this is it!

after a very long consideration, i guess today was my last draw... and today i have decided with what i have planned. i guess when God says that is the best for me, that IS the best for me. i shall take up whatever challenges. could this be a new avenue for me? and will it be as bright? no one will know but God. of course i will pray that this is the right decision and choice for me. for the sake of my kids and i... insyaAllah, i will be alright :) pray for me yaaah...