goodness!

i just went thru (just read back what i posted few months back) oh my goodness!! i was so feeling really miserable!!! goshhhh... and i think the last time i was in that sick condition was 2 and a half years back.... shuckkkssss.... and what? is it worth to continue a friendship? hmmmm senang jer kan?? cakap macam binatang yang nyondol2 dalam hutan tuh. tak tau kenapa la... bila baca balik memang rasa cukup menyakitkan hati... tak... aku tak bodoh... it was what i asked for... and aku dah rasa... enough experience kut for now...