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Walk-A-Hunt & Karaoke Competition for Charity!

Walk-A-Hunt - 10th JULY 2010 Closing date: 10th JUNE 2010
First come first served basis! Entry fee: RM200/team only
FREE tshirts for participants & breakfast provided.

KARAOKE COMPETITION - 10th JUNE, 2010 Closing date for registration: 4th JUNE 2010
only RM10 per entry!

come and sing your heart out for a good cause!! :)


its 7.09pm and i am still at the office. my brain is exhausted... help... help...


senyum dalam tangis.. sound so jiwang but that is how it is... i am relieved... you know that kind of puas. but lots of things going on around. i am jealous with my husband's busyness in XanGo... i wanna be a part of it too. but my hands are full. arrghhh... anyway... i am still smiling :) 
ally, this is for you...

a few of my dive trip fav pics :) in redang may 2010

relak jap

nak tukar background blog & website tapi tak de mood. bila tak de mood, terus blank. nak masukkan design pun terus blur. ehh kenapa aku cakap melayu ni? jarang aku tulis blog cakap melayu unless aku nak maki2 orang... heh heh :D astaghfirullahalazim... sambil taip2 ni sambil belek2 kuku.. masyaallah.. panjang dan kotor... sebab lepas makan nasi kukus... jadi ada color kunyit sket... heh heh :D nampak dek kaiser... parah.. :P anyway... tadi aku pikir dah nak tulih benda lain. tapi tetiba hancus... kalau ikut kata rosli, jadik piap! LOL :D itu bahasa kedah yang aku baru first time dengar semalam masa lunch dgn gang2 opis. tergelak besar aku... 
kadang2 kita pikir pasal orang lain, orang lain bukan pikir pun pasal kita. jadik, baik abaikan. bukan tak ingat langsung, cuma kadang2 kita dok bagi extra time untuk depa tapi pada depa, hampeh. tak pe lah. life kan memang macam tu. nak kata sedih tak jugak, agaknya the best thing to describe, ahh lantak lah. kalau nak habaq mai... habaq. aku…

sexy... beautiful

ein's definition of sexiness and beautiful!

it's okay to fall in love

me guilty of writing my blog during this time. i am at the peak of my office work. i love the busyness. but i still need to look out and make sure it is balance between, work and joelis. i am not worried about kaiser as when i am at work, we will still be doing the same thing together :) so, insyaallah he is okay. i had a non-stop day yesterday from morning in the office, rush home to get joey, send him home and make sure dinner is there for joelis, glad to see the maid is still there and i rush back to xango office for a talk. it was a fruitful event and looking at all the smiling and excitement going on, put up our spirit more. errrmm... this is not what i intend to write about actually. 
i am juggling my days to be a good mom, wife, daughter, sister and friend to my friends and joelis. and in between, i might have missed a few responsibilities, hurt some people, and mis-look (err... is there such word?) certain issue. so if any of the above gets to you, i am sorry but i meant well. 

guilt leads to isolation

people do that when they have done something wrong. be it to her/himself or to someone else. you'll tend to avoid to face people... your friends.. your family... because you will always be reminded that you know that what you are doing is wrong. no matter how hard you wanna believe that you have reasons behind your actions, the fact stays, that it is still wrong. the easiest example was from my own experience. no, i dont want to go back to my past, but it does linger around at times. and i think it is also good to put it up in my blog as a reminder - to myself and the rest of audience who reads this blog. 
i dont buy excuses that when feeling comes, there is nothing you can do about it. it is all BULLSHIT! you are in control of all your actions. it is nothing to do with qada' and qadar. they are all excuses made by lame moslems who likes using the religion as an excuse. and who gets the bad name? islam of course!
i believe that when you do bad things to people, someday you will…

Redang Kalong 6th May - 8th May 2010

the dive trip that i have been waiting for. it has been postponed a few times... at last... it materialized! our journey started at 10.30pm. 1 hour delay from the original plan. 3 cars convoyed to kuala merang. amazing, it took us only 5 hours from gombak to kt.... can you imagine that?? :P i was in the car with SA and Sam. tried to sleep but cant really sleep... biasa lah.. long journey.. reached kuala merang just after subuh azan. we stopped at the mosque for prayer, and slept for a while. had breakfast near the jetty. i really enjoyed this trip. it was different. there were 12 of us... i get to know new people :) and .. jeng jeng jeng... i get to use nikon d60 the whole trip. hehehe :D jakun :P breakfast was like ice breaking session. though some of us still shy shy cat :)
our boat scheduled at 10am.. i think.. cant really remember lah. and since breakfast, i was the assigned paparazi :) best giler.. the few pictures, i was still struggling with the camera.. and i became better alon…

life is wonderful - alhamdulillah

everything went well during the weekend :) before that...'happy mommies day' mama.... :) i received a nice huge flower from my joey made of zoob. i will upload soon :) and got a kiss this morning from joelis :) had a great time in redang, though my left ear still hurts right now. i think i need to go and check tomorrow morning. last night slept at my parents' house - kaiser was not around, in penang on business trip. when i got back in kl it was already almost 1030pm... joey was the only one still up. so, took a shower and polokk la joey :) lisa was asleep beside him.
the diving trip this time, i did a lot of shopping. macam lepas geram jer.. bought some, ikan kering, keropok biasa and lekor for the family (covers parents and sisters) and sata... bought some tshirts for joelis and kaiser. best2 tshirt... and murah gak. :) so sambar je lar...
today was lepas geram session (while kaiser is away... sshhhhh) bukan apa... bantai tido!!! hahhaha :D woke up early coz joey had a f…

We won again!

our netball team is the champion again this year! it was a great game... although the other team was 'gila kasar' but hey... you dont need to be rough to win a game! you just need to be good at it *wink*
hahhaha :D me so happy!!!

updated on May 4, 2010: just to share a few pics that i took from our office blog :) hehehe :D lisa joined the ladies futsal team :) and a pic of us when lisa received her cheque from Tan Sri Halim Ali, Chairman of MCB.

tore in between

let us start with the not so nice news first. one after another... it doesn't really hit me so much but it did make me some sort of, 'pause' for a while, and think... wonder... what should i do? *sigh* it started when last friday, lisa showed me a letter from her former school. she is receiving an award for excellent student and it will be given away by dato' zulhasnan. what makes me stunned was when i got to know the date... :( i will not be around as i will be away for my diving trip. it was not an easy decision for me to make. i have always be there for any of my kids' event. i never want to a miss a thing... children grow up very fast - and i want to be there for them. i want to celebrate with them. at the same time, this trip has been postponed a few times. my goal is to go for a diving trip at least once a year. and i know i will be extremely busy after this. looking at lisa's face expression breaks my heart... i wish i can tell you how i really feel, but…