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meaningful weekend

i think... eh... i hope i have divided my weekend well among all my loved ones. :) my husband, my joelis, my parents and last but not least, my very ownself. (is that even a word?)

i had a great time - great lazy sunday... a productive one. at first i thought of smsing sam and shahrul just in case they have time to bring out their son(s) out for football - but, naahh... i dont want to disturb their weekend. hmmm what did i do? last friday spent the whole day (almost) at the kampong - as posted below :P

saturday... had the maid to clean up and did some ironing. what did i do huh? ohh ... sent joelis to my parents house so that they can play with their cousins. i went back home to finish designing a flyer with kaiser. when it was done, kaiser and i went to the shop to make copies of them....500 copies to be distributed on sunday. then... the best part of the day... we went to see cars... and harleys.. and do i need to say more? :O :P i present to you.... tadaaaa
today... err i got up late.…

jus love being in the kampong

i was so looking forward to balik kampong. yeah believe it or not.. although i know kaiser wont be there with us, i am still gonna have fun. :) i just love gathering with my cousins at wak mos' house. you will not know who wak mos is, but nevermind. last time when i was a kid, we will go back to wak mos' house quite often because that was where my late grandma lived. yesterday, i just felt relaxed. there were lots of kids around. i dont even know the kids belonged to which cousins but i ... i just enjoyed myself.. we arrived just before 12 noon, joelis and i. i was hungry... joelis has sausage and bun in the car. i knew the food was gonna be fantabulous!! all my favorites... there goes my dream abs... and FC is gonna laugh at me... but do i care? no! uhhmm.. well, i still wanna have nice abs, but the food were yummy... i grabbed a plate, had the masak lodeh plus chicken masak merah!! oohh plus the nutty sauce... OMG.... it was really yummmyyyy... lisa joined me a few minutes l…

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congrats my gurl! :)

i never knew that the moment to receive my daughter's upsr result could be a very suspense moment. i did not really think about it, maybe because i feel that lisa has done her best during the exam although she did looked quite relaxed... hmmm that made me quite nervous. nevertheless, we are proud of her results! yesss.... she got 5As for her UPSR... alhamdulillah..

kaiser and i arrived at her school around 10am. well actually joey and i was at the food court even before that - had our breakfast first. kaiser came later with his scooter as he needed to do some other things first. by 10am, joey and i walked in... and kaiser arrived just about 5 minutes later. i told him that the announcement will be made at 1030am... and being a german, kaiser will always be earlier. tu yang payah sket tuh.. - looking at the way malaysian punya janji... 1030 can be later :O

anyway, annoucement made.. i cried.. as usual :P emo.. hahaha :D hey.. i am happy lah... :P so.. here are the photos.. taken duri…

happy birthday ayah!

12th november 2009: the day that my ayah turned 70. did i tell you yet that 7 is one of my fav number? :D geee :D :D we had a simple celebration at cosy place that night. the nice thing is that kaiser made it there... i just love the place... very cosy.. just like its name... food... hmmm okay lah... nothing to shout about, but the place was nice :)

Happy Birthday Ayah... may you be showered with lots of love around you... di pelihara usia.. di murahkan rezeki :)

And Renn...happy birthday to you too! :) and may all your wish come true, insyaAllah.


it is a big challenge when the 2 heroes are down with fever... flu.. and cough. right now both are asleep in their own beds. the small one is more cheerful than the big one.. he he he :D the big one is more crankier... hmmm ... men, when they are unwell, the whole household will shake like an earthquake.. :P but when the woman is unwell, do they really care? hmmmm...

have you ever thought...

of having a tomboy as a maid? hhehe :D gosh i am still grinning.. :P i told kaiser this morning that the maid is coming at 8am this morning. we were still lazying in bed for the weekend. and just before 8am, i got up coz joelis were already getting ready for their saturday school. i went to the kitchen and see what i can prepare for breakfast.. and there was a knock at the main door.

i opened the door and for a moment, i was like... err what is this guy doing here.. and that was when she said, 'i am the maid from' and i went..'ohh right.. hang on..' and opened the door.. yeahh i was quite surprised too and was just wondering if she can do the house work. :) but guess what... she did great! the funny part was when lisa came out of the bathroom and was shocked... i was in the kitchen when lisa came up to me..'ma!! did you just got a guy maid?' hehehehe :D 'no lah... crazy ahhh... she's a tomboy - i guess.. ' well anyway that's abo…

a tribute to pn hjh zakiah

you will be missed...

last night at 9.47pm she left us all, after more than a year suffering from ovarian cancer. i was devastated. was this expected? errmmm... honestly - and sadly, i'd say yes :( i feel that she gave up too early. but then again, she is the one who is suffering - who are we to judge.

she's a wonderful woman (and i am having tears in my eyes while typing this). she is like a mother when we talk to her at the office. she has the patience - high level of patience when it comes about handling challenging staffs. i used to talk to her too about things - life - certain religion issues. she loves to smile... she's friendly - and she is so like mak mak.. i miss her dearly.

the last i visited her was 1st week of puasa this year. i remembered at that time, she was admitted because she has been vomiting. and her sayings that day, was something that i cannot forget. "Tak balik kerja lagi dah.... kut..." and i was taken aback with what i heard. i was very sad.…

i like :) :)

am busy right now... but once a while, i just like to drop by my blog.. just to check out the numbers of visitors.. and i like what i saw today :D

my fav number.... 7!!! well actually i like 5 and 7... heheh :D

what have we become?

i came home earlier than expected today. dont ask me why - i am just disappointed. but nevermind that, i am cool - as my little bro said on his sms to me as i drove my car out of the office car park. as i drove home, i smsed my boss sharing with him of my disappointment. even as i am typing, disappointed was not really the word to suit the situation. i was quite errmmm how do i say it.. speechless with people's selfishness in making decisions without even thinking of other people's commitment and sacrifices. hmmm there you go. and i choose to just stop right here..

i got home. kaiser already cooked for joelis' dinner. his famous healthy fried rice :P sshhh... i actually stopped by my parents' house coz i miss them. but i guess my mom was not in the mood to have a chit chat... so i decided to leave.. sadly but i guess she wanted to be alone watching tv. when i got home, joey greeted me topless.. hehehe :D after maghrib prayer, we had dinner together. the fried rice was d…

would you help them if you will get paid?


end of the week.. already?

so fast... i am so sleepy.. but my fingers are so itchy to update my blog. just got back from central market to watch the final juara lagu for the old songs.. not bad la.. well actually that was 45 minutes ago.

the day was quite full today. from football early morning, which i almost forgot.. :P then, joelis went to the pool. i just sat there on the bench for abt 20 minutes to get myself tanned.. ahah.. more tan... then, we headed home.. had a quick simple lunch. music class.. then went for a belated deepavali open house near batu caves.. err..

can i sleep now? cont some other time ok...

all across my mind

just when i am abt to start typing, my keyboard starts with that jumping here and thr. you might not understand wht i am writing but thats wht in my head. well anyway.. here goes what is in my head.
marriage is about communication, commitment and understanding. there is a lot of give and take. aahh and the most, commitment. if you dont want to be committed, why be married? there must be something wrong with that little brain of yours (if you have any) if you think that you can do whatever you want after being married. yeahh... knock knock.. think again... hello... if you think that it will always be rosy - you are not awake yet... wake up!!! be in a real world. communicate - and never assume... bloody hell... yeup... my son likes it when i said that. not really a nice thing to say.. but i like the sound of it... heh heh :D i just wish... i really wish... this is coming thru... talk to me... and rather - give me the guts...

cuci the musical: had this opportunity to watch the musical thea…

when you say 'dont' to a woman

hee hee.... i am giggling while writing this.

aarrgghh gotta cont later laa....

blame it on pms

i was about to update on my fb status today that i am in a very sensitive and emotional mode. can you believe this... i was crying on the way to work just by listening to 'i will survive' and later.. whats that song by taylor swift? aahhh... 'you belong with me'.. thx lisa :* :) and later at the ofc i found out - ahhh.. it is the time of the month... *eyes rolling* duuhh... that explains the mushyness... :P anyhow, certain still needs to be discussed... key goals, planning... executions etc... but how do i gather the guts to speak to the king? *gulp*...

the song: maybe i was crying because the song is something like me.. and maybe now i see my lisa is like me.. hmm.. we are both not that girly2... although lisa can still live with pink.. and she used to like pink :P and i just cant stand pink. maybe through that song i am feeling somewhat different or afraid that i am not what people want me to be. but then again... so what??!!

anyways... i am still not in the right mood…

tell me how?

i have exactly 17 minutes to write my blog. how do i carry my own weather when emotionally i am down? i can do this. i have done this before. actually i can... i know i can. shuushhh.... shutss ein. hmm talking to myself again. somehow what i am going through now is very personal. some people's opinion might be, i should now put it on my blog. but my blog is THE place for me to unwind... err is that the right word? i need to let out my frustration.

my laptop is driving me crazy... the cursor is jumping around and it is wasting my time while typing. the IT guys have not been able to help me solve my problem - err.. more of the laptop's prob, not mine :P

i have been having this dilemma for the past few days and i am not liking what i am feeling. i have been trying to act on my own - to just give me the space to think. but i dont feel any better. somehow, it has affect my surrounding too. :( darnnn...

frustrating situation: have you been in this situation - mostly wives/moms. since …

pic explains it all

when i thought i will have so much to say... suddenly it went silent. only tears running down my cheek as i talk to Him. Him who understands everyone in His universe. Him who created the universe for us to learn to grow - to appreciate what He prepares for us to explore. i miss talking to Him - and as i am typing this, the tears visited me again.