on... and i just told him that i am getting another breakdown... *sigh*... to cut story short... we decided to meet up in klcc... so i packed my things... drove to klcc... with the thought in my mind - want to buy tickets for a movie tomorrow night with my kids. and guess what??!!

i could not find my wallet!!! yeup... i am the woman who uses a wallet and not a purse... so what?! :P i like to be different.. well not that different.. anymore... and i cant leave klcc.... no money to pay the parking ticket even! called SA... met him at the dome entrance... and we walked to the cinema... and hey!! no queue!! but... ( me.... no wallet!! :(( huwaaaa... SA handed RM50 to me... and i used that to buy tickets... and we thought of going to have kuey tiow with CM and SS... but me, being unstable... changed my mind... we ended up sitting at starbucks.. and i learned ...yesss i just killed a cockroach a while ago!! ooopsss sorry... distraction... where was i? oh yes.. learned how to use the internet from starbucks... hee..hee.. :D

got home on the dot 1030pm.. managed to catch the drama series.. iris! and as usual, i will get carried away and affected watching it... questions for this week --> would i do that? nope... i will not marry another if i am in love with another person, no matter how nice the other person is. why should i? or, what's the point having me physically if his heart is not with me? i'd rather not have it at all.... or maybe, its easier for men? and no, i will not marry another either just for the sake of revenge. cant give a man all if i dont have feelings for him... wont deny that people can do crazy things at times without even thinking... yikesss it hurts!! errmm.... better stop right here... before i cause more questions on my readers' mind. shucksss!!!

i better go to sleep.... :( and yes.... i feel down today.. just sad.. and alone... why? :( there's something that's bothering me... and i choose to ignore it ... for the time being... it'll go away..

ein signing off at 130am and looking at joey sleeping just beside me :)