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Sunday, August 28, 2016

Good Bye My Princess



Sending my daughter off for her to pursue her studies was a very emotional moment. i have been in a denial state of mind for a few weeks before her departure. and with the changes of flight date made it quite a chaos.

well anyway, save all the details. but this weekend was a very busy weekend with me almost everyday to be at the airport.

i am writing this while i am on the plane to jogja, the 2nd half of my jogja trip. hehehe :D my flight was delayed for more than 1 hour because a passenger was not well and cancelled flying with us. our 945am flight only took off at 10.50am!

babies started to become restless and so were the toddlers. the air pressure must be torturing the baby's ears. i can imagine..

whenever i think of lisa, my eyes started to fill with tears. i will need a few days to adjust to this. honestly i am so not in the mood to be at the office. i have so much work waiting once i am back.

i could not sleep well last night. keep on waking up. slept with lisa's sweater and i cried. **sigh** can i survive this for the next 4 years?

was glad when she messaged me when she arrived in abu dhabi. and talking to her on video call. i don't know.. she is my calming effect. she is also my best-est friend ever. now that she is not here.. i just felt like some part of me is empty. no one would be there to nag at me anymore :D err yeah.. she can be a 'mummy' at times.

lisa.. wherever you are right now, please know that you are always in my prayers.. and i pray that you will be safe.. Allah swt will take care of you.. study smart.. enjoy yourself and gain as much experience as you can. goshhhh.. here i am .. crying again..

Saturday, August 27, 2016

Prambanan Temple and Ramayana Prambanan Ballet

Yup... this is the trip that i planned few months back. this weekend is a crazy busy weekend for me and friends, and family and office colleagues. not gonna dwell into office work coz not in the mood. hahaha nampak sgt double standard di situ.

i think i am going to post separately according to the places that we went. it will be better and more focused? and i am sorry about the grammer... present tense past tense future tense whatever... i wanna type fast.. :p enjoy... muaahhh :*

okay anyway, my gf came from germany which we have planned earlier for a girls trip to jogja. she spent 1 night at our place and the next day we flew to jogja together. it is so fun that we planned to wear the same outfit whenever we can :D i always tell myself that i really need to update my blog often but ... well... busy busy busy... let's just share whatever i can ok.
kaiser drove us to the airport :) tq :*

that's us before we board the plane :D
the first thing that we did when we arrive, we went to prambanan ballet. i saw this in the internet and i put it as one of the places/event that i want to visit for my next jogja trip. it was really good. we bought the VIP seats so that we get to sit right smack in the middle and with the best view. the theater was outdoor. it gets windy towards end of the show. the story is about ramayana & sita the love story.



the next morning we went to the prambanan temple itself. it was really amazing & beautiful. kate has goosebumps looking at the temple. we actually went into almost every one of the small temples too. i just cannot describe the experience. you must go there and experience the place yourself. and you wanna go, do let me know coz i can arrange for you :) heheheh :D




Advice for 1st time Traveler
For those who wishes to visit Candi Prambanan, take more than half day to be there if you wish to go into detail and to enter every one of the beautiful & artistic temples. Actually there were a few other temples in the vicinity and you might need a lift from the transport provided (with payment) or if you wish to walk, you can do so too. 

stay tuned coz next coming up is about Goa Pindul adventure and the river on tubes!!

Monday, August 15, 2016

dengue fever is no joke

today is the 4th day that kaiser is admitted in the hospital for dengue fever. it was a painful experience for him. watching his platelet reduced from 148 to the lowest 38, his red flushed body and rashes, ulcers in his mouth.. **sigh** i can only pray and assist him whenever i can. accompanied him at the hospital most of the time. he became so weak, lost his appetite and i am sure he lost a lot of weight which he hates so much.

sometimes he gets nausea.. and feels like vomiting. he will be dependent on the medication to help him through the days. the funny part was when he was trying his luck to bluff the doctor on sunday. when the doctor arrived he said he was feeling good. but the result of the blood test showed him otherwise :D well... nice try sayang... hehhehe :D

i took him out after the 2nd day he was admitted because he was feeling bored already stuck in his room. today on the 4th day, he said he doesn't have the energy to get out of his room. and... being him, he refused to be pushed on a wheelchair.

really hope that he will recover soon. he needs to work he says.. no work no money :/ which i understand.. but he is not in the best of health right now.

insyaallah, he will be better... please pray for kaiser..

Tuesday, August 9, 2016

Monday, August 8, 2016

my way, my choice, non of your business

thinking about how people just want to poke their nose in someone's private life stories. i have my own story to live with or live in. you will find that this posting is about me blabbering. syukur alhamdulillah i have been receiving many readers lately. i do not know why. but alhamdulillah. i know there are some people out there are so curious about my personal or love life. i am no celebrity that you wanna poke your nose into my business. i do get furious when people who hardly keep in contact were to ask me or even any of my siblings if my husband is still around. what is it to you whether or not i have a husband?

there used to be questions like people asked if my husband prays. and who are you or gives you rights to even ask if he prays. does he or me, needs to report to you whether or not he prays? yes, i am pissed. and you know what pissed me more? the bitch that i had to face yesterday. and how much she thinks that she is cute or adorable. owwhh just F$#5 off... BUT...BUT..there i was with my smile until one moment when i cannot stand it anymore and i just had to throw it at kaiser. kaiser was blur at first what i was talking about. and when i told him off, i can see that he was even afraid to look at that bitch. i know i cannot control certain things, but as long as when he is with me, you bitch get the F@#$ off my territory. yeahh i was upset!

***breathe in... breathe out...***

and, whether or not i wanna let go .. or whomever i wanna be with - is also non of your business. thank you for your concern but the way that you think you really know what is my future gonna be, is so damn annoying.


Monday, August 1, 2016