Skip to main content

Follow me on FB or like my FB akofitness720

isi hati seorang isteri

maybe sekarang ni tengah mood emo. this is not about being sensitive ke jealous ke apa. tapi sebenar2nya benda2 ni kena tahu sendiri lah kan.. kita pun dah di ajar dengan mak ayah masing2 apa batasan dalam pergaulan. aku tak mintak di jodohkan dengan omputih.. tapi alhamdulillah aku dapat jodoh dengan omputih yang sedikit sebanyak membantu dalam penyatuan sebuah keluarga. ... pergh.. ayat.. skema habis..

memang semenjak ada suami omputih ni, percampuran aku dengan golongan omputih atau mereka yang kahwin campur semakin bertambah. ini tak bermakna aku akan ikut cara mereka. cuma aku tak faham kadang2 orang kita yang terlebih sudu dari kuah. yang cuba aku nak terangkan di sini bukan pasal suami aku... tapi pasal orang2 di luar sana...

aku ni kalau keluar dengan kawan2 omputih dia, aku cuba semampu boleh untuk tidak cheek to cheek tu... aku sendiri tak suka. 

macamana aku nak bagitau suami aku sedangkan perbuatan cheek to cheek tu satu perkara biasa buat dia.. sebagai seorang isteri, korang letak la diri korang... suka ke suami korang cheek to cheek dengan perempuan lain walaupun kawan sendiri? kalau korang belum kawin pun, kalau ada boypren, sure jegir biji mata korang lagi besar kut kan??  lagi pun itu BUKAN budaya melayu.. apatah lagi Islam kalau berlainan jantina kan? takkan la aku nak kena bagitau korang.. korang kenal aku kan? kawan aku kan? nak kena bagitau jugak ke? serapat macamana pun, aku tetap rasa tak selesa cuma untuk aku bagitau tu.. hmmm sendiri mau ingat lah. ini bukan issue jealous tapi hakikatnya, perlu ke? boleh ke korang rasa buat macam tu? kalau aku bagitau dia, dia tak faham, jadi memang aku perlukan bantuan korang untuk memahami ya.

jadi aku rasa malam ni aku sangat terasa, tak tau kenapa... tapi i just had to write about it... tolong lah bantu aku untuk membantu suami aku lebih mendalami Islam dengan cara.. at least perkara2 mudah tu dulu ya...bermula dari anda... terima kasih...

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Pops Eatery Wangsa Maju - my personal review

today was the first time that i did my groceries shopping online. i am a happy mom, wife.. etc.. hahaha :D then lisa said she was hungry and she feels like eating at Pops. we asked joey if he wants to come along.. and as usual, his first choice would be his anime. :p anyway, it was supposed to be my early dinner but i failed miserably... i had half portion of chinese fried rice. okay, here's my review about the restaurant. lisa has been promoting this place to me for a long time. date of visit: 24 Jan 2015location: PoP's Eatery, Lot 28055, Jalan Wangsa Delima, Pusat Bandar Wangsa Maju, Seksyen 5, Wangsa Maju. Tel: 03-4144 3162place & decor: simple and nice looks cosy for lepakking. cleanliness: 9 out of 10. restaurant service: efficient, quite fast. maybe because we were the only customer at that time. we noticed that they have too many workers. they could cut down into half to cut cost :p #justsayingfood: food was yummy... it exceeds my expectation... price: we are okay w…

me ~ iron lady :P

i have been thinking about it for many many years.. when i was much younger.. when i told my mom to have it on, my mom would say, "tak payah cantik2, nanti lupa diri" ... and i remembered that until now.. and i am already a mom. i guess the situation is different now.. i would just say that, "it's expensive sayang.. " which is much easier to swallow :) well anyway... today, i became the iron lady!! hahaha :D LOL... errmm i am also know as 'rimau' in the office so.. what the heck lah.. :P
after talking to lisa... her opinion was i better have it on when she still has hers on... she has 1 more year to go.. :) so somehow last week, i was at the dentist to send joey. to pull out his tooth.. and when we reached there, lisa was supposed to have her appointment.. i took the opportunity to ask more about having braces :) and that saturday, the doct made a .. what was that called aaa... mold of my teeth pattern.. and so, from there, i decided that i am gonna do i…

Prambanan Temple and Ramayana Prambanan Ballet

Yup... this is the trip that i planned few months back. this weekend is a crazy busy weekend for me and friends, and family and office colleagues. not gonna dwell into office work coz not in the mood. hahaha nampak sgt double standard di situ.

i think i am going to post separately according to the places that we went. it will be better and more focused? and i am sorry about the grammer... present tense past tense future tense whatever... i wanna type fast.. :p enjoy... muaahhh :*

okay anyway, my gf came from germany which we have planned earlier for a girls trip to jogja. she spent 1 night at our place and the next day we flew to jogja together. it is so fun that we planned to wear the same outfit whenever we can :D i always tell myself that i really need to update my blog often but ... well... busy busy busy... let's just share whatever i can ok.

the first thing that we did when we arrive, we went to prambanan ballet. i saw this in the internet and i put it as one of the places/e…