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What’s the difference between Maghfirah (مغفرة ) and 'Afuw (عفو )?

I received this from my friend in a whatsapp group and as much as I want to remember this, I would like to share this with you 😘

Maghfirah: is for Allah to forgive you for the sin but the sin will still be registered on your book of deeds. Maghfirah is Allah’s forgiveness for your sin but on the Judgment Day it will be written on your record, Allah will ask you about it but HE won’t punish you because of it

'Afuw: is for Allah to forgive you for the sin and delete it from your book of deeds as if it did not happen. ‘Afuw is Allah’s pardon for your sin, it will be completely erased from your record and Allah won’t ask you about it on Judgement day

This is why our Prophet (salla Allahu alaihi wa sallam) said that, this is the best Duaa to make on Laylatul Qadr:

"Allahumma innaka 'afuwwun tuhibbul 'afwa fa'fu 'annee"
(Ahmad, Ibn Majah, and Tirmidhi)

O Allah, You are The One Who pardons greatly, and You love to pardon, so pardon me.)"

So make sure you read…

Mencari Tuhan

Seorang Ustaz ke Barber Shop untuk gunting rambutnya. Ketika rambutnya sedang digunting, si tukang gunting rambut bertanyakan 1 soalan kpd si Ustaz.

BARBER: Saya nak tanya 1 soalan.

USTAZ: Ya, silakan.

BARBER: Benarkah Tuhan itu wujud?

USTAZ: Mestilah wujud. Kalau Tuhan tak wujud, pastinya kita pun tak wujud di dunia ni.

BARBER: Kalau betul Tuhan itu wujud, knp ketika manusia dlm kesusahan Tuhan tak bantu. Kalau betul Tuhan itu wujud, semestinya takkan ada manusia dlm kesusahan di dunia ini.

USTAZ: "Diam dan tersenyum sambil menggelengkan kepala".

BARBER: Knp Ustaz diam??

USTAZ: Kamu gunting rambut saya bagi siap dulu, dan saya akan jawab soalan tu selepas semua selesai.

Si tukang gunting ni pun dgn segera siapkan rambut Ustaz itu kerana ingin tahu apa jawapan Ustaz itu. Akhirnya siap.

BARBER: Ok dah siap Ustaz. Apa jawapannya Ustaz?

USTAZ: Berapa harga?

Barber: RM10 sahaja. (masih menunggu jwpn)

USTAZ: "Ustaz keluarkan dompet sambil tersenyum tanpa sebarang kata".

Dependency only to/on Allah swt

reading this on twitter makes me want to say/write this. by understanding this, it makes us more calmer as a person, and not worry about little things or even big things that happen through our life - this journey. but i was thinking if we are too relax or too calmer, it doesn't makes us human. and our life will be monotonous, no excitement. i am not saying that we shouldn't believe on the above, BUT what i am saying is, by knowing the above, whenever we feel sad, anxious or even happy, DO KNOW that all those feelings IF it is about other thing/person other than Allah swt, they are temporary. and... by saying these, we can/should enjoy the moment while we have it/them but at the same time, be prepared if Allah swt takes it away from us. 😌 

cinta fatamorgana

definition? love that does not exist becomes as though it exists. yeah thats what its all about. i watched this drama by not knowing the real understanding of the word. sounds so deep though. i got hooked with this drama since i was at home resting upon discharged from the hospital. i have never watched aeril acting and this was my 1st time. after watching a few episodes i like his selambaness and his face expressions that memang sampai kat jantung! and yes it is true what one of his fan wrote in his ig, he didnt need to be touchy to show his love towards his partner and yet as an audience, the message reached me.. i felt that they love each other in the drama. well done aeril and of course the rest of the casts. all actors and actress were good in that drama. syazuwan reminds me of my 1st boyfriend during my high school.. ahaha 😜
got to admit that this drama stresses me out too. i love the loving part of the drama but i hated the dengki mendengki part and also the part of kawin pak…

the day i got admitted

as of today, i am suffering (tak lah suffer sangat cuma payah nak menguap and makan - and when i am having short of breath, it's difficult for me to yawn to catch my breath) jaw locked for the past 2 weeks. been to GP twice but it is still there. so what happened was, i went to the second GP whom i knew the doctor personally and she referred me to the hospital. and since i am used to PCMC now, i requested to be referred there.
14 May 2018: i was passed to a total of 3 doctors on the same day 👀 not really complaining - just sharing. it is just a process of getting to the root of my problem. so, from Dato Dr Badrul, to Dr Kelvin and to Dr Yap supported by Dr Azlina. what are their specialties? feel free to look for the info at pcmc's website 😋 by the time i get to Dr Yap's clinic, my migraine has worsen.  in summary, apparently after talking to Dr Kelvin he wants to know if there is any infection in my heart which can be dangerous since i have 3 leakages in the valves? and…


lots of things happening around since my last posting. this is the first time that i actually paid detail attention to the GE14 or PRU14. i actually stayed up to know the results. queuing for 1 hour is fun when you stood there with your siblings and taking lots of pictures. and of course with the current politic situation, the mood is different? i dont know how to describe it. but it is different and most people wants change for the better. 
the result was shocking but expected at the same time. whatever it is, i hope and pray for a better malaysia in the future. insyaallah. since macam penat nak bebel panjang2, you all enjoy je lah the pictures taken during PRU14 ya. 


We lost our beloved MakLong, Hjh Arminah binti Ginen, yesterday (6 May 2018).

Other than my own mama, my Mak Long lah yang rajin membebel to me if i do/did anything wrong. Mak Long is also the one who will console me when things do not go right in my life. Hugging her and talking to her is like hugging and talking to my own mama. Yesterday Mak Long left us, I didn't get to hug Mak Long and see her face for the last time because Allah swt has arranged it that way. Somehow I just stood there frozen as I watched the last person kissed her. I could have requested to "wait.. I wanna kiss her too".. but.. perhaps Allah wants me to have the last memory when we were still laughing and joking happily during my sister's wedding. I love you Mak Long.. you will definitely be missed dearly. 😢😢

"Ya Allah, ampunilah dosanya, rahmatilah ia, selamatkanlah ia, maafkanlah ia, muliakanlah tempat persinggahannya, luaskanlah kuburannya, mandikanlah ia dengan air, salju, dan embun, …


project asal nak try to get more guys to try out this programme tapi somehow sambutan from guys tidak memberangsangkan. maybe because diorang nampak je zumba terus kecut ingatkan kena menari sedangkan dah letak situ not a dance. but it is okay :) kiranya rezeki siapa2 lain yang nak join this free session.

so if you have not registered yet please whatsapp me at my number shown in the poster.