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Avengers - Infinity War

i am a fan of all these superheroes.. marvel or dc, i like both i guess. honestly i might just get confuse with those two. kalau borak dengan joey sure aku kena marah/bebel dengan dia. joey ni kurang sabar sikit. kalau tanya lebih2 pun nanti dia marah. tapi aku selalu gelakkan dia jer. hehehe 😀 tu la satu2nya buah hati pengarang jantung aku - sorang2nya anak teruna. masalahnya.. well bukan la masalah sebenarnya tapi cabaran, dia ni banyak ikut rentak aku masa muda. so aku kena banyak la bersabar... macam tu la agaknya mama dengan ayah aku dulu. bezanya dulu adalah mama dengan ayah... sekarang ni, aku sorang je layan kerenah si joey tu. apa2 aku kena fikir sendiri.. nak discuss pun nak discuss dengan siapa? kann.. anyway, dah melalut posting aku ni. sebenarnya aku nak tulis pasal avengers.  as soon as tau movie ni keluar, joey dah tanya, "mama bila kita nak pergi tengok" si joey ni aku kena book awal2... itu pun dah ada kawan2 dia ajak dia pi tengok.. aku dah bagi dia '…

made of honour

it was a lazy sunday for me yesterday. it seems that all my plan (last minute anyway) went down the drain. there is no yoga for this sunday and next sunday so i decided to get out of bed later than usual. end up i got up really late. my mom had to show lah there were lempeng at her house. so i took my sambal ikan bilis and brought to my parents house. drop joey off to work at lrt setiawangsa. somehow, i felt so bored at my parents house so i released the 3 kittens! hahaha 😋😈 i am sure ginger, snowy and moana loved the freedom i gave them. 
then, i wanted to color my hair but my hairdresser was on leave, when i queried at klcc, it was gonna cost me rm600! no way i was gonna spend my hard earned money just for my hair!! then i wanted to do my facial, my beautician was also on off day... dayummm... the only lucky thing i got was to get the makcik urut to come over to the house for 2.5 hours of full body massage! yeehaa!! 💃 and after the body massage i decided to buy a movie from hypp…

The Struggle is Real - Part II

in details, continuation from my previous posting - oh wait before that, in general, every one's body works differently. your you lose or gain weight is different. in theory what can be the same is how age effects the losing and increasing of weight. 
so, i find myself really struggling especially when i am a rice person. i take in a lot in carbs and to explain myself its because i teach.. i need that for energy. tapi i tend to forget that whatever it is, if my body needs 1200 cal, that doesnt mean i need to achieve that 1200 cal coz if i want to lose weight, i should be eating less.. right? makes sense? somehow, my brain didn't work that way then. hmmm ok senang cerita why don't i share this article.
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The Struggle is Real

for some people memang tak kisah if anyone were to comment about their weight. it is either diorang betul2 tak kisah atau diorang pun dah tak larat nak manage their own weight. apa2 pun, aku kisah!! ye, aku kisah! kenapa aku kisah? sebab memang aku kisah lah. and yes memang aku sensitif pasal weight aku. so hari ni aku pun cari gambar2 lama time weight aku below 60kg (ye la kang tak leh gi fesyen show pulak kann kannn )
lain orang lain struggle dia and pada aku, my struggle is managing my weight. tahun lepas struggle aku lain - which was to choose between my studio and my apartment. so i leave it to Allah. yang mana Allah izinkan, yang itu aku follow. memang betul la apa2 pun bila leave it to Allah, ringan sikit beban kat bahu tu. last year punya cerita memang aku sayang studio aku, tapi bila dah berbulan aku struggle nak bayar, orang lain tak leh tolong pun. aku yang kena tolong settle sendiri. puas jugak aku korek sini kambus sini korek sana kambus sana. tanpa membebankan sesiapa. …

Rampage - My Review

i wanted to watch the movie because of Dwayne. without even asking if joey was free, i just booked 2 tickets for the movie. and told him after i have bought the tickets. and on the way to the cinema, he asked me, "why do you wanna watch the movie ma?" my answer was simple "Dwayne" 😁 and before the movie started joey siap brief i lagi...telling me that the movie tak logic as in jalan cerita tak logic. i told him, it doesnt matter coz i just wanna watch and enjoy the movie je. 
but kejap, side track kejap.. as joey and i walked after i parked my car... i saw his car!! berderau jugak la darah kejap, kut2 terbertembung dia tengah dating ke... just that at that point of time, i was confused with my own feelings at that point of time... do i want to see him with another girl - or do i not want to see him with another girl? but on another note, if i see him with a girl, maybe lagi senang kut to brush off my feelings for him. menaruh harapan tak de dah pun sekarang. isshh…

Rampage - errr...

see the title? but i changed my mind on writing about the movie... 😜


we often hear that our heart belongs to us hence we shall decide whatever, for the best of our heart - to take care of the only heart that was once, or maybe twice, or maybe more, broken. honestly i don't know where is this posting heading. as i am typing this, i can feel this pricking pain on my left chest. nor do i know if this is related to my posting today. anyway, i am listening to 'the best of sade' while typing this for you. i have been delaying my posting. and my usual excuse would be i have too many different things to share but it is all jumbled up?
M2J: i miss him dearly but i keep on telling my heart that he is not for me? i should have looked at myself in the mirror and tell myself, 'who am i kidding?' but perhaps slowly i am beginning to accept my fate. though currently, i just don't feel the same towards others like the way that i feel for him - just yet. maybe Allah swt has not open up other doors for me? so, i shall leave it all up to Him.. 


hari ni memang hari yang sangat membosankan. aku rasa macam setiap benda yang aku buat half way. sampaikan aku tak tau nak buat apa dah. mungkin sebab aku tak cukup tidur. balik nanti aku nak nap sekejap sebelum PT session aku pukul 8pm. and biasanya Trainer aku awal. memang dia tak kasi chan langsung. tak rasa ada yang produktif yang aku buat hari ni. owh except that pagi tadi pukul 450am kakak aku call sebab dia dah lembik sebab muntah2. so dalam pukul 5 lebih pagi aku pun pergi rumah dia. aku siap mandi semua and mula2 aku ingat nak ambik cuti tapi bila kakak aku dah kena admit, tak perlu aku stay kat hospital lagi. so aku pun pergi la kerja dengan jeans. malas nak menjawab soalan2 cepumas, aku pun cakap la sepatutnya aku cuti. agak2 la kut takkan tak leh timbangrasa kan. kalau aku balik rumah dulu, mau aku lambat sampai office. tapi kalau depan nak bising jugak, boleh je aku beli seluar lain kat nu sentral. hahaha😆 nampak tak alasan untuk shopping disitu. 
aku rasa aku rasa serb…

Congratulations Jwa & Zaidee

i have been busy for the past few weeks. actually my truly busy time started 1 month before the wedding. my youngest sister, N4 got married on 31st March 2018 to Zaidee. 😁
i remembered many years back during those times when N4 and i had fights, i told myself that i dont care about her anymore, i dont care if she was my sister and i said that when she gets married, i am not going to contribute anything or care about her wedding! lol 😈 i was really upset then. but when the time came for her to be married, i was one of those who gets excited! and what excites me more is i get to be her PA and her Floor Manager to ensure that the event flows smoothly. 
N4 is the last in the family to be married and she has all these ideas to do all according to the Javanese tradition that even I did not think of. From the Adat Bersiram (during my time we would just had all those mandi bunga in the bathroom!), Adat Suap Nasi Tumpeng and followed with Malam Berinai.  I think it was really a fun wedding …