counting the days

office was quiet on monday. most of the staff started their leave on monday. so do i. :) but i was at the office, had to settle a few stuff. maid went off for their raya leave already. i thought i could bring joelis to the office... but i've got better idea.. heh.. heh... why dont i get a half day nanny... LOL... :D.. i asked him yesterday when he was at our house.. if he is free half of the day. and when he said that he might have meetings.. or gym... etc... i just said, 'oh... hmm .. then i will take joelis to the office lah. i am on leave but i still have things to do :( ' and my mind is working again thinking of what to do next... AD and i went to jusco to buy a few books, and also some drinks and things for hari raya. lisa stayed home coz she was tired cleaning up and making ketupat with my parents and sister. we were lucky this time, we got a parking spot. since i was still at jusco till around 330pm, i was afraid that i could not make it to prepare food for breaking fast. called my younger sister, N3 to buy some nasi beriyani on the way home. goshh... rm50 for 5 packets! hmmm... its getting more and more expensive.. :O AD went home right after that. he had his trainee at 830pm.. he gave me a call later and asked, 'do you want me to look after joelis tomorrow when you go to work?' and i was already smiling on the other side of the phone :D hehehe and it was all set!

so, that's where joelis were this morning... at AD's place... lisa was busy doing her project and joey busy with his psp. just after i finished, AD smsed saying that they are going to times square... and i joined them later... hmmmm they had fun at the cosmo kids.. i got something for my sister... had a few calls from the office till around 300pm.. this is so cool... working from home :P hahaha..

back at home.. house was in a mess. seriously, when there are so many people and so many things to do, i dont know what to do... :O... my mom got a temporary helper in the kitchen. i went upstairs and did some ironing. ironed AD's baju melayu, lisa's baju kurung and my kebaya.. all that for hari raya, 1st and 2nd day.

anonymous

sick of it

i actually burst at work yesterday... ya ya ya... it is the fasting month, should be more patience. but hey.. patience has the limits okay. gosh, he really drives me mad this time. the way his email written, it was like... 'duh... why arent you guys doing your job properly?' and that was it man.. i only read the email at first which was addressed to a few personnels from various departments. and when my staff started to email back, i have guessed that its not gonna be nice. you know, there are some people here in the office who just wanna look good in their job by poking their nose into other people's territory and trying so hard to make other people, or shall i say, other dept looked incompetent. well, hey, you are dealing with iron ladies here brother!

i have been looking again and again at many certificates that i have on my desk. and i have been thinking again and again, that i should be updating me resume. i want to do something else. *sigh* well i dont know.. perhaps i needed a change.. it is about time. but will i do it one day? hmmmpphh... i worked more than 10 years to get what i got now... it is time for a change. not that i am ungrateful but i need a change. i am sure, i can achieve more by doing something else ;)

i am just sick of people.. some people... show off sick people and i dont know what else to say... can i just sink his head in the sand or something... well that was how i felt like doing... putting on my boots and kick his head off!!

the nice things: i went to jusco with AD yesterday to get him another pair of baju melayu. heh... heh... so who is the one who's getting excited for hari raya? i am sure he is more excited about the food!! :P so, now we've got brown, colorful, and blue.. so since, AD bought for me a blue kebaya top, we looked for blue baju melayu to match joelis and i. and i still have a few vouchers in my handbag. we were lucky that the baju melayu was on sale.. additional 20%... wuhhuu.... :) not bad at all!! by the time we finished, we still have another about 30 minutes for breaking fast. (hmmm what's the actual term for it huh?? breaking fast - break fasting - break fast) and there was no place to sit. that is why i always prefer to break my fast at home. :) so we decided to get sandwich for me and a piece of brownies for AD until we find a good place for proper dinner. by the time maghrib, we were already in the car.. in the end, we decided to go to the mamak restaurant behind his place... and we met HN there, AD's gym trainee and 3 of us ate the usual stuff... hmmm

wishes for everyone

this is for everyone.. :) maaf zahir dan batin, if there is anything that i have said and done wrong. i seek for forgiveness.

please come to my house on the 1st day of raya.. do call or sms so that i'll know how many of you are coming.

and now.. it's raining very heavily... and i am talking nonsense with my dear AD... :D just smsed lisa... she just woke up from her sleep... how nice to be home :)

the drama

think about this. he tells girl A that girl B is just a friend. and i bet he tells girl B that girl A is just a friend too. but he sleeps with both girls... sick.. yeup, i would think that it is sick although to some, thats normal. and watching this kind of drama makes me wanna puke. girl A calls him and he said that he is busy... when the actual fact was, girl B was in his bed. and to some, this is life... but hey... what happen to honesty? and girl A is innocently thinking that he is such a the saint. when, he is actually covered by guilt and prefers to not say anything. duhhh...

think about it, if girl A knows the truth, would she still wanna be with him?

go to sleep ein... early morning meeting tomorrow... and ein misses AD :P

raya mood is here

sunday was a slow day. AD came to the house as usual. a bit late this week coz it rained so heavily. joelis were not in the mood to do anything. that's what happened during fasting month. most people prefers to stay home.. not doing anything.. hmmm.. not that good huh. oh yes, AD helped to install the battery for my youngest's sister's car. something that he has not done before but he did it for the first time last sunday. hehehe :D baru tau! shiann dia, pressure... by my dad :P

err.. what am i talking about now? oh okay... the usual me and off track.. ahakss.. :D and last sunday night after AD went home, after i packed dinner for him... coz i cooked... hahaha.. well, usually he'll have dinner and break fast with us, but since he had a meeting at 8pm... he had to leave early. so, i packed for him la.. well anyway... after dinner, i went upstairs and started to print our raya cards. AD called many times but i could not hear.. left my handphone in the bedroom and i was outside. AD called lisa's phone.

AD: hellowww...
me: hey... hi.... *cheerful voice* whatsup???
AD: heh heh... *his usual laugh*
me: why did you call lisa's phone?
AD: i called many times... you did not pick up your phone.
me: oh..? hehehee *guilty laugh* my handphone is in the room laaa.
AD: ohhh no good... should have the phone with you..
me: aaahh.... my boyfriend doesnt call me often, so i keep my phone laa... *teasing him* :P
AD: achso!!
me: heh.. heh... :D
AD: hey i bought a nice malay baju for you!!
me: *getting so excited* ha???? really... *by this time, i was already smiling to my ears*
AD: yes laa... so, get into your car, come over and see laaa...
me: alaaa... tonight ke?? i am so tired laaa... already in my night gown..
AD: then see tomorrow laaa... heh.. heh... :D
me: hehhee :D okay... thanks sayang...
AD: yaaa...

and yesterday i saw the malay baju... hehehe... it was a kebaya top, with beads and it was beautiful!! :) i have to admit, he does have taste in buying clothes for me :) i love the dress that he bought last time too. it made me look nice and sexy... for him :P hahahaa :D i love the surprises from him :) :*

coming back to the kebaya... it was a bit loose for me, so last night, after the online training, we both went to my tailor's house and sent it for alteration. and... my tailor's husband made for us some herbs drinks... and we got high.. well, i dont know... felt a bit funny. and AD asked if i was okay to drive. i said yes, although yeahhh felt funny. like floating.. so AD said, this is how people felt when they are drunk.. or maybe a bit tipsy. i was like... huh???? so now i know.. hehhehe... told my parents this morning, and they said we shouldnt drink if we dont know whats in the drink. well, he said everything was halal in there... maybe its the combination of fruits, ginger, honey, eggs... and whatever else.. :O

and since everyone is already in raya mood... AD bought himself a pair of brownish baju melayu :) so, looks like this year, 1st raya, we'll all be wearing brown. and 2nd raya, blue :) i will get him another pair.. :) he looks better with baju melayu johor because of his big chest built.. oh yeahh.. he got excited about raya i think, he already wore his brown baju melayu during our seminar last saturday... hehehe .. kelakar la mamat tuh..

the nanny saved me!

my lo: i was supposed to be home for break fast yesterday but since my close friend HF from Penang came down... he actually succeeded to persuade me to break the fast with him :) well, i enjoy the moment until some insensitive people started to bring up some stupid issues. for me it is as easy as, if you feel that you have an opinion, and you wanna to argue certain issue, especially about religion, go and argue with the right person. i do not wish to argue because i am not well equipped with all the correct answers. i have my foundation but when it comes into details, sometimes even a mualaf (moslem convert) would know better. i am not ashamed to say that coz, i learn everyday. and despite my not so high knowledge about islam, i WILL not tolerate any kind of insult towards my religion!! not that i am running away, but keeping quiet is the best that i can do. and with that i regretted having my break fast last night outside. it was not HF's fault. but i just chose to keep quiet after that, HF saw the changes on my face and that explains all.

i had a rough day yesterday, but something saved me.. :) :) i was about to go to bed, still feeling down.. and i found something that actually cheered me up!! lisa could not sleep, and she asked my permission to stay up. so, i said okay, since it was the weekend. joey and i entered our bedroom when, later i ran out again. i still feel bad and i have so much of anger in me. and.. wallaaa... i took the tv remote and started to look for nice things on astro... and i found, 'the nanny'... yey.. yey... and yey... ended up, joelis, me and my younger sister had a great time together watching 'the nanny'... we just love that sitcom!! the family is funny, full of fun, love and they are rich!!! ms fine, is funny, loving, caring although she can be crazy... and sexy!! hehehe.. and i felt good again.. :) slept like a baby..

my high: 'guess what i am cooking today for dinner?' i asked joey... right after i catch him in my arm a few minutes ago. joey closed his ears.. and i asked again, 'oh come on... guess... :) ' and he said, 'no ma... i don't wanna guess, i am hungry now!' 'ohh.. okay..' *chuckle* and i stopped asking him.. and now he is doing his monkey act again while i am writing this in my blog. hehehe... oh how i love to be home with joelis and family on a beautiful sunday like today. sunday is my turn to prepare dinner.. well, sometimes i cook just 1 dish, but i guess today, i am in a good mood. :) so, i am going to prepare a few... hahahaha... so, after i showered this morning, i went to giant with my loyal assistant, lisa :P... bought a few stuff that i will need later. i dont really check what is in my mom's fridge in the kitchen. normally on groceries shopping day, i will just take the list that the maid will put up on the fridge door and buy them. so, to avoid not having the stuff that i needed, i just bought them.. got home by 1030am... went straight to the kitchen and prepare the chicken, slice some vegetables, leave the boring part to the maid... hehehe... the onions... and so.. the menu for today will be, chicken ginger, sweet sour fish and mixed vege with some celery in it... cause i just love the crunchiness of the celery. hmmm... :)

i love my beautiful sunday! :) hmmm better sign out now... joelis are going for their music class and it's time for my reading now.. :) before AD comes over at 200pm.

whats ze...

i dont know exactly what to write about, but i want to write something. perhaps i know what i want to write but i dont want to offend anyone. :O :( so what should i do now.. ? mr transformer is bugging me now... he has been making the monkey sound noises... just beside my ears... uaarrghhh... and now he is humming with i dont know what kinda music... and drum.. or bongo sound coming out from him.. oh no.. he just would not stop... uragghh.... and now he just turned into a lion!!! help.. me... ooh... here comes the turkey!! gobble..gobble.. stop it joey!!! go to sleep... i wanna watch cashmere mafia...

Promise Yourself

• To be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.
• To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet.
• To make all your friends feel that there is something in them
• To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true.
• To think only the best, to work only for the best, and to expect only the best.
• To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own.
• To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
• To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living creature you meet a smile.
• To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others.
• To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
• To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words but great deeds.
• To live in faith that the whole world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you.

Christian D. Larson

yey.. yey...

my work is on track.. a bit slow, but still moving. and while i am typing this, the noise from the billing processing machine is the background music. heh heh.. looking forward for good food today for breaking fast at prince hotel. hmm remembered the last time i went there was with WN.. hmm how time flies, kan. :)

i have just started bicycle fund for us. :) joelis are priority. last weekend 4 of us went to the bicycle shop to just look around and see which one that joelis like. so that at least, i will know how much to save every month. with the tupperware sales, i managed to get half of what i needed for their bicycles. AD saw my face as i walked out from the shop. yes, i was a bit worried. of course we want to do a lot of things for our kids. but i have to admit too, there are limitation. with hari raya around the corner.. and AD said, 'dont worry, we save together' and somehow it put a lil smile on my face. but that does not stop me thinking about it.

this is the 3rd week of fasting month and joelis' dad has not brought them out to get their hari raya stuffs. he must be busy with his newborn. ;) but somehow i believe that he should do his part for joelis too, right? this is what i am thinking about. been discussing this with my lawyer coz i knew that joelis dad will act like this. well anyway, we'll just see what happens. i guess joelis just couldnt be bothered.. hehehe.. and they are already used to this. to them, daddy doesnt care.

hmmm this doesnt sound right for the posting title at all huh...

girls' night out at the balcony :P

received a call from SS yesterday asking me if i have plans in the evening. on tuesday, is the day that i'll be home early to be with joelis... or.. err.. have an extra hour of sleep? :P after saying that i am free, i asked her, 'whats up?' she asked if i wanna join for coffee at alexis. hmmm... told her terawikh ends just before 10pm. and after joelis sleep, then i can make it. well, as usual, we plan, but everything is in God's hand.

my parents invited about 10 guests from Thailand for breaking fast at home... i was really tired. and yes, i was quite moody too. i did not expect to be with that many people around. i started to talk nonsense. saying things that i was not supposed to. :( well anyway, after breaking fast, i helped the maid to wash the dishes and clear up the dining table. by then i was already exhausted. joey was already asleep. and lisa followed soon after. i sent an sms to SS telling her that i am too tired to even get out of bed. well... in summary, i quickly took another shower... got ready, and instead of having coffee at alexis, all of us, SS, me, CM gathered at Yz's house. :) her kids were asleep too by then. so, there we were having chit chats at the balcony, looking at klcc tower... hmmm beautiful. :)

it was fun indeed to catch up sometimes... of couse we cant have too often... everyone's busy with their own stuff. :) but the chit chat was fun... of course laa... girls' yik yakking are always fun! by 1245am... we decided to say good byes..

here's a pic that i took with my phone camera.. :)

wha'???

i cannot think... my brain has frozen. its getting too cold in the office... OMG... i wanna go home... i wanna go home.. i miss my joelis.. at the same time today, i couldnt stop smiling. keep on seeing AD.. hehhehe :D duuhh... seriously, he really looked err different. must be the stripe dark colored shirt that he wore.. and he was very cheerful last night. macam ceria jer... so much said, doesnt like to be in the center of attraction kunun... huwaaa.. suka.. jer... dance malam tadi.. i wish i was not that shy and just enjoy the dance :) hmmmm....

just because

just because the b&^^#$ toilet!! yeup... i got snapped...!! go repair the b^%#$% toilet la for goodness sake. i was really tired. perhaps we both were. i was supposed to be there before 530pm but i got caught up at the office. well, i managed to get there by 530pm! HF was already there. we were talking while waiting for AD to come home. what about? gym of course... so, although i was really tired, i decided to go for the gym. but i told my trainer that i want to do for 30 minutes only. and he said, 'ok' ... but when i was getting ready.. it was the toilet that spoiled everything. i was telling the story over sahur this morning... and we, my sisters, mom, joelis and i ended laughing at the dining table! yeahh... of course it was silly! but he shouldnt snapped at me like that. and well, yeahh... me being the sensitive one, i just kept quiet after that. he went down again to HF to continue the training. i was too sad to go... decided just to stay home, watched tv and called AA... and i was already crying like a baby... seriously sobbing.. i felt hurt.. and.. ahhh... thats about it lah.. and i am saving the details to myself lah... not in the mood to write about it also. if you asked me, last night i really felt just like to pack my stuff and go home. but if i've done that, it might drag further.. so.. stay put la... i am giving in this time

the nice part was, last night i decided to see my friends perform at SR.. its DR's birthday. smsed SA and told him about it. he said, let him know if i wanna go... so, gave him a task. asked him to get a bouquet of flowers for DR. met up with SA at the lobby around 11pm. AD was at the gym doing his workout. told me that he'd join me later.. so.. whatever lah. but to cut story short... i had a great time... danced poco2 with SA and the rest... and had a great time dancing with AD too.. although, i am always the shy one... but.. just love dancing with him :) it was like... the right songs came in one after another! and darn, he looked good last night!!! :P

hate politics

yes... i hate it... used to say the same to my friend, whom now he is not a friend anymore... hmmm i wonder why... deleted me from the facebook list, multiply album... hmm to satisfy someone i supposed.. ahakss... well anyway thats beside the point. he used to tell me that i need to know whats going on around. well, now that i am interested to know, i hate it more. malaysia is not like malaysia before... everything sucks!! they are becoming kurang ajar... claiming their rights kunun... wtf... i want another mahathir!! :( why cant they live like we used to before. tertekan sangat ke depa ni?? tak payah lah nak adakan apa2 sentimen yang tak ada... benda bodoh jer.. nak sangat negara yang aman ni kucar kacir... bangang ke apa... ingat dah terer sangat la tuh?? goshh memang meluat dgn depa2 nieh... kalau dah tak suka sangat, blah laaa.. tak reti nak bersyukur dengan apa yang ada di negara sendiri.

there you go... me letting out my frustration.

Announcement

We are proud to announce the arrival of our new baby today... at

http://x1makeithappen.blogspot.com

Check it out! :)

err you called that a mess??

wow... :O amazing that her desk is in a 'mess'?? she has not seen mine yet... har har har... i have this habit of keeping old notes... simply because, 'i might need the info later'... *blush* so when i read my sister's blog... she said that her desk is in a mess... i was like.. duhhhh... so... here goes.. yes.. yes... i will do something about it!! :P

my sister's workstation
mine! :P LOL har har har

err... so, do i win an award??

have you ever

... been afraid to just check on the balance of your bank account? :D
... felt that there's too little time, too many things to do
... felt so tired that you just wanna stay home, lazying
... wish you are somewhere else with people you love instead of the office
... have the thought why does some people wants to make other people's life miserable?
... wonder if you are not you, who would you be?
... wished that there are thousands or millions RM in your bank account? hehehehe :D

my customer service experience

i feel so called to write this as soon as i reached home. i was at the famous low yat a moment ago with AD. yes of course, i need to bring my hunk body guard along. i just couldnt wait anymore. my hp is driving me crazy. i had problems with it after less than 3 months i bought the phone. and 2 months ago had problems when it reset its setting by itself. and i hated it when i always need to change back the profile, my ring tone etc... so today is the day. joelis are out with their dad supposed to be at 3pm.. well i hope they are although the last time i called at 330pm they were still home. well thats beside the point here.. the reason i want to post is to share with you my customer service experience. i had to rush coz AD has a trainee at the gym at 6pm.

i reached the shop - well not really a shop... one of the booth. and told the problem to douglas, the salesperson. and he asked for my receipt. i know it has passed the warranty period. he said i need to buy a new battery. so i asked, how much was an original battery. its rm79. okay fine, give me a new battery but i want to know does that mean i will have the same problem after 3 months? that doesnt make sense isnt? and he asked me how long do i charge my phone. i said, 'when its says its full, i stop lah'.. and he asked 'how many hours?'. look, how many people out there actually timed their watch to charge a handphone??? and i said to him, 'look, its not just yesterday i learned how to use a handphone. logically when its stated its full, i stop. isnt?' and he questioned why my battery is faulty too fast. how the hell would i know?? i told him off... dont try to make me look stupid. obviously when i was in the middle of conversation and the battery went flat, i had to charge it isnt?? it is not my fault that the battery does not last even 1 full day!! and he got me a new battery... well at first he was about to put in a 'demo' battery which he has been showing people and the wrapping was opened. AD came to the rescue. he questioned him, 'why arent you giving her a new battery?? the one that you are about to use is already opened!' and at this time douglas was really upset that he trembled. he opened up a new one and challenged AD back, 'happy now???' and with a smile on his face, AD replied, 'yes, thank you very much. thats the way you should do business' and next...

he issued a receipt, and i gave him my credit card coz i havent got the chance to stop by the atm. and douglas told me, 'credit card? we charge you 2%' and i look back at him, calmly, 'okay.. charge me then but i must tell you that you are not supposed to charge your customer. the owner should bear the 2%. i know coz we use credit card facility too at my office, i can report you to the bank' and at this moment douglas was really upset, 'what you want now???' he raised his voice. 'well, as i said, its your choice. i am just telling you that i can report you to the bank. you can tell this to your boss, or if you are the boss, you should know'. and i smiled back at him.

he came back 3 minutes later, did not charge me the 2% but i tell you his face was red.. his eyes are watery... i bet he was controlling his anger for whatever reason. and i told him, 'look, you can be rude to me. you dont need to be upset. i am just telling you what is right and what is wrong so that you can learn. coz we learn new things everyday' he passed me the receipt... trying so hard to smile :) and he said 'thank you' and said back to him 'thank YOU... nice doing business with you' and AD has to say laa.. 'you are very good in customer service!'

and... i am short of rm79 for the new battery... :) but i am happy that at least he listened and not charge me the 2% coz obviously he knows that it is wrong to do so. :)

so.. this is a lesson to all too... they are NOT supposed to charge their customers :)

could i have this kiss forever

Over and over I look in your eyes
you are all I desire
you have captured me
I want to hold you
I want to be close to you
I never want to let go
I wish that this night would never end
I need to know

Could I hold you for for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

Over and over I've dreamed of this night
Now you're here by my side
You are next to me
I want to hold you and touch you taste you
And make you want no one but me
I wish that this kiss could never end oh baby please

Could I hold you for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

I don't want any night to go by
Without you by my side
I just want all my days
Spent being next to you
Lived for just loving you
And baby, oh by the way

Could I hold you for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

can you imagine us dancing this song? hehehe :D

is it okay?

blogging and facebook-ing has been an addiction to some.. at least i am one of them. :) yesterday before leaving the office, i was joking with a few colleagues.. said that i will be on mc today. and guess what happened... last night, i fell down from the stairs at home.. duh... i dont know why i was feeling really tired and sleepy yesterday. could be because of the late night the night before. but.. hey it was only till 1am. i've stayed up longer than that. well anyway, yesterday, i left office around 5pm. stopped by at AD coz he bought for us something for breaking fast. i reached home around 630pm, traffic was slow. i almost fall asleep while driving.. then after passing the stuff to the maids in the kitchen, i went upstairs and sleep. just dozed off til 719pm! and when i got up, just on time for breaking fast. went downstairs without shower and eat.. just had something light and went upstairs to shower and pray. and after praying i lie down in front of the tv upstairs.. but i guess i got up too quickly, and i saw stars! hehehe :D i forced myself to walk down the stairs.. and i missed 3 steps.. and ouch... :( and i was thinking... hmm tu laa... pikir lagi nak MC... kan dah jatuh!

hmm whatever it is, i am missing AD now... he's outstation :(

i like

today is the longest day at work in history... hahaha :D exaggerating.. but awhile ago i got this photo from my friend mr photographer... hehehe i like.... the only person control macho is my bro-in-law... hahaha

when the heart speaks

i had a meaningful conversation with him just now. him? him who? someone whom i respect and trust. yeup, unc e... he was asking me if everything is okay. oh well, it has been okay until the next session with the formal people i'd call it. i have done all i can but what if he still doesn't want to give what kids deserve? i cant go there and tie him up and ask him to give can i? no, i am not tired and i have not gave up, especially when it comes to kids' rights. but lets just say, something is better than nothing. i have lots of things on top of my head.. err is that the right way of saying it? err i hope so.. kids have gave up in a way. i told or more of reminded them last sunday of the date 7th sept.... and she went,

'whts with the date ma?' and i replied,
'its your father's bday'
'oh...ok... i totally forgot'
'arent you gonna wish him?'
'hmmm whatever for? he doesnt remember us, why do we need to remember him?'
'he is still your father'
'i dont feel like it ma'

and today after talking to unc e... unc e was really pissed with him.. 'is there anybody out there who can put senses in head? its his responsibility as the father for goodness sake!' oh well... if only he has brain... i said again in my heart. its his ego that he's speaking with.. all i can say, i feel sorry for him... he may have gain all the popularity with his friends but he is missing the vote to remain popular from the most important people in his world - his children...

and how often do you read ein's postings on this matter? rarely... but sometimes, its good to just let the heart speaks and release whats bugging you

few teasers...

hehehe.. i so want to update my blog but i've got so much things to do at the office... but nevertheless... here goes... i will tell more when i get the chance.. :)

the photoshoot: it was really challenging to get everyone's cooperation. really challenging. however at the end of the photoshoot, it went uhh... i can say 80% went well. :) 3 cars went to the park.. those who stays with my parents, went first. scheduled to be at 930.. dragged to 10am. as we were driving to the park, it rained.. i panicked :( was afraid that the photos wont look nice. smsed RR informing him that we were already on the way. we had a few spots ... but after the 1st spot ended, RR's camera shutter jammed! :( although he managed to snap like 160 photos.. we wanted more!! :P... luckily i brought my own camera which of course the quality of photos are waaaaaaayyyyyy behind compared to his camera.. but ok la... better than nothing :P perhaps when the photos from his camera are ready, i will upload more.

the wedding: this is really funny... it rained before the wedding.. and i havent bought the present yet. AD was at the office. and i left the card at my office..so, i need to print the map from my email. duhhh... fetched AD at the weld... and we were early... at least that was what we thought. it was quite easy until the bukit raja toll... somehow, i got to the wrong intersection... and we got lost in the middle of we dont know where for more than 1 hour.. i was tired and frustrated and hungry :P asked 1 guy at the petrol station, we got further... :( aarrgghh.... finally... called Jg... and we managed to get to the hall on time... 645pm!! not bad huh... :) *smile* the stage was beautiful and looked like 'peterana' for the king!... food was good... :) AD had his 2nd round of food when my friends and i went up to see the bride and groom... p/s: i knew AD didnt like what i wore... but its ok la... :P hahhaha

the office buka puasa: food was not that good this year.. i dont know why... in fact most of us said that the food was not good this time.. i was frustrated with the lamb :( and the teh tarik.. too milky :( but... non of that stop us [wids and i] from having fun... heh... heh.. photos babe... photos..

the tupperware mini bazaar: despite the bad promotion... i had good sale. :) lisa helped me to prepare the posters and being the cashier. joey and kelly helped to distribute newsletters and flyers..ehh.. but that one is for xango... hehehe :D well anyway, i had my relatives who came, neighbours and other family members. it was good, but since i still have some... i might do another round next week ;)

AD and i went to the pasar ramadhan together for the first time. did not mean to buy a lot... but you know... pasar ramadhan is so inviting.. hahaha.. bought murtabak, air asam boi, kuey tiow goreng and watermelon. AD stayed till we break fast. i fried the vegetables for dinner and cut the watermelon coz AD wanted me to cut it... hehehe... and i am glad he appreaciates what i cooked. since it was sunday, we sisters cooked a few dishes.. mee kari... tempe goreng.. fish and chips etc..

well.. i guess.. thats about it right now... will update more.. later ;)

so excited!!

why? coz of a few reasons... by the way its raining very heavily out there and i am still in the office waiting for the right time to go and break our fast at muzium kesenian islam. as usual, company's event annually. off late i have been feeling so like wanna go chill... just wanna go out... but the last time AD and i went out... i forgot how to dance already... heheheh :D that shows how long i have been quiet :P and since now is the fasting month... err.. i would feel guilty if i were to go out at night.. hmm... what a not so clever thought... should think of staying home and recite the quran.. hmm ok lah... i'll just do that.

well anyway... why am i excited?? coz for the first time, i will be attending an indian wedding. i missed one few months back coz i was not in kl... and trow there'll be another one :) yey... so looking forward.. hmmm what am i gonna wear yea?? ohhh..gotta buy the wedding present tomorrow lah!!

and tomorrow morning is gonna be another photo session.. and ... this time, i am gathering the whole family to do it.. really hope that it'll happen!! my parents, sisters, nephew and nieces... hehehehh :D i like.....

tupperware mini bazaar... yeaupp... letting go about 4 boxes of tupperware items at home.. rather than staying in the box, might as well i sell and at least i have more space in the bedroom :P and after that... family time.. have not thought of anything yet with joelis and AD.. but, we'll think of something i am sure.. maybe pictionary or charade.. err is that how you spell it? :D

ok la gotta go now... its getting late... see ya next week!! with pictures on the weekend ;) have a great weekend everyone :)

pabila...

been thinking about yesterday... people you know can be cynical, for no apparent reason. it just made we wonder...why? if you are not happy with me if i have done anything to you... or if i have not done anything that you want me to do... tell me laaa... what laa... but anyway i got home yesterday, after talking to my sister on the phone, N3 all the way from the office to home.. going through the bad traffic... and having to see my joelis...i felt better...

oh yes... i made egg mayo sandwiches for joelis... they loved it.. hehehe... yea yea yea... some people who just wanna be cynical (again) to me might say.. 'huh.. just sandwiches?' but hey... eventhough it was just sandwiches, i prepared them with love for the people i love at home :P

and here is a photo of joey who fell asleep infront of the tv after solat terawikh. :) and this morning during sahur, we had this funny conversation at the dining table.. he told us how him and his friend are not friends anymore just because of a paper! it was funny .. the way he was telling the story... wished i recorded it .. hehehe...

my lil shopping

had a lil shopping yesterday... why do i need to call it lil? heh heh...coz, it is lah! :P i thought of looking for baju kurung and baju melayu for joelis. errmmm i actually bought the wrong color.. hahaha :P i was pretty certain that they were turquiose, but when i got home, N3 said... "hey this is light blue lah"... alamakkk!!... :O there goes our theme for this year.. anyway, later after work, went to bb plaza with AD just to browse around.. looking for the same color baju kurung for me.. and somehow AD saw this 1 beautiful baju kurung... perhaps it was light blue too... it was really beautiful.. i fall in love with it immediately... until i know the price :( i dont remember the last time i spent that much on a baju kurung.. i looked at it over and over again... just could not decide coz it was pretty expensive for me now :( after spending 10 minutes there... we just walked away... and my thoughts are still on the light blue baju kurung :( *sigh*... oh well..

p/s: i feel something is amiss... i dunno what... but somehow.. something is just not right somewhere. you know, the feeling like... you feel that you've done things that you are supposed to and yet, there is this feeling of unsatisfied. goshh.... its so not nice.. :(

yey hot fm!!

yezzaaa.... my fara fauzana is back!! i have been neglecting era for a few months now.. have moved to hot fm... maybe because i like the combination of fara fauzana and faizal ismail. and the topic that they talk about is more interesting most of the time. they both are more natural and they dont laugh so loud unnecessarily. and this morning fara was complaining that she gained 3kgs after fasting for 3 days??!! walauwehhh.. something must be wrong somewhere... maybe, during buka she ate a lot all at once, hence the hungry body absorb faster? yes? no? i dont know... that does sound logic to me :O whatever it is, i believe we should control what we eat (this is for me too).. especially in fasting month. having to fast the whole day, i'd understand when people go out there to buy lots of food and in the end, they cant even finish what they have bought! so people, eat what you can eat not what you want to eat. and... berjimat :)

photo courtesy of farafauzana.com

the unexpected

people receive lots of unexpectations every day. so i guess, it was my turn this morning. as i was having a discussion at my place with one of my colleague, a call came in at my desk. as usual, i would thought it could be our customer. but i thought wrong. i was blur when she introduced herself. and somehow, slowly i managed to gather myself and try to listen to what she was trying to say. maybe i got some and maybe i missed some of the message that she was trying to convey. the line was not clear on her side. somehow, the line got cut off in the middle of conversation, and i had to take another call later.

*sigh* in any relationship, its best to let the history passed... there is no use going back there. :) i would keep all the beautiful memories in me and released all the sad ones away... and i dont think i'd share with a person whom i dont know. whatever he/she has done, that was before you are in the relationship isnt? ;) hence, does it really matter? and i guess, only the person involved would know what really happened in the past. and i need to take care of other people's feelings by not saying what really happened.

wallauwehhh!!!

a lot of things happened on the weekend. i was quite surprised that we can do a lot!! well anyway... my friend, who happened to be my boss's wife called me up at the office to ask me to be a paparazzi. she sent a cake to his husband.. hehehe :D cute! so, there i was... being the amateur paparazzi not knowing that the cake actually arrived before she called me!... hahaha..

kids' birthday party: received an invitation from a very close friends of ours last week. joelis were very excited. we only get to meet up on few occasions, raya and birthdays. last time we used to go for holidays together with abg zaid's family. i guess nowadays everyone has been too busy.. most importantly, we still keep in touch :) the rain was really heavy that day. and to make things worst, we had a not so nice situation in the car. i got so emotional, that joelis kept quiet after the commotion. AD tried to make jokes but it didnt work on me at that time.... it became a long journey from kl to kota damansara. but... glad that once we arrived at the party, everything became fine. joelis had fun. i did not have to watch them so much, they automatically made themselves at home. :) and AD too... joelis went swimming with kids, while i catch up on things with kak ros and AD joined abg zaid by the pool to be the lifeguards for the kids. :) by 7 something in the evening, sent AD back to the office where he left his scooter. i went home with joelis, and got ready for another birthday party!

charmene's surprise birthday party: okay... here's how the story goes. i called rini a few days ago to ask if she is organizing any bday party for charmene. or at least get a few girls for dinner or hang out :) but according to rini, she doesnt have any plans. so, to make things easier, i told her, maybe we can hang out after work on friday? but... when friday came, everyone was quiet. so, ok lah... i guess everyone is busy. or maybe had their own plans. i told rini, whatever it is, if she has any plans, count me in... and... that saturday morning rini called.. really early okay!! :P asked if i have plan on that day. well, i said, i do have plans with joelis for a birthday party... but at night i am free. so, rini told me that charmene's hubby is arranging a surprise party for charmene at pan pac klia. i tried to get in touch with AD and asked if he is free and want to join the party... as soon as he agrees... so... us being the supergirls.. tried to get everything organized on that very day. i got the balloons, and rini got the cake. after abg zaid's kids' party, i called up my friend at ge mall, ordered balloons... and fetch them later... everything was okay... by 9 something, AD and i were already on the way to the hotel. by the time we reached at the hotel car park, rini and bilal were already there but still in the car. confirmed that charmene and hubby were out of the room. i made AD bring the balloons... hehhehe... :D and they matches his purple shirt lah. and to cut story short... we waited for 1.5 hour after midnight... heh..heh... we had our own karaoke party before charmene actually arrived! and... AD had his first experience singing karaoke.. LOL.. good food...as all of us were starving.. pizza, sandwiches.. fruit punch! and we sang till 430am! hope charmene had a good time.. :) check out more pics here.

getting ready for tupperware bazaar... yeup... i will be having my own tupperware bazaar at our home next week. went with AD to collect 4 boxes of tupperwares from the store!! and i spent half of the day yesterday putting prices on them. and later in the evening, joelis had a fun ride on AD's scooter. :)