Tuesday, November 30, 2010


remember when i said i wanted to go somewhere for holiday with the family? errmm... okay, place has been set.. somehow there are some hiccups that spoils the mood. arrghh... i dont know.. hmmmm.. i am just not into it anymore. but what to do, bought tickets already. and now thinking of a place to stay. i dont know what to think anymore. talking to lisa yesterday and her comment sounded so easy. lets just stay elsewhere.. i dont like all this being pushed around.. hmmm even she knows what is going on.. but.. *sigh* i wish it is that easy... even if i am doing what is 'instructed', i am doing it not willingly.

keep on telling myself... we will have fun... we will have fun... but deep inside.. I AM SO DAMN UPSET!!