okay, nothing to do with monday blues... i am just so fcuked up... sorry for the language... simply blaming myself for doing everything the last minute. and being so fickle minded about certain stuff... and also for trusting people which i rarely do when it comes about business. or was it because i have been dealing with that person and it has been okay. due to this, i have come to a conclusion, sometimes, because of life pressure and money, people tend to lose it... as in, it may cause them to not being honest? am i upset? beyond upset... more of i should learn from it. hmmmm... just remember... rezeki biar dari yang halal.