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bye bye 2006

2006 coming to an end. looking fwd to 2007... :) hmmmm rumors --> reality? wuuhuuu... ek eleh...dunno..:D tonite... will be with my PC again, thats for sure.. :) yey.. see la... if the computer at home dah ok... i might write more... sebelum habis 2006... otherwise...tunggu la.. next year.

joey will start school... std 1... so fast :) yeup first day in school... on his birthday lagi! shian dia.. tapi tak per... we will be celebrating his birthday some other day. :) lisa... std 4, and she'll be around to take care of her little bro. hmmmphh..... :) dah besar anak2 ku... ahakss... :) wokay... till later.... take care... and selamat hari raya aidil adha. :)

rumours.... :)) gelak dulu boleh tak? i bumped into MX during lunch just now... and suddenly he sort of congratulate me in advance.. i was like...huh..? yg kelakar tu, i did say thanks... and then baru tanya... why aah? :O and he went like... u and PC are together? (of course not saying his name here lah kannn...:P) what do u mean together? and he made that hand sign... my understanding was, yeahh...we are going out, dates...etc... but what he had in mind was marriage!! perrgghhh..... laju tu babe... lol! esok hantar la card eh... i did asked my younger sister this morning if she told MJ abt me & PC, and she admit that... cuma it seems that MJ has not seen MX for a while... so mana datang rumours nie??? hello.... i din know what to say to MX... i went like... apa-apa pun tunggu je laaa...

agaknya... mcm tu la artis rasa kan? :O :)) lol...relaksss...jangan marah.. bukan perasan... but weird that suddenly mcmn leh kena serang dgn soalan2 macam nie.. and the thing is i dont know …

another sweet nite out

i am gonna call him PC today. :) why? coz... he is my PC. been waiting for the nite. was it because of the get-together thing... or was it because its gonna be my first time bringing my PC to meet my friends? yes, he is charming indeed. :) i was kinda excited when i told my 'world' that i am bringing PC. kelakar kan.... i yg excited :D am i in love? i dunno... still too early for that. at least thats how i feel or am i in denial?? hahaha :D jiwang siol. i just dont want to hurt PC's feelings. i am just not ready for that yet. let's just go with the flow.. and see where fate brings us? ;)

he was early... i wasnt ready on time... yeup my fault. left the office quite late. had to settle some work before my long holiday next week. he looked handsome, with his blue striped long sleeve shirt. i sort of sms'ed him before that just to tell him that the place is not airconditioned. he was already on the way to my place. while waiting for me to get ready, joelis kept him ente…

from penang with love :)

hehee... chun tak title? yeup, in penang now. on holiday with my joelis... the trip that we've been waiting for... callum's family :D got up really early and push off from home around 630am. was still sleepy actually coz came back at around 11pm the nite before after a nite out with james. yeup....had dinner and did some banking stuff before my trip. was supposed to get my dream phone but spent more than 3 hours at the car accesorries shop instead, trying to repair my dvd player! *sigh* can we travel without it, my joelis will get bored in the car. well anyway, my car's condition is better now after the recent service, drove 130kmh constantly without feeling the car shaking. had a chance to read RL's blog. rasa sedih pulak. well, maybe i know why i feel sedih kut. well anyway, hope that things will turn out good for him and his... :) will always pray for the best ;) hmmm.. oh ye, tadi ramai bikers on the hi-way... chomel2...!! hahaha... oh and today, joelis a…

cinta part II

Artist: Melly Goeslaw

Menatap jalan yang menjauh
Tentukan arah yg ku mau
Tempatkan aku pada satu
Peristiwa yang membuat hati lara

Di dekat engkau aku tenang
Sendu matamu penuh tanya
Misteri hidup akankah menghilang
Dan bahagia di akhir cerita

Cinta ~ tegarkan hatiku
Tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
Naluriku berkata
Tak ingin terulang lagi
Kehilangan cinta hati
Bagai raga tak bernyawa

Aku junjung petuamu
Cintai dia yang mencintaiku
Hati yang dulu belayar
Kini telah menepi
Bukankah hidup kita
Akhirnya harus bahagia

Biar saja ada
Yang terjadi biar saja terjadi
Bagai manapun hidup
Memang hanya cerita
Cerita tentang meninggalkan dengan ditinggalkan

as i was driving to work today... i listen to this song. been repeating the same song for the past few days. and each time i reach to certain part of the lyrics, i'll be crying... :) i dunno, i'll feel sad. i guess because it relates to what is going on around me. i just need time, to heal. (apart from being with my lovely joelis and fam…


"isteri bukan untuk dimiliki, tetapi suatu anugerah......."
finally... actually decided to watch the movie.. well, i have been wanting to watch this movie on the 1st day it was shown but, i guess.. i was too busy.. or maybe, i wanted to go with the right person. :) i read my youngest sister's blog the nite before. and when i read what she wrote, go with someone you love, well...(putting family aside) unfortunately right now, i have not reached there yet... hahaa.. having someone that i love... or i should be in love with.. i guess there is nothing wrong going to the movie with someone that i could be in love with...later..? hehehe... complicated tak? aarrgghh... tak kisah la..kan. and u know what? no regrets... although he was laughing at me when i cried... i tak kisah (read as...aiman tak kisah!) hahaa..maybe i am feeling comfortable with him... no doubt la he can make me feel uncomfortable with his stare...or when he started to tembak me, and when at that time, i would…

missing joelis...

i am so sleepy right now... have been sleeping late since last week. now, as i am typing this, i really miss joelis so much. they are with their dad right now goin for a swim. and i am working... but i miss them... how aaahh... and keep on looking at their photos that i just scanned last night :D pictures taken during our trip to london & paris in 2004.

people come into your life for a reason

received this in my inbox this morning and it is a good reminder for me and others.
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a S…

stars are blind..

its already december... 2006 is coming to an end. and where am i? still stuck? perhaps, i should do something about it. i need to move on... and here's a song for ya.. ;) i wanna do things that i am happy doin.. i wanna be myself.

boring kan...bebalik... nak move on ... bebalik nak move on... buhsan tahap maksima...LOL... ok la...apa2 pun... la ni dok layan lagu nie... coz...thats how i am feelin... wuuhhuuu...

Artist: Paris Hilton

I don't mind spending some time
Just hanging here with you
Cuz I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do
Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
But when I walk their talk is suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside
And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do

Baby i'm …

trip to kuala selangor

After 2 trips cancelled due to technical reasons… at least we managed to bring our precious joelis for a short trip jalan2 balik kampong. Hehehe… kesian diorang. The original plane was to go to Malacca… gagal, then we planned to stay at bagan lalang, pun gagal! Last2 balik kampong… jalan la jugak kan. :D

26th nov, 2006 Sunday morning, my mom took a peek into our bedroom and asked if we can drive her back to kg for a kenduri. First she asked my youngest sister, unfortunately, her driving license expired, so tinggal la, my younger sister and i. the thing is, we already planned to take joelis for a swim at the club. Tapi kesian pulak if my dad were to drive by himself. So, okay la…. Susun strategi balik.. so here..the story goes.

By 11am, we have already reached bukit badong. Had brunch at my mom’s cousin’s house. Dapat sayur tumis jawa… pergghhh… sedap makan. Lisa was not really well, so she was a bit moody. Joey, okay jer and dapat I suap dia nasi… banyak la dia makan. On the way to the …

lepak or date?

hahaha..LOL... my little joelis's interpretation. before that, let's see what do i call him today. hemm... N48. dont ask me why... but thats his nick for today. :D i had this conversation with my joelis one night when i wanted to go out.

me: i am going out tonite okay, if i am late you guys sleep first.
joey: who are you going out with ma?
me: i am going out with unc N48.
lisa: haa?? its a date?!
me: hey! no.. it is not a date!
joey: well... okay, if it is not a date then we can come along. and gave Hi 5 to lisa!
me: errrkks.... speechless!
joey: so...? ma?
me: err... okay, this is not a date and i am not taking you with me okay. coz nanti mama nak borak, and balik lambat, nanti you both ngantuk.
joey: okay... if you dont want to bring me and lisa, it is a date! and he gave me that smirk!

i caught joey, golek2 on the bed and gave him a big hug till he struggled to get out... hahaha padan muka!

well anyway, i had a lepak session/date with N48 yesterday. i was at work in the morning. was n…