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already the last day of 2009?

wow... how time flies... what have i achieved in 2009? early 2009 was tiring. with all the preparation for our wedding it was arrgghh... but i guess after that, the journey was more challenging that i almost forgot about the trouble that we had to go through prior to our wedding.

i learnt that a close friend can also hurt me so bad that it is difficult to forgive and forget. and a friendship that has been hurt, can never be the same again, no matter how hard i try.

in oct i did my advance open water diving test and we made it... AA, LS and myself.. :) went for our first night dive!

communication is the most powerful tool in a relationship. and i am proud of myself that i have practiced to say what i feel and ensure that we both understand each other to achieve our mission and vision. it is not about trying... it is about either you do it or not. focus on the issue and never assume. ask to know and not guess coz what's in your head may not be what's in the heart :)

had my ups and d…


psst...pst... kaiser suspect that i am attending a german class..just because i know 1 german word... LOL... :P well anyway... i really wanna blaa blaa...yik yakking but i am having a bad headache right now... so, i am going to sleep soon ok... :) will update more soon!!

2009 has left me wonderful things and i am looking forward to 2010 that promises more beautiful and amazing things to happen! yes!!!!

Poorer by 1300

heh heh... that's it man... yesterday that goes to my baby's account... who else? my dear citra lah... joey followed my parents to kuala selangor again. we woke up pretty early for a sunday morning. weather at home has not been that stable... as cloudy as the current weather actually. and sometimes it gets so stormy that people around tend to lay low and be quiet. do i like it? or course not!! who would like a stormy weather when we can enjoy the beautiful breezy and calm cool weather isnt? errrmmm.. why the heaven that i am talking about weather now huh?? :P well, ya know what i mean - thats enuf i guess.,

neway, after breakfast yesterday, sent joey to my parents, lisa stayed there coz i need to send my car for service and also color my hair. yeup... eversince i bought the hair iron, i have not been to the hair saloon for 1 whole month! wowww... not bad huh!!?? invested RM125 on the hair iron and saved 8 visits to hair saloon on a mthly basis, that usually would cost me say, R…

Great Deal in 2010!

Hey guys... the above is my husband's new website. Please feel free to browse and forward the website to those you know who would be interested to look for a personal fitness coach. You can bring them to this page first to get linked to the website, while he is still in the midst of deciding of the name of the website.

And if you are my friend, do write my name as Introducer in the Member Registration Form to get a Special Rate!

Merry Xmas!

We are waiting for dinner at SJ and Js house.

'virus' is out...

i have always wonder with people nowadays, what is in their head when they go to work? or even when they apply for a job? do they think that this is a place to spread gossips? or even a place to create a groupie sentiment... cheywaaahhhbahasa... aku pun tak tau apamaksudtuh... kwangkwangkwang... akudahbengongsketni... tulun.... 40 minitlagiakunakbalik! well anyway, please la, kitakerjakannakcarikrezeki halal, nakbagianakbinimakan. buat la kerjahabisbaik.. whoopssakuni pun curiktulang la kiranya eh??? shucks!!! sorry... i have done my work... this is break :( :/ to me, whatever you do, Allah swt is there to watch... and if you are doing things wrongly, you used other people for your own advantage, Allah swt will give you back as how much you treat other people. Allah swt is fair. easiest rule in life, treat other people as how you want to be treated :) and if a person can talk bad things about other people to you, chances are that person can also talk bad about you ;) *wink*.... and to…

you can be who you wanna be...

i had a conversation with my gf the other day. i have heard this from other people as well. things like i dont wanna be like so-n-so... and in the end, you tend to be like so-n-so. i always look at myself, what i have become. i am happy with who i am right now. i am happy with how my 2 brilliant kids grow up. and i just so thankful with the help from my parents and my sisters.

i was a tomboy when i was at a younger age. to think about me having children... not in my brain of thoughts at all! hehhe :D and alhamdulillah when i had kids, i can afford to give them a lil bit of luxury that i did not get when i was a kid. there are some things that i continue from the way i was brought up... i.e. school holidays family holidays, strict in going out with friends. but i also practise some new things i.e. be more open with my kids, they can discuss without being shut out :) not blaming my parents on this just that parents before were more of 'military' style. and with my new marriage, i…

nasi kukus

this is not the nasi kukus from the stall at my office :P

miss my nasi kukus again :( :( huwaaa... this week i have been craving for nasi kukus. i have not been going out for lunch at 1pm lately... have been doing my work through out lunch. especially when i am concentrating on my company's website, i got addicted and just could not leave my desk :D heh heh :D same goes like today... for the past 3 days, i thought the nasi kukus stall was not opened. only today i realized that they closed early after lunch... so i had to buy the nasi campur from the next stall.

wow... someone is so into blogging for the past few minutes... aarrgghh... so not in the working mode... i wanna be home with my joelis!!! :( :( especially after receiving sms from my lil joey ... :*

My break!

Spending time having lunch with my wonderful joelis. At pizza hut. Sshh.. Dont tell kaiser. Hehehe...

I so needed a break... bukan apa.. i just felt like mental stressed. it has been reduced cuma i just wanna break... wanna day off... so, these were what i did yesterday. well actually i forgot that i arranged for a training with my collge at the office. so, i came in anyway for the training session - brought my joelis along.

am: went to imigeresen at wangsa maju to renew joelis' passports... the queue was soooooo long.. so we decided to go home since joelis had a water fight appointment with kaiser. :) hehehe :D but when we got home, kaiser had to cancel coz he had an urgent meeting to attend to. so, i brought joelis to my office, then went to pusat bandar's imigeresen. since i did not bring joelis' birth cert, cannot proceed anyway.. :P so, we had lunch at pizza hut... and rushed home for the water fight.. but...

noon: reached home before 2pm... kaiser was not home. misunder…

malaysian drivers' attitude

i just had this idea when i made a driver pissed off today :) and i was actually giggling while doing that - well, actually it was not done on purpose. he was just being reckless. anyways... here are my observation.. not generalizing but most of them are like this :)

proton & perodua owners: they tend to over modify their cars just to make them feel.. 'uuuhh... i have a performance car - and they are fast!' duhh.... and they will 'cucuk' you on the highway as though they are driving a Ferrari on F1 race.. normally they are owners of wira, waja and kancil... old putra... used to be.. gti.. but they are no longer around so much after neo is out.. perdana owners are another perasan crowd who thinks they are the gangsters... but lately their behaviour has been reduced.

honda owners: they are in their own group. also likes to show off, especially the old honda owners.. i.e. 90s models.. some newer civic owners too. just had one this morning... :)

i will not write on the us…

Holiday Mood

yes i am on a holiday mood.. planning for a beach trip for us and kids. 1 day trip would be sufficient, but knowing me... sometimes i just wanna lazying around which of course kaiser will not approve. especially if we are going to pd only... heh heh :D but as usual... me being the last minute person.. all are fully booked! :(

my blog's new look!

thanks to lisa who asked me last night about her friend's blog's template. and today... wallaaa... i gave my blog a new look. nope it wasn't that easy... i need to put up the widgets again, and i guess it is about time i put up new fresh photos. and hey... if you love my blog's new look, do let me know ;)

i have to go home now... will try to do more changes soon :)

just got excited...

found these pics in my folder awhile ago... and i love it!

ouch...ouch.. and ouch..

it was my first time to the gym today.. i mean a paid-gym :P with more equipments and facilities :) kaiser has been talking about it.. so, the day came.. no matter how tired i was after the genting highlands trip, i pulled myself out of bed early to go to the gym. LOL :D got up earlier to prepare breakfast for joelis :) sausages and mushroom soup this time. set those on the dining table.. and off we went to the gym.

kaiser told me earlier that the gym is gonna be empty, and it was true.. well not really empty but less people.. there were only 2 women around.. not too many people la.. kaiser knows that i will be shy.. hee hee :D well anyway. my first impression... i love the changing room :) looked nice and clean... there's hairdryer somemore!! :P yak yak... jakun... :P and the equipments... of course more professional and many to choose from. i did my lower body and i just err... don't like it? :P but i had to do it? hmmm.. i prefer upper body to be honest :)

while doing the exe…

hey... this is not the way to penang!

i just love the look of their happy and excited faces!! kaiser and i made a surprise trip to genting highlands today. and we told joelis that we are going to penang. lisa made a plan to meet up with her school friends today at 3pm, but i told her that we are all going away for a holiday. and when joelis asked where.. i told them it's gonna be a surprise.. and when they kept on pushing, kaiser said, 'penang' with his selamba face :) and the kids bought it!

woke up early, i mixed oats for joelis and i. kaiser had his usual shake. got ready by 745am... left the house 800am sharp! as promised! kaiser challenged us that if we said 800am it will not be 800am... but hey.. if there's a will there's a way.. cheywahh.. :) joey fell asleep again in the car on the way to 'penang'. drove calmly... but when we turned left at the genting highlands exit.. lisa got it!!

"joey... wake up... look!!! we are going to genting highlands!!" with her excited voice.... "…

i am fine lah :P

i had this phone call from my dear friend today. her questions were really like big sister lah. nevertheless - just wanna update those who loves me.. heh heh heh :D perasan :P... i am fine... my kids are fine and my husband is a darling :) hahaah although he is so ego to show his affection in public. he is the type who shows his middle finger when he wants to say he loves me... hahah LOL... yeup.. that's my man :) but hey... i am okay with it... it doesnt hurt me.. well, to be honest i find it weird at first, but after living with him for the past errmm more than 6 months.. i kinda love his ways of expressing his feelings... har har har :D :P it is different... and i like being different and yes... we both are okay and he is taking care of me and joelis just fine :) so, no worries ok ;)

okay since i have been neglecting my blog, i will do the usual blabbering okay... :P hmmm let's see... right now, my lisa just sulked because i told her i am not coming to her room to hug her …

a thought...

alfy.... why cant i stop thinking of you? i am still sad... its like i just cant believe that you are gone... :( not that i am so.... close to you before.. but perhaps, i enjoyed - really enjoyed the moment that we worked together. the quality moments... when you showed your passion towards your job.. i remembered the days when we had our meetings at starbucks... :) when it was so easy to talk to you about what i wanted and you made it happen through your designs... shuckkksss.. i miss you alfy.. i really do... i had plans for you... for our event next year... but i realized now, that His plan is even bigger... and I just have to accept that although it is tough on my part :( :(

i miss your naughty jokes on fb... your once in a while 'hello' sms...

He will take you at His own time

a shocking news arrived on my mobile today. it was already late. around 6 something in the evening. i was driving... *sigh*.... 'innalilahi wa inna lilahi rajiun..' i remembered just talking to him on the phone. he was helping me to get some tshirts for my company's event. he has always been helpful. and him being creative in his designs... i enjoyed working with him. i was planning to include him in the company's event next year. at times, he was not that calculative.. a funny and fun guy... cheerful... always... neat and beautiful work of art. i am going to miss working with him. darn... i cannot stop thinking about this.. :( alfy... may you rest in peace.. al fatihah... i borrowed the pic below from well actually it was posted on alfy's fb page.. when i see that pic, i had tears in my eyes... it looked really beautiful ... white and pure... see how cheerful he was with his wife and son...