Wednesday, July 27, 2011

10 artis wanita tercantik pakai tudung

i dont really like to write about artists... dont wanna get into trouble .. heheh :D who knows.. but then again, i like to see them.. the beautiful stuff about them lah... and here is the latest...

i wish i can have a way to wear tudung like them and still look nice... errmm ok ok.. i know that was for the wrong reason.. but, i wanna...

family portrait at Tg Jara

i am diverting my stress to something more meaningful for me.. it makes me smile whenever i look at this album. it portrays how much being closed in a family means a lot. kids may complained during the photoshoot, but at the end of the day, they posed nicely ie. mood, act... etc :) which made me happy.. thank you love.. :) :) despite all the whatever feelings that you have behind the scene ;) hehehe :D

there are more in my fb photo album. that is if you are my friend ;) heh heh :D

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Monday, July 25, 2011

Friday, July 22, 2011


naper aku letak gambar ni ekk?? tapi dia hensem :P
tiap-tiap hari aku akan menjenguk blog aku sendiri. dok pikir, bila la aku nak update dengan cerita ceriti taik mata buat inti... hehehe :D citer2 aku pi project aware kat redang (dah basi), citer aku pi tg jara dgn laki and anak2.. semua tu tak terbuat, gara2 melayan project kat opis ni... memerah otak nak settle benda ni sampai jayanya.. walaupun hati ni dah retak.. aku tak kan mengaku kalah. walaupun orang cabar kebolehan aku.. cuma aku nak cakap lah tahap kesabaran manusia tu ada had nya.. kadang2 kalau manusia geram (bukan marah ye), apa2 boleh terjadik... terkangkang lah ko sorang2 kat situ.. ko ngadap la semua kalau ko ingat ko teraa sangat.. *sigh*... aku tersangat letih... bukan apa.. minda aku letih.. otak aku letih...

tapi, malam tadi best... errmm infact dah beberapa hari ni aku terasa macam laki aku sayang sangat kat aku.. hmm aku pelik jugak tapi tak nak la pikir bukan2 kan... bersyukur je dah lah... macam malam tadi.. (sorry citer dalam bilik pulak - bukan detail pun.. ) laki aku ni kan ala2 control perasaan dia.. setakat nak dapat dia peluk2 aku ni memang sangat payah lah.. tapi malam tadi dia peluk aku sampai aku terlena.. tapi diganggu oleh panggilan telepon pulak... siot betul... :P hmmm jadik sekarang ni dalam kesibukan aku kat opis.. and rasa macam tak leh napas pun iyer.. (coz gatai pakai korset hari ni :P ) aku rindu dengan laki aku :) :) heeee 

Monday, July 18, 2011

snupi emo feeling

shouldnt be entertaining the emo feeling but i am doing it anyway.. yeahh its the time of the month.. and i am being extra emotional. a HUGE mistake for a guy to say is "a birthday is the less important compared to making money" especially when it is your wife's birthday!! so, fine! 

honestly, i am not in the mood to celebrate my birthday.. its too harsh to say but i just dont give a %$#@ about my birthday celebration nor do i want any present... simply because i just dont feel at ease about what is happening around me.. its so saddening.. errr is there such word?? :o ok lah.. in short, i just feel sad. i feel like i have done everything for everyone... but does anyone ever care about how i feel and what i want?? 

Sunday, July 17, 2011

a great weekend indeed...

only God knows how nervous i was to the weekend... and only God knows why... nevertheless, alhamdulillah... the weekend was great... we had a great time, i would say... :) took photos for raya as well.. hehehe :D hmmm other than being in the sun.. join the kg lifestyle..

i cant write much right now having a bad migraine.. thanks to kaiser for his magic hand.. i am feeling a lil bit better... just need to really burp.. and i think i will feel much much better... 

will get back here soon.. i hope... tomorrow, i will be a bibik to clear the laundry... and bags...etc.... :/ gtg now.. and sleep...  nite2 everyone... for a teaser... this was our room :)

at tanjong jara resort :)

Friday, July 15, 2011

when a revert tells his story

i was at the dining table last night.. about to have dinner when N1 (my eldest sister) was about to tell this story. she had a chat with her office colleague. a man at the age of 50, a chinese convert.. or he said that he is a revert and not a convert. i dont quite remember how the story began but it went quite like this. N1 thought that he was at his forties.. and he chuckled when said, "hey, i am 10 years more of your age" and N1 was surprised.. when he was asked, when he converted to Islam, he told the story... 
i did not convert, i revert
huh? why did you say that? asked my sister.
because everyone is born a moslem.. only the way that everyone is brought up that puts them in a different beliefs. 
aahh... ok... my sister continues listening with interest.. :)
i wanted to revert earlier, but my dad did not allow me to do so... he said i can convert/revert only after he dies..  so, i dont feel good to revert as my parents have spent a lot and sacrifice for my education. until one day, i fell ill.. of dengue... i was very ill till i said to myself, if i survive this disease.. i will revert to Islam. 

and with God willing, he survived... but he still did not revert... until  he had 2 dreams.. the same one.. that someone came into his dream and asked... 

why didnt you revert? you have promised to if you get well.. 

he woke up... and could not say a thing... and he got the same dream again... and the same person asked him again.. 

that was when he decided to meet up with an ustaz... and revert... and he is happy with his life till now... alhamdulillah... perhaps one day, i can meet with this person :) insyaAllah.

all of us at the dining table..myself, my niece... asked, "so.. did he revert after his dad died??" "hehhe :D no... his dad is still alive" and all of us laughed.. 

i hope i remembered the story well to share this with you... and if its not that accurate, i hope some day, he'll read this and tell me ;) 

Thursday, July 14, 2011

pay up your debt!

hahahaha :D i have been compiling my phone bills since 2009... whoooppps.... ok ... ok... its like this, the company pays for my phone bill up to certain limit.. when it exceeds, i am supposed to pay lah.. but i have not been paying.. heee... :D sogghyyy... :P but hey... when i do my work, i dont berkira you know.. takkan phone bill sikit pun nak berkira kan... not that i dont pay.. i just take my own sweet time :) anyway... its time for me to pay now.. before it goes up too high... and i hope by getting my additional phone soon, i will not have to pay so much ;)

see... my monthly.. not so bad whatt... 

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

unstable mode

i can feel that things are not right. something needed to be done. some explanation is needed. need to know the truth. home is a place where we'd wanna feel safe and cosy and ... feeling at home.. joelis are my utmost priority. i love you too much darlings...

Thursday, July 7, 2011

masih ada waktu

Ebiet G.Ade - Masih Ada Waktu

Bila masih mungkin kita menorehkan batin
Atas nama jiwa dan hati tulus ikhlas
Mumpung masih ada kesempatan buat kita
Mengumpulkan bekal perjalanan abadi
Kita pasti ingat tragedi yang memilukan
kenapa harus mereka yang tertimbun tanah
Tentu ada hikmah yang harus kita petik
Atas nama jiwa mari heningkan cipta

Kita mesti bersyukur bahwa kita masih diberi waktu
Entah sampai kapan tak ada yang bakal dapat menghitung
Hanya atas kasihnya hanya atas kehendaknya kita masih bertemu matahari
Kepada rumpun di lalang kepada bintang gemintang
kita dapat mencoba meminjam catatanNya
Sampai kapankah gerangan
waktu yang masih tersisa
Semuanya menggeleng semuanya terdiam semuanya menjawab tak mengerti
Yang terbaik hanyalah segera bersujud mumpung kita masih di beri waktu

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Wednesday, July 6, 2011

defensive mode

 ein is in a defensive mode... errmmm actually have been... i must not be in this mode for so long. take it as constructive advice. 

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

my yogurt story

i dont remember the actual reason... but few days back we (kaiser and i) had an argument.. well, normally it is caused by misunderstanding. ye laahh.. mana tak nya, sorang cakap german, sorang cakap jawa... payah la kan... well anyway... at any point of time when i am upset, i will just keep quiet (my weakness), i'd go upstairs and sleep. the funny thing is, well, not really funny, but he keeps on doing it anyway!! i hate to see dirty dishes piling up in the kitchen sink. no matter how tired i am, i will make sure that the kitchen sink is cleared. i don't mind him cooking, but wash lahh... and men being selfish, if lets say there are 3 item of his, and 1 extra spoon which does not belong to him, he will just wash his stuff!! WTH... 

so anyway, that day he knew i was upset... and in the morning, when i got up, he already washed the rice cooker... and when i got back from work, he already changed the bulb in our bathroom and another thing was.. there was a small yogurt in the fridge.. hmmm i looked at it, but didn't say anything.. i don't remember buying any small ones.. coz he will always complaint if i buy the small ones.. but guess what.. apparently, he bought that for me.. and a big one for him!! huh???? and he gave me that errmmm guilty small laugh... and his excuse was, there was only 1 left, the big one.. and the small one was fat free! hey!! most of the yogurt are fat free lah!! 
the one that we always share
the small one that he bought for me :P

Monday, July 4, 2011

work your ass out!

i was feeling so weak at the office today. i was fighting from this terrible flu. didnt want kaiser to know that i was getting that.. or... well, anyway... by the time i got to the office, i was sneezing.. blew my nose at my workstation coz it keeps on disturbing my concentration. :P hahaha lol

:D i am so proud of myself that i finished my draft of loa. emailed them for comments and i am good to do something else. time was running out so fast at the office today. despite my flu.. i was doing good. :) alhamdulillah...

every now and then got smses and calls from my sister and mom updating on the progress of our lil cafe. alhamdulillah today we had a good crowd. luckily i didnt have to go there after work today coz, i was really feeling weaker towards the evening.. before lunch i was telling myself, "i must go to the gym tonight!!" coz i know, if i do that i will feel much better! smsed kaiser, booked his schedule. yeup... he may be my hubby and pt but i still need to book him coz his schedule is full :P even for his wife :( :P the only time he's got is at 10pm.. o'uhh... on normal weekdays, by 10pm i will be sleepy... hmmm how laahh??? nope, i am not gonna give in... keep on telling myself, "i must go to the gym!!" and i did!!! and you know what?? it was so good to see my gym buddies... few of them asking where i've been.. hehehe :D all those funny youngsters at the gym today. body builders but they are funny bunch of people... i had a great work out and i just love the effect on me :) it makes me misses my usual gym routine. i must make it happen again soon.. at least on wednesday another round :) the next time you feel like you are getting sick, go and do your work out, sweat it all out!! you WILL feel much better - coz i did ;)

Sunday, July 3, 2011

my dentist appt

wanted to have it earlier coz i knew that after the maintenance, it'll sort of kill me for the next few days! nowadays, my appt is the same with lisa. and this time, i had to put the rubber band thingy. lisa's braces looked more painful than mine coz hers is already at a different stage.. where they looked more metal like. :P this time, i chose blue and yellow.. :) my company color lah.. and plus i will be going for my diving trip. my wet suit is blue, my fins are yellow and so is my bikini.. ahaksss! i went crazy today.. was at the curve with lisa and kaiser, and i bought 2 pairs ;) yeehaawww... already made a parade just now to show kaiser how it looks like.. :) anyway, back to the braces.. i am so glad to see the teeth movements :) it was quite fast.. my 2 front teeth does not look like an open book anymore :) yeyy!! 
see that rubber thingy... haa it looks like that.. no, this is NOT me :P

Saturday, July 2, 2011


oh dear! this is the most lousy topic to talk about. hated it when people start to say, 'this is malaysian time' or 'janji melayu' goshh... why cant people be on time - and respect other people's time?? come on lah.. if we say 4 pm, it must be 4 pm.. and why must we follow,'oh... if you want people to come at 4.30pm, then you must say 4.00pm' WTH???? then why is a clock created?? dammmn... and dont make me start to blah blah here... and STOP using religion to save your ass!! i really hate it when people uses religion for the wrong reason.