sorry mommy

me feeling bad right now... was on panic attack in the morning when i received an sms from a friend. loan that has been long due... feel bad but the lawyer is keeping our money.. and had been delaying the process. hence, could not settle the earlier loan... darn... well anyway, during the panic attack i was sort of err... trembled and a bit pushy :P :'(... and now i am feeling bad... sorry mommy... i love you very much and appreciate your help... sob sob....