zipp it!

was out for lunch.. and hated myself for being who i am right now.. and i really hope it is on temporary basis. i was not like this before. i realized that i have changed. i know there must be something in life that i am not satisfied with that i became like this. it is not good ein. it is the wrong aura. astaghfirullahalazim. i am afraid of myself now and very sad with changes. if you know what i mean.., i want you to know that i do not like the changes either :(