thinking aloud

right now if you ask me, i miss kaiser... i wanna be in his arm right now where he can make me feel better and calm... well, not at all entirely, but i just wanna lie in bed and hug him :( or more of i want him to hug me. 

it doesnt matter anymore... nothing matter anymore i supposed when you have done so much and it is not being appreciated.

hmmm i think later i wanna take joelis out after iftar... wanna bring them to eat the bread pudding that i had last night.. hmmm it was yummy.... so soft... and not too sweet :))