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you owe me nothing

i was already asleep actually but somehow without saying proper goodnight won't put me to a sort of real sleep. if this could be a series of love drama, it could be a hit. 😊

you, have been the sweetest thing (well you are not a thing, per say but figure of speech thingy? 😁) that has happened to me for the past few weeks or maybe months. when i thought that i could never get to feel this way again. when i almost lost hope on feeling cheerful - or looking forward for the day that i could smile this wide - or even grin! well, you are right you can be moody and as the day goes by you taught me how to handle you 😛
as i go through my journey of life, i learned to put Him first in my heart. and it is true i supposed that when you put your trust in Him and His plan, you will feel your shoulder lighter than before. every day is another step forward to your Creator. i may not seemed to be pious to most people but this is the way of life that i choose to live in. 
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i had to

i was so sad that you were upset. i am sorry but i had to do what i had to do. things have changed between us. you decided on the changes, not me. and you said that we both had to either leave our lives, or live our life. both ways means more or less the same. i know i am dependent on you still. i don't know how i will work it out with some things.. with the house payment and all. but insyallah, Allah is with me and things will work out fine. there will be a way. i have Him to help me out. sooner or later i will have to be on my own anyway.

and at the point that you already have her in your life - you will not need the privileges that i have been giving you anyway. i am not upset that you have her in your life. i am just upset with myself for having the hope that you will return. i misunderstood all the signals.

i feel bad for having to do what i had to do. but i need to be able to do this alone. cut you off totally. as i cannot live with your shadows around me anymore. it just hu…

stay with me

i dont know what to put for the title and i dont know where to start. see, nampak sangat macam banyak sangat nak bebelnya kan? well as i am typing this.. the girls are just back from their circuit training at the lake garden. today is sort of my off day. well not really off day. maybe i will join UJAM later at my studio.

right now i dont feel like going back yet. i was watching this short drama on you tube. thanks to #bff lah kan. he introduced to me this production. although its kinda like school drama acting, but the message most of the time just hits me. or perhaps, it hits some of you - if you can relate to the story.

yesterday he gave me 1 story - 7 episodes i think. and today i discovered another story with 4 episodes. hanging posting i am doing right now, right?

you know, i finally believe that when you actually give in and leave it to Allah, you will see that light at the end of the tunnel. when you just open your heart, to love again, things will be so beautiful right in fron…