Thursday, September 29, 2011

my hubby's fav : kaiserschmarrn

that's kaiser with his kaiserschmarrn in germany
i learned how to eat this last year when i was in germany with kaiser... there were many varieties of kaiserschmarrn actually... we ate the one at the octoberfest, then in austria - where the cafe owner made it specially for us [at that time i thought it was so difficult to do :p] and the best was the one at the lake when we met up with thomas & uta. (my bro in law & his wife). so when we came back, kaiser was hinting so that i learn how to make kaiserschmarrn... so.. after a few weeks i googled the recipe, and for a while it became our sunday food.. kaiserschmarrn day :) i think i should start again ;) btw here's the recipe that i got from the internet.. and has this in my kitchen :)

  • 1/4 cup raisins
  • 1/4 cup rum [in our case, we do not put this ingredient :)]
  • 1 cup whole milk
  • 5 eggs
  • 1/4 cup white sugar
  • 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract
  • salt
  • 1 cup all-purpose flour
  • 2 tablespoon butter
  • 1 tablespoon butter, melted
  • 1/4 cup confectioners' sugar, plus more for dusting
  • plum preserves for serving
  1. In a small bowl, combine raisins with rum and let soak 30 minutes then drain.
  2. In a medium mixing bowl, beat together the milk, eggs, white sugar, vanilla, and salt. Gradually whisk in the flour to make a smooth batter. Stir in the drained raisins.
  3.  In a large skillet melt 2 tablespoons butter over medium heat. Pour the batter into the skillet and cook 5 to 6 minutes, or until the pancake has set and the bottom is golden brown. Turn over the pancake and cook 3 minutes, or until this side is also golden brown. Using a spatula or two forks, tear the pancake into bite-size pieces. Drizzle in the melted butter and sprinkle with confectioners' sugar. Turn up the heat to medium high and use a spatula to gently toss the pieces for 5 minutes, or until the sugar has caramelized. Sprinkle with additional confectioners' sugar and serve with plum preserves.

yes.. thank you :)

thank you Allah for a wonderful family that i have..
thank you Allah for the strength that You give me to go through all these ordeal..
and last but not least... thank you management for allowing us, the employees who are also normal human beings to the access of blogspot...

Sunday, September 25, 2011

top hat restaurant - my personal review

i have tonnes of things to do.. but i must write this review ok.. please..please..please... :) simply because i believe as customers, we need to give feedback so that they will improve. 

my daughter was invited to a birthday party for her friend's younger brother who turned 2 year old in september 2011. i accompanied my daughter since my meeting was cancelled. this was the 1st time i visited top hat restaurant after they have moved and changed management.. or perhaps, being bought over.. 

when we arrived, i was stunned by the decor of the restaurant. made me feel like i am entering an english movie set or something. it was nice and cosy, and inviting. nothing much to comment about until almost the end of the party. 

the party was supposed to end at 6pm (as per invitation), somehow by 5pm, there were no more drinks. not refilled... the jugs were taken away from the buffet area. and i heard the Mr A asking the waiters where are the drinks. one of the waiter looked at Mr A and shook his head like telling 'no more' Mr A asked again.. and he said "dah habis". so Mr A ordered more... "Tadi saya order lagi, kenapa tak buat lagi?" and at this moment, the waiter actually 'menjeling' and Mr A and went to make more drinks i believe.. gosh... i feel like pulling the waiter's eyes out.. and tell him, if you don't want to work here, then leave.. that is not the way to attend to your customer!! 

if i was the host, i would have made a complaint to the manager or at least the owner, because during that party, there was 1 lady leading the team. 

  • date of visit: 24th Sept 2011
  • location: jalan stonor, kuala lumpur.
  • place: beautiful, it is one of the old bungalows.
  • decor: cosy, beautiful, exclusive created nice ambiance for customers.
  • cleanliness: very clean :) thumbs up.
  • service: waiters should be more friendly and serve with smiles on their faces rather than like they are being forced to work there. 
  • price: i have no idea but looking at their website, seems quite reasonable.
  • food: the signature singapore pie was there, but i was not a fan, so i did not try that one. the quiche was nice and so was the mee goreng.
will i recommend people to go there? yes, you can try... will i come back? i think most probably yes..  but, the waiters need to be told and must improve!! 

p/s: i don't know why it was highlighted.. but ahh what the heck... just read lah...

the cute birthday boy :) 

the above pics are taken from my phone camera... sorry about the quality ya.. :)

Thursday, September 22, 2011

isn't it wonderful to just sit back and relax?
but it'll be boring for me to not be doing anything
do you know that the more things i need to do .. the more i'll blog or blabbb or be on facebook?
or was it just an excuse?
can you help me?
errmm no... you can't...
what should i do first?
i have like more than 10 tasks to do here..
i know which is priority but do you know which one is? 
what am i blabbering about?
why am i not hungry?
it is almost lunch time?
what is wrong with me?
am i worried of something? errmm... i think so..
will i be making the right decision?
maybe i should just chill till the time comes.. :) 

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

ma, whats your favorite flower?

that was the question joey asked me tonight just before we enter the house porch.

joey: ma, what is your fav flowers?
me: *smile* orchids
joey: hmm
me: well i used to love roses when i was much younger.. simply because i love to receive roses from my boyfriend.
joey: roses dies faster.
me: yeah.. after awhile, sayang pulak roses...after a few days, it'll die.. that's why then i like orchids :)
joey: that's why your love doesn't last.
me: huh?? what do you mean?

joey: *with a smile on his face* your love die faster like the roses.. that's why you have many boyfriends .. hehehe
me: ehh?? yea right where did you get that from?
joey: hehehe :D wanna know what's MY fav flower?
me: yeah.. what's your favorite flower?
joey: tulips *smile & nod his head* yeupp... i like tulips.
me: ohh.. hmmm

and i did not get the chance to ask joey, why he likes tulips.

i am tired, at the end of the day, choice is yours

malas sebenarnya nak masuk topik ni... cakap lebey2 kaghang orang menyampah.. tapi isu ni masih lagi berlegar2 kat kepala hotak akaq ni... isu 'brand' ni lah... apa lagi... sementelah akaq ni dah ala2 jual handbag terus dari kilang kan.. kena la tempias2 nya... :P kalau akaq cakap pasal isu ni dengan kaiser... dia memang akan diam dan geleng kepala.. cuba kita tanya persoalan ni... 
  • sebenarnya.. kita ni pakai untuk siapa? 
  • untuk kita ke, atau untuk impress orang2 yang di sekeliling kita? 
  • apa kita dapat kalau kita impress orang lain?
  • sanggup tuh bayar bulan2... :P 
  • untuk kepuasan hati berbelanja selepas kita achieve sesuatu?? [yang ini akaq setuju lah]
pada sesetengah orang, memang isu ni sangat sensitif... simply sebab diorang beli kat butik2.. dan harganya amat lah tinggi.. maka2 barang2 tu 'barangan mewah' bak kata orang kan.. cuma nya.. alaaahai.. malas la akaq nak ulang... beli atau tidak kan terletak pada hak pengguna... kenapa nak boikot orang yang jual? kenapa nak boikot orang2 yang pakai? akaq tak paham lah... kalau ya pun dia pakai barangan terus dari kilang... jahat ke orang tu? dia ada pinjam duit engkau ke dia nak beli? ke... engkau bengang sebab dia pakai barang dari kilang (yang hampir sebijik macam barang engkau yang beli kat butik tuh) tapi dia nampak bergaya jugak? 

dalam dunia ni ada macam2 jenis orang, tak dinafikan.. tapi biar lah orang dengan kehendak diorang.. ada orang sumpah2 tak akan beli barang dari kilang atau yang dikatakan ikut grade2 nih.. takut jatuh saham katanya.. tapi tu lah... back pada persoalan di atas...apa kisah orang pikir? diorang bagi engkau makan ke? 

penat la nak pikir pasal ni... tapi sebab dah kena batang hidung akaq kan.. pikir lah gak.. sampai akaq borak dengan member.. ok lah.. petang ni gak akaq nak gi butik anak pak kob.. atau tok ci, atau mak da, atau tok v.. nak beli gak sebijik.. tapi.. pikir2 balik untuk apa?? akaq nak proof apa? dan pada siapa? ishh penat lah... pastu akaq gak yang nyesal spend banyak sangat sampai ribu raban, just to bukak mata depa kata, akaq boleh je beli kat butik tuh.. ek eleh... poyo! 

aisya cepat sembuh ya..

in my routine busy days at the office i received this email. i did not read it immediately as i have other things that needs my attention. but knowing the sender well who always get the interesting stories to share.. i stopped doing my work for a while and read thru the email... oh dear.... this is so sad... feel so sorry for aisya... :'( it must have hurt like hell!! ouuchhh... let's pray and doa together for a speedy recovery.. below is copied from the email. for further updates, you may check the original blog. 

Sesungguhnya aku sampai skg macam tak percaya benda ni happened sekelip mata. Memang totally bodoh la mamat waiter tu sekali bodoh dengan owner kedai yg menabur janji palsu. Melayu buat melayu. Damn melayu. Bravo man!

Outing dinner with my family. Aisya sat in the baby chair. Baby chair IKEA white tu. So by the time food sampai. Time tu waiter bwk fried rice on left hand, and hot tomyam on right hand, WITHOUT A TRAY! . Aku ni pn kalau masak maggi nak makan kt depan sambil tengok TV pn bwk pakai dua tangan okeh. Then just put the fried rice first on the table and bila dia letak hot tomyam tu. Aku budget tangan dia mesti dah tak balance bwk bowl tu sebab sup dah la penuh pastu bowl besar lagi.. Sekali bila dia letak, terus slip, fall totally and only to Aisya. 

What u can expect that time?

Aku panik gila! Aku tak tau nak buat apa. Then my hubs terus angkat dia bwk pegi sinki. Curah atas air pili. Sambil aku pn menyimbah2 sekali. Sambil Aisya non-stop meraung! Pastu ada plak ntah siapa yg trying to help la. Bwk telur, pecahkan telur atas badan Aisya. Bwk air batu letak atas Aisya. Pastu ada kedai lain pn datang letak minyak habatussauda atas badan Aisya. But it doesn't help at all. Aisya still crying out loud!

We straight away headed to KPJ Sec 20, Shah Alam. Aku punya menangis tak payah cerita la. Macam gaya dah hilang anak. Blh gila! Dengan service KPJ frankly speaking lembab nak mampus. Relax2, cool2, budget nak bagi aku tenang. Kepala hotak dia la anak aku dah melalak takde suara, takde air mata. The best part the doctor instructed nurse itu ini, begitu begini, tp tak pegang anak aku langsung. Touch la patient at least u know la kan. Memang keje aku ni membodohkan org sebab semuanya tak ada akal!

Then terus discharged sebab doc kata keadaan Aisya tak kritikal. Just bagi paracetamol. Then blh datang on Monday la for appointment. Lagi aku menyirap dah! Pehh..! Memang ni tak blh jadi. Aku pn rasa macam tak sedap hati jek. So me and hubs discuss kejap and we decided the doctor siapkan referral letter utk di bawa ke Pantai Specialist malam tu jugak.

Sampai PMC dekat pukul 11pm. After bukak balik balutan KPJ buat tu and letak ubat sikit and re-balut, doctor standby said dia tak blh decide apa2 buat masa skg. Dia kne refer this case pada Pakar Bedah dan Pakar Kanak-Kanak. Ok fine aku faham itu bukan bidang dia and at least bagus la sebab ada initiative nak menyelamatkan anak aku ni. The next day tu adalah Sunday okeh. But still arrangement dorg buat with doctor blh datang on Sunday tu.

Next day hantar Adre to my parents hse and headed to PMC. Pakar Bedah tunggu kitorg sikit punya lama sebab janji pkl 9am tp sampai 1 hour later. Nampak tak commitment doctor tu. Macam tu aku confident la. Then discuss punya discuss Dr. Manoh bagi 2 option. Satu kne dressing everyday yg menyakitkan, lambat baik, lambat physio, tp murah sikit la. Dua kne undergo an operation, put an artificial skin, cepat baik, blh cepat pergi physio tp costly. Aku time tu cuma fikir nak anak pulih sediakala so aku pilih option 2 as option tu pn yg terbaik. And as doctor advise jugak la.. Tp dia plak kata time tu kne tunggu opinion Pakar Kanak-Kanak plak. So Aisya memang dah di-assigned dengan Dr. Ganesa since lahir so after 1/2 an hour doc pn datang. Gedebak gedebuk discuss itu ini terus kne admit. Cuma ward penuh aku tunggu 2-3 jam jugak la kt waiting room. Tp sebab waiting room comfort habis siap ada astro so no complaint.

Sunday tu admit masuk antibiotik, masuk painkiller supp and bukak balutan biar dia expose. Tak ada terkatup jek. Aisya stayed in single room isolation. Dr. Ganesa sendiri yg requested the room from admission. Malam tu drip air and last milk will be before 5am. Operation adalah pkl 9am esoknya. So Aisya kne puasa. Tp huru-hara jugak la sebab dia dah biasa bf. Asal lebih kurang 5-6am macam tu dia dah menyondol2 cari punca makanan dan minuman. Kesian gila aku tengok. Nak jek aku sumbat tp nanti operation jadi bukan2 naya plak aku kne marah. So cekalkan jek la hati tengok anak berlapar.

Monday, alhamdulillah operation lebih kurang 2 hours was successful. Aku kne salin baju macam pekeje OT utk masuk bilik pemulihan tenangkan Aisya sebelum transfer ke ward. Time tu hancur luluh lagi hati tengok anak aku terlantar menggigil2 sejuk sampai selimut pn bergetar dengan oxygen dengan menangis kesakitan dalam tak sedar tu macam aaa.. aaa.. aaa.. She's just 7 months ok! Kesian Aisya! :(

Aku zikir kt telinga Aisya sambil gosok2 badan dia, tangan dia. Ok jugak la dia calm down. Aku tau benda tu sakit. Sakit tak tertanggung utk baby macam dia. The procedure was dead skin semua kne buang and ganti with an artificial skin. It's a collagen from usus kambing biri-biri. Then later slowly new skin will develop under the artificial skin. Artificial skin tu akan jatuh sendiri la umpama macam salin kulit. But just imagine macam jari2 Aisya tu satu2 kne buang kulit and balut baru and hujung jari telunjuk Aisya bengkok sikit. Maybe sebab masa tomyam tu tumpah terlalu panas sampai effect kt hujung jari. 

Aku memang tak blh terima..

Then Aisya transferred to HDU ward utk pemantauan and next day dah masuk ward biasa. Ahamdulillah Aisya ok. Tp merengek, menangis, meraung sampai serak2 suara until today. Cuma night before discharged to jek dia tdo lena. Aku? Memang penat. Penat mental sebab sakit hati sekali. Penat jaga anak takpe la sebab dia baby apa yg dia tau. Nak cakap tempat mana yg sakit pn tak reti..

Janji owner restaurant tu nak datang visit adalah 2 kali janji tp tak datang. Hello come-on ok. Aisya stayed for 6 days at hospital tak kan la takde 1 hari yg free utk concern pasal budak ni sedangkan the next day after Aisya kne tu laki aku dah jumpa dia discuss nak settle macam mana. He only think it was an accident. Ok fine for me! Tp ia adalah juga negligence yg tak patut berlaku. Your waiter should follow the procedure how to serve customer with the right way. Apa bangang sangat pergi serve hot dishes near to baby and without a tray? Sekali pn kalau Aisya sentuh dia at that time, still aku tetap tak salahkan anak aku sebab baby 7 bulan ada akal ke??? Aku pn for sure tak sempat nak tarik anak aku time tu coz things happen very fast. Only in a second!

Sakit hati aku sebab dia tak nak kerjasama and the best thing aku rasa dia takde perikemanusiaan langsung. Semua org kalau tengok gambar Aisya macam tak blh terima keadaan anak aku tu. Macam tak sepatutnya things like this happened. Tp aku tak faham owner restaurant tengok gambar tak feel apa2 ke?

Aku bukan kemaruk nak duit pn. Money is not everything BUT EVERYTHING IS MONEY!!. Now aku kne amik unpaid leave utk jaga Aisya 1 to 1. Tak bergaji dah menjadi masalah aku. Dah la tu kne duduk aircond 24 hours. Bill confirm mencanak2 naik. Banyak la cost yg tak tertanggung. Belum masuk hidden cost. 

At least sebagai seorg manusia yg ada tanggungjawab tunjuk kan la keprihatinan. Kalau tak ada feedback yg jelas.. Tengok jek la nanti what i can do.. 

U know where is CILI MERAH SEC. 9 SHAH ALAM...

get well soon dear aisya!

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Monday, September 19, 2011

be a productive housewife

before i proceed, i do not mean to look down upon housewives. honestly it takes real courage to stay home and takes care of children and the house. whatever i write here is solely my own opinion, and perhaps from how or what i see that is happening around me? :) this may not be an advice, but just what i think... haaa punya la banyak explanation kat atas tu before i actually started to write on this topic. 

there are some women who when they became a housewife, they started to talk about errmm.. unproductive issues.. some may be about other people, which most of them are bad stuff.. good stuff ada jugak but very minimal. and they will start to think -ve about a lot of things.. orang ni buat tak kena...orang tu buat tu salah.. macam dia je yang betul. and ada jugak yang the daily schedule dah jadik tunggang terbalik... i believe you need to arrange your schedule properly to be a healthy & productive housewife. :) 

to be fair, not all housewives turn out to be like the above... some can be very successful entrepreneur at the same time... good at sports and managed their time well.. despite having children...young children. they still have time to look beautiful and attractive for their hubby :) 

so i guess i would choose to be the second one... but then again... i can never be a housewife kut.. coz, i just can't stay home.. i need to be on the move.. :p but... i want to be able to cook like azlita :) 

miss her updates

one of the blogs that i would read daily... somehow, she must have been busy with her classes etc.. that she has not been updating.. just want her to know, that i miss reading her blog :P heheheh :D hope she doesn't mind me putting her pic here :P
kalau tak bagi, i kuarkan kay... :P

quality sunday :)

sunday started very well for me... prepared pancakes for joelis and myself for breakfast... then i washed some clothes... sun was out... wonderful.. had to really arrange the day so that i can make the most out of it :) sent joey for his drum class... lisa went with him, and while waiting for joey, i went to the gym... after more than 2 months not going!! i was breathless.. argghh... but needed to push myself to do it. now that i lost so much weight, i hope to really toned up my body easier :) okay... so what did i do yesterday? 

i was on the treadmill for err.r.. 15 minutes :P wasn't really running.. coz i can't run :P ok ok... ran a lil bit... say 1 or 2 minutes and walked again :P then i did some exercises for the back muscle, i chose upper body.. coz i know if i were to do lower body.. i will have problem to wear my heels the next day :P hmmm kaiser coached me for biceps, triceps and some chest exercises... goshh... i can't feel my arm after that... but i was glad that i did went to the gym :) below are some exercises that i did yesterday... sorry couldn't get other pics.. :P 

and... i cooked dinner :) at first.. i was feeling so weak after the gym session... was thinking... should not have offered to cook... but then again, when was the last time i cooked? :) so.. after fetching joelis and we had lunch at wangsa walk mall, we went to do groceries. bought dory as requested by lisa.. and some tofu and vege for the rest of us. promoting healthy food here :) by the time we got home, around 330pm, i was really flat... went upstairs and took a nap... joey was so cute, he came into my room and wrapped me up with the comforter.. hahhhaha LOL :D i looked something like the pic shown, just that i was in my cosy bed :D ngeee... 

got up around 6.15pm... took a shower... went to the kitchen and started preparing dinner :) everything steam... no oil at all! my aim was to get dinner ready by 730pm coz i know kaiser will be hungry by then.. :) i wanted to decorate the vege just like at the hotel.. or at least like one of the blogger who decorates her food well.. heh heh :D anyway... kaiser and joelis loved the dinner i prepared :) both kaiser and joey tambah nasi!! :) hmmmm... i am glad i cooked :)) 
err... sorry can't do much with the dory :P
this one i loike.. :) 

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

bread pudding ~ my way ;)

hehehhe :D gelak dulu boley tak? ok ok... jangan marahhh... the reason why i gelak, is because i dont remember who taught me how to do the bread pudding... what i know, i love to eat bread pudding, so one day, i learned how to do it.. but after a few times trying, i sort of know how to play around with it so that it suits to my tasting.. i always like a soft version of bread pudding and not too sweet because the custard sauce later will be sweet :) and to tell you the truth, i have not made bread pudding for ages!!! last i remembered when i was still living with my ex-husband in tmn krmt... see how long has that been??? so, here goes... the latest one was when i did for my own open house. these were what i used for the bread pudding ok...

ingredients for the pudding:

  • 2 loafs of jumbo bread - gardenia (nak sedap kena la pakai brand mahal sket.. coz dah sedia rasa mcm lemak2 & the bread is not dry)
  • 1 loaf butter scotch bread - gardenia gak lah.. :P (sajer nak bagi campur2 perisa)
  • 1/4 butter (each portion)
  • sugar - secukup rasa... agak2 lah
  • 1/2 cover - vanilla essence
  • 2L - low fat milk (you can use full cream if you want) 
  • 2 eggs
  • chunked almond
process: (cheywahh mcm buat ISO la pulak kan... al maklumla.. tukang buat procedure kat ofc.. gini lah jadiknya)
  • tear the bread into pieces, place in a tray. mix with the butter scotch bread if you want. 
  • soak with milk until the bread is drowned with milk. do not press the bread, just let it freely drowned.. (alahai how to say aahh..?) 
  • meanwhile, beat butter + sugar + eggs until they are mesraaa... :P 
  • add vanilla essence
  • mix them all together with the soaked bread
  • tabur the almond
  • put in the oven 180C for 30mins - 45mins
for the custard sauce:
  • 2L low fat milk
  • 3 teaspoon custard powder
  • water
  • vanilla essence
  • sugar [secukup rasa]
  • boil milk
  • add custard powder with some water
  • when milk is boiled, add custard mixture and stir until the sauce shines
  • add vanilla essence


Monday, September 12, 2011

our 1st open house 2011

..after many2 years having open house at my parents' place, this year, we had our own.. food was delicious.. coming from my mom's kitchen ;) it was fun looking at our guests enjoying the food .. menu was laksa penang & nasi tomato with ayam masak merah + ayam goreng rempah... and by 130pm... food is finishing.. alamak... panic attack.. hahaha :D LOL... called my mom.. and she was preparing the 3rd menu... nasi impit + kuah masak!! thank you mama... you are the best!!

was it kalut? ure demm right it was at the earlier stage... challenges... masyaAllah... but after guests came.. alhamdulillah, we are getting the hang of it.. next time...(cheywaaahh) it'll be better :) most importantly, guests enjoyed the food :) enjoy the pics... some of the guests who came that day... my own camera?? hmm towards the end, we did snap some picture.. and guess what, we forgot to take our own family photo in our own house! hmmmm :(

kaiser & his guests

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

RSVP = please respond

haaa ni mokcik nak habaq mai... gegham betui dgn masyarakat kita ni... ehh jap... sebelom tu, kalau slang mokcik ni bercampur baur..soghy yehh... tetiba rasa nak merapu dgn telor tah haper haper.. janji point sampai! ok..ok... back to reality...

i think this is common among malaysians.. i don't know about other countries lah..whenever there is an invite, they will seldom reply to inform whether they are coming or not. macam tak de courtesy langsung. bukan payah pun kalau nak tekan button reply ke.. or sms just to say yes or no ke.. depa buat diam jer.. and expect organiser to terkedek2 nak kena tanya balik.. there are reasons why invitation comes with RSVP..kan... ermm wait.. do you actually know what it means? itulah omputih nak pakai, kita pun nak pakai... if you ask me, asalnya, i couldn't be bothered to know what it really means, cuma yang aku tau, maknanya, 'bagilah jwpan dol!!' :P ok, ni aku dah carikkan kat wikipedia..
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so anyway, ni la perangai masyarakat kita yang aku rasa kalau aku ckp lebih2.. orang kata aku kasar bahasa... tapi ye lah.. mcm tak bertamadun & bertimbangrasa. kita nak jwpn bukan bermaksud kita desperate ke apa, cuma nak buat anggaran.. every event tu kan ada anggaran & budget... tak kisah la event tu besar ke kecik ker.. 

lagi satu, jawapan common untuk tidak akan hadir adalah maybe atau insyaAllah... hmmm this one, selalunya patut anggap lah tak datang, coz kununnya adat melayu,  tak mau orang tersinggung kalau cakap 'no' maka, bagi lah jawapan as 'maybe' atau 'tentative'... hmmm manusia2... 

so lepas ni, hopefully you readers, kalau ada jemputan, sila lah berikan jawapan sejujurnya ye.. tak baik nyusahkan orang.. :)