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salah ke?

kepala tengah berserabut sekarang ni. bukan complaining but sekadar nak let go. dengan work load semakin bertambah... and pls dont get me wrong, i am enjoying what i am doing cuma kadang2 bila ada subs yg tak bertanggungjawab ni, it makes the task more 'challenging'. and its not helping me at all especially when i am short of staff. tapi... yer la.. that is the dugaan lah kan.

lagi satu, tetiba dok terpikir, salah ke apa yang aku buat ni? aku tau, mungkin tak lama dia ada kat sini, so sementara dia ada, salah ke aku enjoy the time yang aku ada. tapi kalau setakat nak aku compete dgn sesiapa, i dont think i wanna do that. thats who or what i am lah... no, i am not afraid of any competition, cuma samada berbaloi or idak, that is the question lah kan. aku tak minat lelagi dgn *tut*... korang mungkin tak paham, or korang mungkin paham, apa2 pun aku tak nak mencetuskan peperangan saudara... lol... mcm yor yor 'oh je kan... tapi itu lah hakikatnya. and mcm repeat kat iklan.... i …

babi hutan?

new terms that we created last night. for people who just dash into other people whom they think are in their way. lol.... well, you know how babi hutan goes right... they'll just push themselves forward without thinking of what is infront of them. i was at the club last night with a few friends... and was pushed by 'babi hutan' a few times... what can we do but laugh at it... :P

right now i am feeling very very tired... been yawning after lunch. trying to get lots of things done.. and yes, i got most of them done ;) attended a corporate dinner last night - pencarian gadis jelita. yeahh as usual, our company bought a table and i was among the lucky ones who get to fill up one of the seats. the theme was 'sentuhan hijau' - 'a touch of green' and i was too busy to think of wearing according to the theme so much, so i ended up wearing my black dress and green earrings and shawl :P dinner was okay.. on the way back, witnessed an accident in front of me. a cab dr…

Your Horoscope for NOVEMBER 27, 2007.

'There is no denying the romance that is in the air today, ain. You drift through the day in a bit of a haze. Your head is in the clouds and your feet barely touch the ground. If you're already married or in a close relationship, perhaps you've fallen in love with your partner all over again. If you're single, perhaps you've just met the man of your dreams. Whichever it is, know that today is a most auspicious beginning for a new stage in your love life! '

heh..heh... :D funny... where's the man? anybody see him anywhere? bring him here baby!! hehehe.. well anyway, reading my horoscope today made me smile after a long day at work. on another note, i am kinda sad (yeah maybe i am, coz thats how i sounded talking to her on the phone). but yeah... we cant stop people from talking, can we? so, i guess thats how its gonna be. i am a person with controversy, so i guess cant run away from all the gossips. or maybe, i am the one who is creating the gossips!? :O :P b…

last wedding of the year 2007?

earlier i was actually nervous of having MB coming over to my parents' house to come and pick me up. i had something to do in the morning, i had my joelis with me. i told MB the day before to be at my parents' house at 12noon but i only arrived from somewhere just 15 minutes before 12! then, i realized that MB has already left his place... was like really early.. :O o'uh.... i quickly went into the shower... and MB arrived.. thanks to my younger sister who kept him company while i got ready. i hope he wasnt feeling that uncomfortable waiting for me :(

10 minutes later, we were out of the house! anyway... beautiful, very well prepared, very the GG... thats how i'd describe GG's wedding :) MB and i were among the earliest. got an inside info that the bride and groom will 'bersanding' at 1230noon and we wanna be there to witness that :P... i felt like attending a garden wedding... hmmm cant remember the last time i attended a wedding.. yeahh... i am not that yo…

had a great day - part II :P

Cont: :P:P

I got myself a new compact powder coz mine is finished.. and I got a free cosmetic bag and eye gel.. :P and later walked happily to my car, and drove home… when I got home, collected my clothes from the laundry, get hair treatment stopped by at the clinic coz I was sick.. and hey… I had a great day although I was feeling sick, isn’t that great? :) hmmmm… arrived home, had dinner… well what’s left on the table for dinner :P and soon after went to bed.. slept well, that I didn’t hear MB’s sms :( hmmmm thats not good... been happening twice to me.. :O goshhh must be really tired

had a great day! :)

As I was typing this I am actually seated at the hair saloon getting a hair treatment. This is pretty funny actually. And I sure looked like some geek trying to show off having a new laptop and looked as though I am doing my work… well hahaha… laugh at me if you want but… I just wanna say that I had a great day today and nothing is gonna affect how I feel about things.

I believe to have a great, it actually started from how we end the previous day? Errrmmm does it make sense? Hmmm okay as I am typing this now, I am getting my hair blow.. hehehe.. :D :D okay back to my great day story. Yeup… yesterday and today actually I attended a course on ‘world class customer service culture’ and I am thankful to my boss for giving me the opportunity to attend this invaluable course. Despite my really busy day at the office, I was really glad that I attended the course!! Mr shaun belding made the class really entertaining, cheerful, full of live and the notes were precise and straight to the point.…

somethin different

i had a great time with the trio - james, SA and rhino on the weekend which i have not done for quite some time :)

i had such a lovely time with MB yesterday (although wasnt really planned to see him) that it somehow has helped me reduce certain things or worries in my head. well, partly it is about work... or shall i say, mostly its about work, some about my own personal matter and some about my joelis.

however, my feelings this morning cant be described upon learning of the news from my sister. it doesnt really affect me - as in myself - but i was more concern of joelis' feelings. personally, as a human being, i would express this to all dear readers that, 'having children has huge responsibilities and also maintenance'. it is not just a proof to the whole world that 'your boyscan swim'.. or having a child just to show off that you are actually happily married couple or even to tie a relationship... in reality it doesnt work that way. i remembered those days when i…


OMG he talks a lot nowadays.. he asks lots of questions.. and sometimes we are not done answering the first question, he will attack with more questions. goshh... he just wont stop talking and asking questions.. he has so many ideas in his head!! its like, until i would say,
'sweetheart can you please stop talking for a while? i am getting a headache with all your questions'
above is a picture of us after a shooting for a documentary. thats him when he is tired... hehehe :D finally got him to stop talking for a while. :D

macam-macam ada

monday 12th nov: was my dad's birthday. went home early since my younger sister and mom have prepared dinner for all. joelis have been wanting to give the birthday present to their granddad for a long time. they bought a guitar and hid it at their music school till 2 weeks before the day arrives :) mug dude made the cupcakes.. the gurls had a dance performance - something like the arabic dance :)

wednesday 14th nov: joey received his 'anugerah cemerlang' he got the second in school for the whole of std 1 children. had a surprise guest for him. :) he looked shocked! hahaha :D thanks WN for coming :) i took the whole day off - spent time with lisa... after the school event, i sent my mom to her office. i went home, had lunch with joelis - bbq lamb... hmm.. nyummm... around 2 pm my younger sister came back from work and took joey and kelly out for peter pan show at istana budaya. lisa and i spent time lazying.. watching tv.. and we went swimming later in the late afternoon.. i…

Allah swt answers

received this in my inbox in the morning. :) a good way to start a good weekend. and yes, Allah swt answers to our prayers

A young man had been to Wednesday Night Class of Quranic Studies. The Mualim had shared about listening to Allah and obeying Allah through intuition. The young man couldn't help but wonder, 'Does Allah still speak to people through intuition?' After Lessons, he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how Allah had led them in different ways and that at the end you'll know it was Allah(SWT) Who has directed you. It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home. Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, 'Allah...If you still speak to people, speak to me. I will listen.I will do my best to obey.'

As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk.He shook his head and said out loud, 'Allah is…

the thoughts...

alhamdulillah, the journey home was only 25 minutes. the traffic was not that bad after all - i managed to use alternative route home ;) but .... i almost hit a brand new camry in front of me! my mistake :( was really hungry, went straight to the kitchen and had rice for dinner... hhmm nyummm... nyummm.. went upstairs, kissed my joelis... both of them were watching tom & jerry. joined my mom later for the 9pm malay drama. and i like what was said

'being in love is not wrong but being in love with the wrong person could be a problem'

and something else reminds me of...

'jealousy is not sexy, its a sign of insecurity' duuhhh.... hmmmm what happened to the sayings that 'jealousy means that you love that person so much'?

hmmm start lah pikir bukan2 malam-malam buta ni... when i am supposed to be sleeping :P i need to download my brain :D according to WN... too much things in my head. work + work + work + hideout + vacation etc.. etc... can i have all those? too muc…

living in kl

been listening to the radio and was afraid to leave the office. it has been raining since before 5pm today. heard the traffic is really bad right now. cant continue with my work coz somehow my brain is jammed! i cant even write what i want to write right now... D&%$ it!!aarrgghhh.... i better just shut down the pc... :(

read me

sometimes, when i think i know myself, there are people out there who can see me better... but not necessarily all true... just that, something that i need to think of. :) something that was mentioned to me this morning made me realized... yeahh... she could be right, maybe i am not ready to share my space yet... i need to, and i want to.. at least that is what i think... but in reality or maybe from how people out there see me as i am not ready? *sigh*

i am feeling so stuffed at work right now... and suddenly i received this in my email. it made me smile... and it did make me feel relaxed and better as in... i am still in her mind :)
thinking of the thick and thin, we have been through, i always find the courage when i find you. although at times we fight and argue, you know i will be beside you... And when i need someone for help, i know it will be you! :) :)

another full weekend

everyone's chasing for the last minute open houses. i had a busy weekend, but well managed :P duhhh... spent quality time with the family, joelis, friends... and also MB :P hehehe... [dah lama tak cerita pasal MB kan?!] the weekend started since friday, with a party i so-called organised for our dear friend SA. although not that organised, we managed to get about 11 of us gathered at tsb for the birthday party.

had a lazy day on saturday... got out of bed quite late. had late breakfast around 11nish... late lunch with joelis and my sister around 230pm. drove off to KD for an open house. we went there early so that joelis and abg zaid's & kak ros's kids have time to catch up, while i have time to chat with them too. cant remember the last time we met. we planned for a sleep over for the kids during the school holidays... aahh see if it'll happen :D the traffic was bad on the way to KD... due to the illegal gathering they are having at the dataran merdeka. i was lucky…

happy birthday dude!

edited: 11th nov 07 [added pics P] was at tsb last night with a group of friends celebrating SA's birthday. i went to CM's house to get ready for dinner. by the time i got to her house it was almost 7pm. left office a bit late. and after chit chatting, and had the delicious mee cintan at her patio... we finally got upstairs to get ready. and i made CM changed her skirt/dress/blouse a few times... hehehe... :D yeahh... i dont want to be the only one seemed to be overdressed! :P hahaha... anyway, managed to persuade her to wear something not too simple. :P we reached tsb at 930pm. CM's husband was already there waiting for us. we had 2 types of pizzas, ordered lasagna and i dont remember what was the other one. food was good. but the music was not as expected. :( half way having our dinner, Rhino arrived, Nash and the rest... it was quite a good crowd... was nice to see almost everyone there. we had a small cake delivered by midnight.. oh well, it was minutes after midnight c…

my picture personality result :)

Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this.

You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.

You are easily stressed out and overwhelmed - you need to take care of yoursel…

p.ramlee the musical ~ my personal review

to be honest, i wasnt that excited of going. but since everyone is going, so i go lah... untung siapa yang jual ticket tuh... tup tup they got 3 tickets sold for me and my joelis. well anyway, cut the crap... and get to the point. left my office at 7.30pm, had tonnes of things to do... met my family members at istana budaya around 8.10pm. mahemeru was quite a crawl but glad that i managed to reach there and still have ample time to breathe. :P hmmm everyone, well mostly dressed up.. me? with my stripe working shirt and black slacks. how boring.. and i brought my dull sweater along just in case i get cold. lisa was already there, looking sweet in her raya blouse, linen pants and pashmina... and joey looking smart in his black khaki, shirt and red jacket.
by 820pm all of us were ushered to the entrance and look for our seats. i was already feeling sleepy, but getting a little bit excited :D saw tiara and a few ministers just seated behind us. there were 9 of us conquering 2 rows. when th…