berdua lebih baik

okay..its 240am.... why am i not asleep? my mind is tired. yeup...but the reason why i cant sleep is because i have things working in my head. my addiction is another thing... hahaha relax... nothing serious... except... memokaikan poket :O. i had dinner with my joelis and sister at chillis bangsar today. i think it was the best so far after a few visits. bukan apa, we ordered what we want and can eat instead of ikut nafsu like we used to... hehhe..:D and the bill came up to less than RM100 spent.. ok laaa... normally if we have dinner there, it'll be more than that. lisa was happy for getting her mac & cheese... 1.5 plate okay..;) joey had his kiddie burger and half of lisa's mac & cheese. i shared egg roles and mushroom jack with my sister, and we finished our food! yey...

somethin that my friend said about me abt 3 nites ago that makes me think.. which is, i make my life complicated... at times.. i hope...:( yea...maybe i do. reason: i try my best not to hurt other people's feelings. easiest example... a person who used to love and also hurt me wanted to ask me out for teh tarik just now.. yeaa... about few hours ago... but somehow, i knew i shouldnt coz if i do...then i will be back to the same cycle...which i dont want to... but, i know by saying no, he will feel sad... but... how..? i said no anyway... no matter how bored i was tonight... i managed to say 'no'... and i am proud of myself...:) coz, i guess, its about time that i know what i really want in life... tak ke?

as i m typing this.... some close people in my life are back! james, angelina, jennifer... and i hope james plan for tomorrow nite jadik... or should i say... tonite..:) i'd better take my medicine regularly now... my head is really spinning... jennifer was supposed to bring back men in her suit case...but i guess... gagal! hahahah...:D i was watching a cerekarama on astro ria just now...and saw that guy walked...he reminded me of someone... ahakss... i dunno whether i should be sad... or happy.. or whatever... but/and yes, he has always been on my mind... just trying to rub it off la.. sort of.

i think i'd better sign off... its getting really late... and i have not been getting enough sleep.. ok people... nite...nite... ;-)

me signing off at 300am. before that.... layannnnnn...

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