she tries to make herself busy. she contacted everyone that she knows just to fill up her time. as it is she is already a very busy person but there is still something amiss in her daily routine. she tries not to think of him but how can she not she her heart is with him. she tries to think of other positive things. she tries not to focus on that but the memories keep on coming back. is that what it is going to be now? just memories? it is too much, and she is suffering so bad, too bad that she didn't think that this is going to happen this year at least. has she really fallen too deep for him? but, there is nothing between the two of them. confused. yeah confused now. can someone who is not a couple missing the other so much that it hurts.