Showing posts from June, 2007

tgif and karaoke

and i thot i have finished with it...arrgghh... came to the office this morning and the secretary came up to me only to tell me that i need to amend those procedures.. huuuaaa!! wokay..wokay relax..ain... relax..calm down.. it's gonna end soon enough! heh..heh.. put that aside.. :P at least for a a few emails from the guys.. after having a great reunion (sort of) dinner at tgif last night.. 
10 turned up, only Roy could not make it coz he has got to fly to spore on last minute thing. and Nik arrived last.. just before i left :) i cant remember the last time i meet up with the guys. it has been many years. i remembered way back in year 2001, being in the committee... it was really fun!! the activities, drove down
to PD in a convoy of more than 20 cars... all those walkie talkie craze.. other than many other events. well anyway those are the sweet memories. :) meet up again with them and had a good laugh, catching up on things.. everybody looked cheerful, glowing.. :D at l…

my sensitive moments

i will have to make it quick. i have like 15 minutes before leaving the office. :) i isolated myself today at the office's library to get most of the urgent things done.. without any phone calls interference. will be having a gathering with a group of friends at tgif today for dinner.

yesterday, was a real tiring day... everything went well at first... still busy like crazy at the office. and about half of the day, felt shitty. yeup... shit.. i felt shitty... and hated it. smsed my gf and talked to her about it. called her later after work and i still feel shitty and down. drove home, got home, wanted to be alone, but the house was full with people and guests from surabaya. brought some of the guests to the 'guesthouse'. ended up having dinner there at about 1020pm, after smsing MB. smsed MB before that and told him that i was feeling down... he asked later if i want him to call me.. that was sweet of him.. but at that time, if he were to call me, i would cry.. when i reac…

did this test this morning :D

You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Fin…

who?? me?? :D

me now... excited!happy! wanted to say extremely happy... but i guess, would settle for very happy first! :Pcalm..:Pb u s y!!

thank you Allah swt...

thank you Allah swt...yeaa.. normal human beings... we tend to forget Him. not intentionally... somehow, somewhere, You are always in my mind, although i am not a very good, say a prefect A being a practical muslimah... i thank You for all the rezeki that You have given me and my family.Thank you ..... for giving me a very understanding, sporting, supportive and patient parents...... for my adorable, sweet, brilliant, understanding children, Lisa and Joey.... for the long lasting, understanding and supportive friends, charmene, ally, angelina, and widz.... for the extra errr...  support... ooppss.... datuk J... kwang kwang kwang... [wahhh.... ada orang bela rupanya... gossip terbaru!!] ... for emotional support when i needed them... datuk AB.. ahakss...... for the health that You have given me, that allows me to do lots of things with my JoeLis, mama, ayah, sisters, and close friends.. ... for allowing me to be in love for a few seasons... :)... for giving me the chances to make and m…


kahwin lagi kah aku? korang mesti musykil bila baca blog aku kali ni... bukan kali ni lah, sajer, just for this posting. entah, tiba2 aku terpikir... kahwin lagi ke aku lepas ni?? dakkk...korang jangan salah sangka... bukan nya aku kemaruk nak kahwin lagi.. cuma recently, aku terbaca article pasal sorang artis pompuan ni... katanya, 'menjanda lebih senang' hmmm memang macam tak best kan... perkataan 'janda' tu jer dah buat setengah orang ngeri. aku pun tak suka...heh..heh.. :D tapi nak buat sucks sometimes... :D no.. no... i am not complaining.. i am just saying out loud. yeaahh i felt awkward masa mula2 dulu.. tapi sekarang dah biasa... senang berjalan pi mana2 dengan anak-anak kesayangan aku, lisa and joey.. peninggalan bersama arwah... eh...astaghfirullah... bekas suami aku.. kih..kih.. ni dah mabuk lah nieh... sebenarnya aku buhsan!!! tolong...!!! hampeh... lunyai aku hari ni... in fact hari-hari yang lepas jugak.. ain! take a deep breath!! kata ak…

langkawi island 15th june 07 - 17th june 07

alhamdullillah, with the extra that i received, i get to bring my parents and joelis for a holiday in langkawi.. and accommodation sponsored by mug dude :P we stayed at the holiday villa resort. thanks to mug dude that we get to use the government rate which is much cheaper than the published rate. joelis have been very excited about the trip. and joey especially, has been asking me almost daily, when we are going for the trip... :) 15th june 2007: lisa got up as early as 600am! woke joey up at 630am, showered... they took their breakfast.. our cab arrived at 745am. took the 1020am flight to langkawi via air asia. we were lucky that we got the new plane.. :D hehehe both lisa and joey wanted the window seat.. arrived in langkawi. called my sister [mug dude] who has been in langkawi since wednesday for a conference. she wanted to pick us up at the airport, but i told her that it'll be easier if we take a cab to the hotel. it cost us only rm16.. so, okay lah... only 1 room was ready …

lunch dilemma

lunch time dillema... widz and i were contemplating either to go out or just have something around the office. we normally drive out... but after many times driving out, we are already out of idea where to go and what to eat for lunch. i had some things in mind... :D i was supposed to get the snorkeling set for joelis. so, throw the ideas to widz.. which means, we have to go to the mall.. hemmm.. quick decision had to be made... stopped the cab, and went straight to the mall. we had a quick lunch.. and went to look for the snorkeling set... gosh!! the funny thing is, they sell the complete set for RM99.90 and separate items, the same made for RM29.90 and RM49.90!! weird isn't it? hmmm.. so i told the sales person that i am gonna look around..and guess what???!! i saw another set [at a different shop] which is better...for only RM39.90!!! and yey!! happy me, bought 2 sets, one for lisa and one for joey... sorry g-gurl.. but they only have pink and blue, so looks like you will have …

the bulletin... :P

this week has been a better week? was it, really? it has been busy.. you see, the thing with having a blog is that i tend to be like wanting to write lots of things... although not necessarily i do have the time to do it... and especially when i know i have frequent visitors/reader who reads my blog. my heartful thanks to those readers... i may know you guys, or i may not know you guys.. my blog is not publicly advertised as its my private life activities that can be sweet, sad, happy, interesting [to me and joelis at least] moments that i'd like to share. or maybe i just need to talk/write about it, just to let out of my system. :p errr... am i rambling now?? :D errkkss..last week and this week, there has been lots of things going on.. the usual and also unusual stuff. my family had impromptu BBQ at home on a thursday which was last week. i came home late anyway as i have things to do at the office. i looked tired... had fun playing with my niece... well, disturbing her sleep a…

trash it out...

came back from work early yesterday. i wanted to post the weekend activities actually but, errmm... i'll put this up first. i haven't been getting enough sleep [at night]..probably coz i sleep during the day. had a very bad migraine on saturday that i threw up. lisa came to the room and i asked her if she can help massage my back. felt a bit better.. tried to switch off the lights and close my eyes. goshh... it hurts so bad! and i had chest pain on sunday night.. i was thinking to myself.. 'am i gonna die or what???' managed to sleep around 2am and got up again at 4am and was up till it was time to go to work.. so yesterday, i was feeling ackward.. after maghrib prayers, had dinner, and i went into my mom's room where my mom and lisa were watching tv. i was watching csi in the beginning but then i decided not to be alone outside.. i just cuddled with lisa and my mom.. :)

me: maa.. i havent been getting enough sleep..
mama: why?
me: i dont know... i just cant sleep..

sweet couple! :)

this is what i called genuinely in love... :) awww... so sweet! :)

have a good weekend everyone! :)



thank u for reminding me.. :)

I am being reminded. Well it’s a friendly reminder actually. Things that friends would do for other friends. :) sometimes, people tend to do crazy things… well, not really really crazy, but hey… crazy enough for some people. Yeaahh… if you read this, you might not understand fully. But why do I want it to be in my blog? Simply because, I want to remember this. I want to remember what she told me, about me and herself too, for certain things. *taking a deep breath*… okay, I am taking it easy. Don’t think too much. Enjoy the journey. Don’t think too far… but… isn’t that a woman’s job? I told her… to think far…unlike man. They only think of now.. and not future.. err…ermm.. not all man.. okay.. :D stay cool… be in control… arrghhh… hate it when I am almost losing it..… I cant.. thank you ally… for reminding me.. thank you also for reminding me of all the bad things that have happened to me.. all those bad relationships.. people who treats other people like shit.
Okay… No, I don’t…

very meaningful.....

got this in my inbox today... :)

A student asks a teacher, "What is love?" The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi, but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him.

Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realize that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted !!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person...."

"What is marriage then?" the student asked.

The teacher said, "in order t…

talkin' to myself :)

got up this morning feeling a little bit better than yesterday. still have the blockage in my nose! but... ahhh.. it could have been worst. :) went to look for something comfortable to wear... took out my baju kurung... [errmm..think again..] nahhh... took out my white tshirt like blouse and a skirt.. yeup.. more like me.. :) showered... still feeling good. kissed both my joelis.... *smack*! :D
drove off from my parent's porch.. half way.. ahhh...shoot!! left my cough syrup!! nahh.. i am not gonna turn back, did that yesterday.. :P hmmphh... okay, still have my flu medicine in my handbag, i'll survive. ;)
cruising... heh..heh..cheywahh.. layan perasaan, orang kata :P already put on my make up at home, so, in the car nothing much to do, except listening to my new compilation of toni braxton, rihanna, akon... hmmm how nice.. weather is not good.. but yeaa..its okay for a morning drive :) my mind was with MB, with the last sms/chat that we had last night.. was i going overboard? :…

nothing much...

i was hoping to go out on friday night..[although i wasnt feeling well] simply because i havent been really out.. [duhh...] :) hehehe... ally was out since about 5 and angelina joined her later... followed by SA and james. and i was home, watching tv. i was already asleep when an sms arrived at around 130am. it was MB... he was asking if i were out havin fun.. :) *sigh* i wish... :D what did i do on saturday? ohhh... :D we had a family meeting at my eldest sister's house... hehehe.. sounds so serious huh... :P well, yeahh... i guess once a while we need to have that kind of meeting so that everyone in the house understand each other better? *gullp...* and yeaa.. the usual, parents advicing their children... etc.. etc.. and i missed the final AF concert repeat again! :( huwwaaaaa... after the meeting, i went to do some measuring with my eldest sister and hubby...pick up children from their science class, and got home. i think i slept half of the day... goshh... and i dont remember …

fun ride to putrajaya :)

I have been up since 1.48am. couldn’t really sleep. Having a bad flu. Been not well since Wednesday night, I guess. Went to the doctor and she gave me a few medicines… haven’t been really well.. arrghh.. I am repeating myself. :P its 318am now. I got up, switched on the tv, hoping that I could catch the last AF concert that I missed when I was on the island. *sigh* got frustrated again. Watched ‘judging amy’ channel 10 from 200am till 300am. Tried to connect to the internet but something is wrong with the connection or something. *aarrgghhh* I guess I have things in my head as well that I could not sleep…*grin* hehehe :D remember when I said I wanted to be with MB on Friday for an outing? It happened!
And I really had a great time! The last time I was on a bike was about 10 years ago. And today, I had the chance to be on a superbike! Gosh.. I was nervous.. yeup had those butterflies in my tummy kinda thing, and so thrilled!!
Got up early, took a shower, spend some time with joelis bef…